Betrayed
More than friends?
---------Dinner--------
After getting dress, I finished the final touches on the food and waited.
Finally... 7 years... I've been waiting 7 years for Yongguk oppa to come back
But the only thing I could think of was the incident with Zelo...
I shook my head to clear my mind
No!___! You think of Yongguk oppa! And Yongguk oppa only!
I was gonna slap the sense back in myself, until the door rang.
He's here!!!
I jumped up and walked to open the door
I gulped and fixed my dress.
Here we go.
I pulled the door knob and saw the one person I've been waiting for all these agonizing years
There he was, his gummy smiles
"Annyeong ___-ah"
Oh god... There he was...
I always thought I would jump on him or faint when he is back ... But it was less dramatic than I thought it would be
"O-oppa..w-welcome home" I pulled a fake smile
Before I could invite him inside, a person came out behind oppa.
It was a girl. A very very beautiful girl. Her hair was pure black and long, her eyes were big and round, her face was just... Beautiful
"This is Jieun, ___-ah" Yongguk introduced and looked at me with the happiest face
"she's my fiancé"
I stood there. Lost.
The word fiancé echoed in my head.
My lips parted a bit and they trembled against my will
I could feel my heart drop. Like a weight.
I swear my eyes were gonna fall out, but I held my emotions in.
"J-Jieun-sshi.. A-anyeoghasaeyo!" I bowed as I said my greeting
But my head hit perfectly on the wall
"Ow!" I shouted and held my head
"___-ah! Gwenchina!??" Yongguk oppa asked
I bit my lip and stand up straight
"Hehe! Of course I'm fine! I'm ___!" I yelled with a fake smile
I'm such an embarrassment.
Yongguk oppa and Jieun-sshi giggled and came inside. Hand in hand.
The moment they brush pass my shoulders... I felt cold... The person whom I loved and believed in... Betrayed me..
What about our promise? We pinky swore...
This feeling was indescribable...
If there were 18 floors of hell... I was in the 100th floor
I let one tear fall, but whipped it off before anyone could see
I can't let anyone see me like this ... Not now ... Not in front of Yongguk oppa
"Let's eat!" I yelled and walked to the table. Trying my hardest to be happy.
------After dinner-----
I was alone in Zelo's room while looking out the window
"Hey..." A voice broke in my thoughts
"H-hey Yongguk oppa..." I said with a ugly and pitiful smile
"You weren't eating much today... Something wrong?" He asked, worried about my pale face
"Yeah ... I'm fine ... Just wasn't hungry" I avoided eye contact as much as I could
"Ok then ... But remember ..." He turned me around to look at him "I'm always here when you need someone to talk to" and left me a gentle kiss on the forehead before leaving with Jieun.
-----later on that night-----
Zelo found me sitting at the corner.
I had my arms around my legs and my head buried in them.
I could hear Zelo foot steps and he sat beside me quietly
We weren't talking,. Neither was he gonna start a conversation
I wasn't crying or anything... Just ...felt tired
But After a while, Zelo put his arm around me and hugged me tightly
"You're not alone noona... Zelo's here..."
That was it... The interactions I needed to burst into tears
"Z-Zelo-ah... My heart hurts so much .." I cried so hard I couldn't even hear myself talk
"I know I know" Zelo hugged me tighter... As if his life depended on it
"I waited 7 years ...7 years .." I continue sobbing and choking on my saliva
"He didn't even remember our promise... And said he will be here..."
I buried my face deeper into Zelo's chest as I cried
My body was sweating and my eyes hurt from all the crying ... But I just couldn't stop
I held Zelo tighter and so did he
"noona ..." Was all I could hear him whisper
He rubbed my shoulder to comfort me and kissed my forehead a few times to show me that he will always be here for me
After crying for a whole 30minutes, I was exhausted.. Zelo felt warm and comfortable ..and before I knew it .. I fell asleep
And this is how I, Choi ____, experienced my first heart break.
Short chappy~~Lazy Author ~~ Thanks for reading <3333333
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