Coma
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Wrote this story based on B.A.P's Coma, it's a rather sudden work so it might not be good~ So please don't keep your hopes up! I just used the lyrics here and there for the story! And it's very very very short so please don't hate on me! If you wonder about the different colours, it's coloured in a way that's different day~ Due to the fact it's very short, I had made the font bigger! I'm smart! HAHA! On to the story~
Foreword
Day 10
“Wae?” I asked as I stumbled down the street with a beer bottle in my hand, banging into another guy. “. Do you have no eyes to see where you're walking?!” I cursed, pushing him aside as I continue walking. “How can you just leave me like that? I gave you everything and you just left giving me nothing but coldness.”
I stumbled into the house, kicking the stuff out of my way as I went for the couch, bringing the beer up to my lips, I felt the bitterness of the liquid running down my throat, wetting it lightly. I looked straight to see a cracked mirror staring at me, in the reflection is no one but you. I let out a scream as I turned to the wall, tearing off all the pictures. I looked at it as I threw the bottle in the direction of the mirror watching it fall into pieces on the floor.
What can I do? I'm lost in a maze that you brought me in and you're long gone while I'm still here, suddenly your face suddenly just became so blurred and I can barely see it any more. Staying here is going to get the better of me. I walked out of the house, slamming the door shut as I walked around aimlessly.
Day 16
Everywhere I see is darkness, how can I continue down this road? I can't feel anything but tears are falling down from my eyes. I looked around to be surrounded by your image, you laughing at one of my joke, you clinging onto me, laughing, tears.. I reached out unknowingly as I saw you hold out your hands... Please wake me up from this nightmare.
But why? Why did you throw me away like I'm a garbage and I can't do anything to you? And why do you have to make us both throw away memories that we have everyday?
She watched him from a far, as she reached out her hand lightly, looking at his weak figure. Mianhae, but I have no choice but to leave you... She bite her lips lightly when she saw him fall onto his knees in the sudden pouring rain as tears run down her cheeks.
Day 20
You're not here... I looked out of the window where the sun shine brightly in. My heart stop beating everytime you're not here and somehow it's better off if I'm dead now... Living without you, I can barely breathe, you're the one that kept my breathe going, you're the one that's still breathing in me...
I looked down my the bloody hand that I created with the razor blade, it's hurts but nothing can beat the pain that you caused for leaving me here alone, it hurts so bad that I can go crazy from it and even though you're done, your scent still linger in the house, my heart is about to explode, just where are you? You told me that you'll always be here to wipe my tears away but I cried and cried but you just cruelly left me here all alone.
Day 25
I thought it's all over but once again, I tossed and turned in the bed, struggling to get out of this nightmare, trying to wake but nothing seems to work. We loved, everything is perfect why do you have to leave?! You were my everything, the one that keep me moving...
I stare into the dark bedroom as night fall slowly, I'm glued to the bed, unable to move at all. I can't feel any pain but my pillow is soaking up tears, I could still feel your body presence next to me, being trapped in the memories of you. Please hold onto my hand so I can wake up. Please don't throw me away.
Day 30
I roam around the streets where you liked to visit the most, hoping to find you once again. Everyday spend without you is so bad that I could go crazy already, odiga? I don't have a hard wish but I just want to hold on to you... “Seojung!” I called out when I finally spot you after a month without meeting you anyway, do you know how hard it is for me to not just run up to you but why... Why are you running away from me?
I can't do this any more, I ran forward and pulled her into my arms as tears leaked down my eyes. “Jebal...” I whisper. “Wake me up from this nightmare...”
I can’t feel anything
Tears fall down
I’m trapped in memories of you, no
Please hold onto my hand, so that I can wake up
Please don’t go
I got bored okay~ Above is a part of the song lyrics which I like a lot, aka my bias , Daehyun, part~!
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