P.S. : here we are~ please understand that i'm not good in english. and i know that my grammar . thanks:))

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*Sunhwa POV*

Yeah, secret comeback with yoohoo, also b.a.p is busy now with their comeback. Jieun unnie miss her boyfie so much. So do hyosung and zinger unnie. Well, so do i. But, all my eonnies already knew that their boyfie miss her too.
But , how about me? Geez

"Sunhwa, we are about to do rehearsal" Said hyosung unnie

"Ah ne" 

"Are you sick?"

"Ani"

 

"You look so sad"

"Ah ani, im fine"

First comeback on music bank, first we sang only u, and how stupid i am, i cried because of daehyun

"Sunhwa-ya, are you fine? Why are you crying?" Hana said

"Ah i'm fine unni" i said

"Ya, we know something wrong right?" Jieun said

"Yeah, tell us sunhwa" Hyosung said

"You know that before b.a.p live on earth concert that daehyunie asked me for date, and now, everytime i called him, he didnt answer, and when he answered, he get mad at me" i started crying

"how can Daehyunie mad at you?" asked Hana

*FLASHBACK*

Today B.A.P Live On Earth Los Angeles, and i missed Daehyunie so much,  I have called Daehyun for like 10 times but he didnt answer it, so i want to call him again.

"Yoboseyo? Daehyunie~~" 

"Nuguya?"

"Aish , are you kidding me?"

"Seriously who is this?"

"Sunhwa"

"Ah, sunhwa"

"Something went wrong?"

"No"

"Why are you being so different nowadays?"

"No, im not"

"Ya! Dont you know i miss you so bad, i have called you many times and you didn't answer it. How busy you are" i started to cry

"Ya! You should understand, that im doing a concert here!"
 

"Dont you miss me?"

"..."

"ah you aren't miss me, bye!" i hung up the phone

*FLASHBACK END*

"Ah daehyunie, he's so mean to you" said hyosung

"Why dont you call him again?" Asked hana

"Well, i want too, but he'll mad at me, again" 

"Just call him, maybe yesterday he wasnt in a good mood" said jieun

"I will, later"

So, the recording now end, and we were going back to our dorm. I'm going to call daehyun again, but i'm afraid he still mad at me.

-dorm- 

"Sunhwa-ya, have you call daehyun ?"  Asked hana

"No, should i?" 

"Yeah you should, we'll listen here, loudspeaker the phone" said hyosung

So i took my phone and call him, and i loud the speaker up so the members can hear it

"Yoboseyo?"

"Nuguya?"

"Sunhwa, you dont save my phone number do you?"

"I do save yours, but im in hurry and cant see your phone number"

"Ah, i see, you are busy now, should i hung up then?" 

"..."

"..."

"..."

"hello? You still there?"

"ah yes"

The members act like they told me to asked him what happened

"Daehyunie, dont lie to me, i know it still morning there"

"So?"

"Daehyunie, are you serious about us? We're dating aren't we?" 

"..."

I started crying

"You know that i miss you so much, and you just ignore me all the time."

"..."

"You know, you are so different with kwanghee oppa, even though he was my virtual husband but he were so nice to me. And you're my boyfriend"

"Im not the same with kwanghee-ssi"

"But, do you know how i feel? You know that Hyosung eonni, Hana eonni, Jieun eonni have called their boyfie and the boys said that he miss her too. But, me? Do you ever said like that? You always act like you are busy, but you're not. I always asked himchan what are you doing everytime i called you, and he said all you do is eating."

"..."

"Dont you miss me?"

"..."

"Are you just saying that you love me without know what love means?"

"..."

"You're so mean Jung Daehyun.."

"Sunhwa-ya"

"..."

"Im sorry"

"..."

"Im not a good boyfriend to you, should we broke up?" 

"You want to broke up with me?" 

"No i dont"

"..."

I teared up again.

"Dont cry jebal"

"You tell me dont cry but you hurt me like this"

"..."

"How could you say that you want to broke up with me and said dont cry?"

"..."

"Ya! JUNG DAEHYUN! Answer it!" Said hyosung unni who saw that i was crying more louder that make them sad

"S...Sunhwa-ya i love you, but i think i can't make you smile, i always make you sad and cry, so it seems we better befriend"

 "Ah.. Really? It end like this. Only for 5 days. You played my heart Jung Daehyun. You know, how much I'm happy when you said that you love me? Do you know how happy i was when you said that i caught your eyes because both of us from busan? Do you know that?ah thanks for everything."

"Ya! Han Sun..."

I hung up the phone, and go outside. It seems like other members know what i feel, so they just let me go.

Its all blur now, i can't clearly breath. Jung Daehyun. Jung Daehyun.

Why he do that to me?

Am i not good enough?

Or.. He find another girl ?

I walked toward the crowd, and many people see me and say "is that sunhwa? Why is she looks like that? She's desperate?" 

Yeah it me, yeah I'm desperate.

Will he remember me if im not any longer in this world?

*Daehyun POV*

I think i should call sunhwa, i love her, i do love her. But, all i can is make her cry. I think I was stupid enough to let her go.

"Daehyun hyung, what happened?" Zelo said 

"No, i'll go outside" 

I decide to call sunhwa.

I hear Only U chorus when i call her.

But she doesn't answer. Twice she doesn't answer. And i call her 8 times she still doesn't answer. 

What happened with her?

I have a bad feeling.

Should i call jieun noona? Who helped me a lot.

