Forever Exists Only With You.
He's My Boy.
"I don't want to ing hear it, kai!" kyungsoo repeated while cupping his hands over his ears.
"you're the one who wants to talk?! I'm trying to give you a decent story here! hear me out for like one teeny ing second, okay."
Kai rambled on.
"Hear you out? really? you're the one who was rumored to sleep with tao!! so whos right here kai? who should I believe, huh?
if I go ing find and ask tao right this second, will I get a straight answer out of him?!!!?"
kyungsoo shouted at Kai, teary eyed.
Kai jumped in and pleaded for his last chance he may have had with kyungsoo.
"listen babe.. pl-ea-se.. you know those rumors are no where near true.
babe, you know me!
kai motioned his hands towards himself.
"I'm your boyf--"
kyungsoo walked out of the living room.
Kai stood there with a shocked expression. his hands left hanging at his sides with his mouth slightly open in utter displeasure.
gloom began to fill him as he stood in place and soaked up sadness.
In that second he dreamt about chasing after him.
he often daydreams about kyungsoo.
he thought of what he could have done to save them from fighting,
grabbing him from behind and giving him sweet kisses on his neck,
which kyungsoo knew was his favorite thing him and kai did when they were happy.
Kai slowly stumbled over to the sofa, drained and feeling attacked.
sick of fighting with the one he loved unconditionally.
sick of kyungsoo yelling at him.
feelings of grimness and anger stirred up inside of kai.
sadness too. He was usually sad, though. So it wasn't new.
His cheeks flushed from panicking now,
his hands entangled in his hair,
pulling at his hair and his raging headache that didn't seem to cease.
His breathing cut short,
until he was gasping for the very last airs he could breathe in.
He threw himself down,
and cried into the pillows.
He panicked about kyungsoo alot.
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*Kai's P.O.V*
I woke up in a panic.
My blankets in a tangle,
practically falling off the mattress of my bed.
I sat up.
I got my together, I managed to get in the shower and wash away everything.
minutes after I got dressed,
I walked into the dorm's kitchen, which was not that spacious,
but it was clean because wufan was obsessed with cleaning our kitchen which I found completely bizarre.
but I hated cleaning our kitchen and picking up luhan's shirts from the floor,
and how chanyeol leaves ing chips in the couch when he watches movies
with luhan and baekhyun,
kris would usually at me to vacuum it.
"Kai. the vacuum. The three little pigs made a sty in the living room again."
Was kris's famous catchphrase.
usually followed by chanyeol pleading that it was mostly luhan's fault for dumping chips everywhere.
"we were having a chip fight!."
luhan replied with a smile.
"What the is a chip fight?"
Kris questioned, raising an eyebrow.
Chanyeol nudged luhan in the rib.
"Ahhh! much?"
luhan flinched with sensitivity, quickly recovered and then swerved a finger with sass.
"You're taller and stronger than me and--"
"That's why i have the privilige to pick on you, deer boy."
chanyeol stared.
"Luhan's inner black woman came out again.."
baekhyun sighed.
"Don't look at me with those creepy eyes!, jesus."
Luhan went and stood next to baekhyun instead.
a scenario similar to this usually happened.
I laughed under my breath remembering how poor zitao always ended up cleaning chanyeol, baekhyun and most of the time luhan's piggish messes.
I'd see him slump into the living room with the broom and dustpan in his grasp when I dodged around kris's orders.
"Luhaaaaaannnnnnnn!!!! get down here!! do you seriously want an kicking this time?!."
Although he was the shy one, tao knew how to handle luhan's ways.
I walked into the kitchen to see Kris wiping the counters.
he gave me a cold glance.
"What. What is it."
placing my hands on my hips.
"I am fully aware I look like today, no need to add any comments or opinions. okay?" I stated informally.
Kris continued to stare.
"jongin.." he began, clearing his throat.
"we heard you screaming last night."
Kris stared coldly.
"Me and luhan were wondering if you were.."
"If I was..?"
I walked around to the other side of the counter and leaned forward on it casually.
he drifted off.
our eyes not exactly meeting.
he gave me an odd vibe as of something was completely off in our conversation.
"well.. If you were doing okay.."
he finished quietly.
staring,
as if he was staring seriously straight past me now.
I crooked my head at him
"are YOU okay? there's obviously something up.
Just because you heard me crying? Did you know what i was crying about?"
I interjected, stealing a sip from kris's tea.
Kris stepped in closer and placed a single hand on my shoulder,
leaning me against the wall.
his cold eyes still fixed on mine.
my back slid down the kitchen wall as I placed myself on the floor in a sitting fashion.
I doodled circles on the mosaic with my fingertips.
I liked to keep myself occupied often.
he began in a soft voice,
his tone was shaky.
"listen.. kai, you need to get help okay?
There, i said it."
I slowly raised my head up at kris from the little
scrunched up ball I had turned myself into on the floor, and frowned.
Kris crouched down to my level.
"kai, i promise a hundred percent that me and luhan can he--"
" do you know anything?"
I struggled to get on my feet and kris followed.
I then flinched back when kris took another chance to firmly place two hands on my shoulders.
"You have to listen to me."
he softly pleaded, staring at me with his moka colored eyes.
"He said things about me, kris. He's speading rumors. Lies!"
I said in a husky voice, that had gone dry from crying.
My hands motioning towards myself.
I leaned over to kris and whispered so kyungsoo wouldn't hear us.
"I fought with kyungsoo again."
Kris froze from cleaning and turned around.
"Kai.. "
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