dongho's p.o.v.

i sat there in my room for quite a while thinking about her.

flashbacks came running in my head.

"why do i even?!-"

i sighed again.

i wasnt even able to finish my sentence.

i cant forget about her and it hurts.

it hurts that i wont see the person i actually liked for the first time.

the person who didnt look at me as an arrogant, mean, spoiled douchebag unlike everybody else.

it hurts that the girl i only bumped into one day would cause me to think and dream of her all the time, and i dont even know why.

it was just an accidental meeting, she only bumped into me and yet i am acting as if a person i'm actually in love with all my life is leaving me.

i hit my self in the head lightly, and fell back on my bed.

i dont even know her name and i'm acting like and idiot madly inlove.

i sat up immidiattely.

"i have to see her again. i need to see her again."

i stood up and immidiately ran out of my room.

i ran down the stairs immidiattely towards the door.

"where do you think youre going?" someone called out to me.'

.

"i'm going out." 

"where?" jaeseop asked me.

"somewhere you dont have to know." i turned around 

"why not?" they asked me again

why wont you just-

"the cafe." i gave in

"what are you going to do there?" 

i rolled my eyes.

"order my coffee, pay for the coffee, drink the coffee i dont ing know just let me leave." i replied impatiently.

"alright you may go."

i sighed in relief.

"FINALLY." i turned exited the door

author's p.o.v.

"FINALLY." dongho said with a relieved sigh and exited the door

kevin smiled to himself. 

'he is in love' he thought.

"stop smiling." eli told him

dongho's p.o.v

i ran to the coffee shop where she went and stopped exactly where we met each other.

i looked around for her but she just wasn't there.

i sighed.

i waited longer for her but she just wasnt coming my way.

she didn't come, she isn't coming, and she probably won't be

i kicked something. this is hopeless.

i should have known i'll never see her again.

it's hopeless.