The First Heartbreak
The Past Six Months.You don't really know how much you mean to me. Well to me, you mean the world. Without you in my life, I bet you that I would have been a miserable little . You make me complete. Without you, there is a hole in my heart. If we never got back together, that hole would remain there for the rest of my life, even if I found another girl. This brings me into my next topic:
Remember this? When I first saw this I didn't know what to do. Of course, I was upset, but, me being as protective I am made a huge deal of it. I should have known not to be to protective. But i did this all because I love you way too much. Now I fully blame myself for causing this gap between us. I mean it caused things like this:
Knowing that you felt like this, it made me feel like you thought that this was all messed up and I felt like we were drifting apart. I wanted to try and do everything I could do to make sure you would still be mine. Even after you said sorry, I was still iffy about all this, I didnt feel that you loved me at all.
For all that, I'm most sorry, I mean I'm more sorry than sorry. I just felt so insecure, and now I know that your love is loyal. I mean, I should have known that from the start. Now that we are engaged, I feel like we can get though anything. Anyways, every couple has their arguments/fights. It only makes them stonger, right?
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