When you first when on Hiatus, of course it was for school so I understand 1000% but I missed you so much it's wasn't even funny. CL/Jinyoung made a whole collage of my Lizzy spams (but he doesn't have it anymore sobs). But when you came back from hiatus, you seemed so different. When I hugged you, picked you up, and spun you, the only reaction from you that I got was you laughing and asking me to put you down. I mean thats fine, but after you kept talking so, not like you. And that got me worried. I thought you didn't you know, like me anymore. With that I felt so weird so thats why I you know . . . yeah. But after you left tbh I was never on PT. When I saw a new Lizzy come, I was kinda depressed, and when I talked to her, she reminded me of you, a lot. Then Minho and Seungri kinda gave away that it was you. When I found out it was you, I'm not kidding, ask CL/Jinyoung, Ricky, and Stal, I SCREAMED. I missed you way too much, I could never let this EVER happen again! So yeah, for like the 2309840293840928309482309482309482093798325798374589734985734th time, 

I love you