"Yoboseyo, noona, its daehyun"

"Oh... Daehyun. What happened with you and Sunhwa, she looks so sad. No she was really sad"

"Its my fault noona, i called her many times but she doesn't answer it"

"Ah really? She went to somewhere, it's already dark here, eottoke?"

"Noona, she hasn't back to dorm?" 

"Not yet. Should i tell our boss?"

"No please, noona, can you do me a favor?"

"I'll help you for sunhwa, what is it?"

"Can you please search sunhwa? I'll back to seoul today"

"What? Are you crazy? You're doing a concert!"

"No, our boss give us 5 days in L.A and now is the 3rd days, concert already done, i can comeback for awhile" 

"Ah. Okay i'll search her"

"Thanks noona"

End. 

I'll comeback to seoul and meet Sunhwa.

*Author POV*

Sunhwa will go to a park. She was blank and feel like she wasn't alive, she want to relax herself.

When she walks she doesn't notice that a car with a drunk driver is behind her, and she was hit by car.

And it was too dark to make people see her who already full of blood, then a stranger came to the same road and notice someone, that he knows it was sunhwa, and he went to TS entertainment.

*Jieun POV*

I started to search Sunhwa with other members.

"Oh, someone outside. But it was a boy, he looks so pale, should we asked him?" Hana said

Then we go out and go to the stranger 

"Oh! Secret! Sunhwa... Sunhwa..."

"Oh sorry, sunhwa wasn't here yet" 

"No! Follow me!"

Its a little bit scary to follow a stranger, but he looks like a fan of sunhwa, and he looks so sad. We arrived at a road infront of the park

"Why you bring us to here?" Hyosung said 

"Look... It.. Sunhwa..." He said looks so tired

"WHAT? It was Sunhwa?"

Accidentally we ran to sunhwa who's full of blood.

"Call ambulance !!"

"Already"

Then ambulance came and sunhwa went to ICU. 

-hospital-

*Jieun POV*

Me and my member cried a lot, i wont something bad happened to sunhwa.
 

I want she still alive. And back with big smile on her face. I can't say anything . Now everyone is afraid. 
 

"Should we tell Daehyun?" Asked Hana
 

"I dont think so" Hyosung said
 

"Yeah, dont tell him" Hana said
 

I can't. I want to tell him, if he beside her maybe she can alive and feel him. 
 

So i decide to call him, but he doesn't answer it, it seems he was on his way to back to seoul.
 

*Daehyun POV*
 

I went back to seoul and now i'm arrived in Seoul airport. I checked my phone, and there was 10 missed calls from Jieun, and 15 messages from her too.

I was shocked when i see those messages.

The last messages was "she's in ICU , in the Seoul international Hospital." 

So i go there in hurry

Arrived at hospital, there were many people from our company.

"Here's the one that makes sunhwa full of blood" hyosung said

"eonni! It wasn't daehyun fault! Don't blame him" jieun said

The atmosphere wasn't good. Until the doctor came, and i go to talk to him

"Doctor, can i go in? Please" i started to cry

"Oh, are you her husband? Or her boyfriend?"

"Ah.. I'm..."

"He was her boyfriend, maybe sunhwa wants Daehyun beside her" Hana said

"Okay, you can go in, but please don't make she more sad, she wasn't awake yet." The doctor said

And i went to the room and saw sunhwa.

I started to cry.
 

(listen 'only u - secret' if you want)
 

"Sunhwa-ya" i hold her hand even though she doesn't feel it

"..."

"I love you, i really do. I'm sorry for everything" 

"..."

"Did you know when you called me and said that you miss me? And i ignore it? I really feel guilty after that, and i want to message

you, but, my schedule you know it right?"

"..."

"When you called me again and said that you love me , and think kwanghee-ssi was better than i, i really mad. Yeah, kwanghee is

better than me, i can't make you smile, and now, i make you full of blood like this"

"..."

"Sunhwa-ya"

"..."

"Please don't leave me alone, you know that i love you, but i really mean it."

"..."

"Sunhwa-ya"

"..."

"Maybe you can't hear this, but, i miss you, i miss you so bad, please don't leave me alone"

"..."

"Sunhwa-ya"

I look at her face, some tears fall down but she still doesn't awake yet.

I remove her tears, and i heard something, that was the ECG, the ECG make a line. No, make straight line that makes me call the doctor

"Please get out" the nurse said

I going out

'Sunhwa please awake'

I sit on the chair in front of the ICU room. 

For 15 minutes i waited and the doctor came out , i have bad feelings about this.

"I'm sorry" the doctor said 

"WHAT? WHAT DID YOU MEAN SORRY?" 

I ran to the room, and hold Sunhwa hand.

"Sunhwa" 

"..."

"How could you leave me alone like this? You leave all your pain to me? You're so mean sunhwa. Don't you know how much i love

you? How much you meant to me? Don't you know it?" 

".."

"Sunhwa, can you hear me?"

"..." 

"It was my fault. Why I say stupid things and now i regret like this? Why? Why can't you forgive me Sunhwa? Why you leave me alone?"

I hold her hand tightly.

"I love you Han Sunhwa"

".."

I hug her for the last time. I regret everything. I regret to get mad at her. I regret that i never say i miss her, even though i miss her so much.

And now, all i can do is to blame my self, it's all my fault. 

"I'll never forget you, i love you, only you"

I lost someone I love.

 

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THE EEEEEENNNDDDD. i can't make a sad story tho ;;. this is my first sad story about SunDae~~~

please tell me how is it? ;;;

thank for readinggg ;; ilyguys<3