Eccedentesiast

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Description

'Eccedentesiast- Someone who hides behind a smile, when all they want to do is hide and/or die' - Urban Dictionary.

 
Hello, I am in the famous k-pop girl group called F(x). Many people think I'm rude and cold just like they thought my sister was. They all think that I'm that kind of person and whatever I do on tv is what I'd really do in real life. As you can interpert they are all very wrong... I'm something my members don't even think about... I am an eccedentesiast. -Krystal Jung
 
I always knew that something was wrong with you... I always loved you no matter what, but I didn't know that you were so sad. I want to wrap my arms around your heart and protect you, Soojung. I'll do whatever I can to make you smile and be happy for real. I don't want you to pretend anymore. -Sulli Choi

Foreword

This is my first Jungli fanfic... I hope you guys will like it. You guys may have to wait awhile before I post it so I'm apologizing in advance. BTW what do you think about the description? Does it sound interesting? Hehehe... Please leave a comment below and subscribe ;D.

darkstar839
I'm re-reading this and I think I really hold this story as my pride. ;)

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Kpopnoobie
#1
Chapter 11: This fanfic and your story, It's so beautiful and relatable. It's amazing how you stayed strong and persevered...I mean, I just respect you a lot for that...

I mean I'm still an eccedentesiast, I'm still desperate for a friend like Sulli in this story, I've literally written a forever contract to keep faking smiles to my friends... and there's no one that's willing to connect with me on a deeper and more emotional level.. I'm even like a counselor for them because I'd always find people on the school rooftop and help them out..but why can't they find me....and why won't they find me...thank you author, because I've literally and figuratively made my own Sulli, my imaginary friend
UpdateSoonPlease
#2
Chapter 11: sana po di nyo na maisipang kitlin ang sarili nyong buhay kasi masaya naman po ang mundong ito kahit sobrang lungkot na. sana kahit wala na ang snsd at f(x) may mahanap pa rin kayong rason para mabuhay at di lang sila. - nag-aalalang mambabasa
babooya04
#3
Chapter 4: Wow! It's so nice to mention my here! Well, thank you author shi for mentioning my name. By the way, how did you know that I'm currently reading your story? This is my first time visiting your story.
marimbaplyr9
#4
Chapter 11: wow i really liked this story. it's great to find authors like this that try to write realistically and try to write a story with an actual lesson you can learn from not just because they love the group and the pairing, This has to be one of my favorite fics. I love Krystal's character and I can totally relate. it's really great and touching read~ thank you ^^
ForeverSone10 #5
Chapter 11: I feel like i just read my life story....I feel exactly like you. All i have to say is that it gets better, little by little, and it gets to a point where you can be yourself with someone...it won't be over, but at leats it will get better. ^^
Btw, i LOVED the fanfic :D
meeyoon
#6
Chapter 5: i dont exactly how to explode my feelings to your awe fics. but it was litteraly makes me cry inside. really!

uh i think i'm the most 'big thanks to you' bcos you write this. i'm so sorry for short my words, stay health and keep writes more fanfics~ fighting! ^^
lovebythemoon29
#7
Chapter 11: I feel like reading my own life story. And i am so glad after read this chapter i am feel kind of relieve, relieve to show it out your story is like 95 percent like mine, just mine is more violent, more physical hurt. Don't mind me blah blah here but i want to let's it out. It started from WRONG things i did or not, people around me make me feel depress, i become really really sad. Sometime i think if i just die everything will alright. After that i started act cold and rude, "my" parents said i act like kids who use drug. I don't mind them and they started to hurt everywhere they can, i don't know on my body have more place that they didn't hurt yet. Since when i know they hurt me and hack i think i already living like robot, i don't feel pain anymore, physical hurt but the feel that hurt more unbearable. I don't know i have might to help other people who need help, but right now i really need one, the one help me from this darkness this disguised world..
snsdFTW
#8
Chapter 11: Your story is really heartbreaking :(
I can totally relate with the cold face thing and being misunderstood. I cant really blame others for thinking that way because I don't smile much and am reeaally reserved. It has come to a point where I actually act cold beacuse that's how people expect me to be. Imma try to change that now though and prove that everyone's opinion about me is wrong. And I also want to make their minds explode XD

I think you are a really beautiful and awesome person for writing this and spreading the word about depression and bullying :)
I'm sure that happy ending you are hoping for will come eventually, you just have to keep fighting and be strong ^-^ Hwaiting! I believe in you!
I will definitely be more active in protecting those around me from bullying and abuse~

Thank you for everything ^-^
Soshi9_4ever #9
Chapter 11: I'm sure you too will soon have your own type of happy ending that you have been wishing for :)
Hwaiting ~!! (^-^)9