It’s ok to be NOT okay

What is love?

 

i wait for him to do something ,anything-hug me or my back or repent and go ram his car into a wall to atone for his sins-but he just sits there. Finally , he mumbles “im sorry you were dragged into this.”

                 I look up and take in the expression on his face-properly, not genuinely , sad. I’m sorry you were dragged into this. Dragged into. It wasn’t even a real apology. He wasn’t owning up to anything. Dragged into.
                                                                                                                                -Every girl’s guide to HEARTACHE

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Dee’s POV

“ouch ha . foreword palang yan pero straight to the bone >.> “  sabay sara ng libro at pinalipad  sa papansin mong kaibigan which is sitting sa sala ng BAHAY NYO.  
“alam mo Dee paano ka makakamove on kung libro plang iniiwasan mo na “  
“Hindi ba prang mas lalo mo pang pinapaalala??”  
“dba nga sabe face your fear? “ facepalm
ayoko ng humaba pa ang usap  and I know na hindi ako mananalo saknya so I just gave her my famous poker face .    
“Ms. Kim  tumahimik ka na nga. Marinig ka pa ng angkan ko “ 
“ E ano nmn ? wala nman na sila ikakagalit kasi tapos na ang lahat lahat


tapos na ang lahat lahat


Lahat lahat

LAHAAT LAHAAAAAAAAAT

LAHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT

 “salamat sa pagpapaalala .________. “ sigh.
kim patted my head “don’t worry it was his loss anyway” she winked.  


you just cant beat her “thanks kim “ I gave her a warm smile

“ocge na bka maiyak pa ako dito “   she headed towards the exit . as to distract my self hinanap ko yung Handphone ko which is na misplace ko nanaman pero iba nakita ko .

“Libro ni kim to ah “ =.=”  so in the end I ended up reading it .Maybe this book was made especially for me or maybe the author is my stalker ! oh . im being paranoid. someone please slap me . Is there a way i can skip straight to the part where im fine again ?  

RINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 


finally I found my handphone !

 

under the table .

 

shaking.

 

"bish what are doing down there? ! is kai here!!?” now im talking to my phone.GREAT. Ok, so I checked my phone to see what is it shaking for.

 

 

 

Its

 

 

 

“Kevin”

 

 

oh good, someone cute and harmless to distract me .I am not ashamed or whatsoever for thinking this. Kevin is my best guy . He is close to me than with Kim .Maybe because he is my classmate and kim is not . But don’t get confused because my relationship with Kevin does not cross the boundaries of platonic friendship . Kahit na alam ko kung gaano siya kgwapo at ka-attractive most of the girls nga samin crush sya pero not me---hindi naman sa nagiinarte ako or something pero there is so much familiarity between us . Besides, he has Nika , his smart , cute and rich girlfriend who has always been nice to me pero kayang-kayang burahin ako sa mundong ito if I ever came between them .  

Kevin [sent 6:52] : men . ok ka lang ?

[sent 6:55] : so you heard.tsismoso ka tlga! .________.


Kevin [sent 6:57]: haha.close enough . so ok k lang ?  

[sent 7:02]:  Oo naman ! never been better :D  
 

Kevin [sent 7:03] :   wanna grab some icecream from Super-scoop ?

I heard they got some new flavors :) 


[sent 7:05] : wala ako sa mood e .


Kevin [sent 7:06] : i knew it.You never say no to super-scoop unless soemething is bothering you.

Wrong move .

[sent 7:10] : u really 

Smart . 

Kevin [sent 7:11] :  playground.now.  



That playground is 5 blocks away and that is territory . And right now i dont really want to walk that far  baka makasalubong ko pa siya(dora THE EXplorer –according dun sa libro ni Kim) on the way  so its a perfect spot.  

Tingin sa left 

Tingin sa right 

LEFT 

RIGHT 

LEFT 

RIGHT 

Phew~


"YES! " I accidentally said with matching fist pump .  
 Hindi ko sya nakasalubong ! HAHA "Buti walang tao" 
Pero hindi ko pa din nakikita si Kevin. I  saw a swing so I decided to wait for him there . Gabi na kaya wala ng mga bata ang naglalaro kaya wala akong kaagaw  . Bwahaha . Anyway I remember nung nag-seesaw kami ni James  it was so damn funny kasi he fell ang harot kasi e  yun yung nung time na friends palang kame. It was just an ordinary day .  Then I realized I was smiling   . But these days I don’t want to do anything. Ayoko magpakalunod sa alak or manlandi ng ibang lalaki . I don’t want cold cruel revenge. Mas lalo na ayaw kong makipagusap sakanya ,simply because it will be awkward and pathetic at hindi ko naman din alam sasabihin ko . Ayoko gawin ung mga ginagawa ng mga BH .
“gusto mong tissue? “ Kevin came out from nowhere . inaamin ko nagulat ako .kantikan na nga ako bumaliktad e.
“Wrong timing ._____." 
" ah ok ill leave"
"Arte mo. Sit"
He smiled.   
"What is this thing doing in my ear? ”
“Earphone. Nilagay ko yan nung lumilipad isip mo . para emong emo ang peg “
I laughed . " Bakla ka ba? " 
"see? mas cute ka kapag tumatawa" 
I kicked him . sympre tumayo ako nung sinipa ko sya. 

“I bought this for you “ he handed me a lollipop. Tinaasan ko sya ng kilay.
“I know he used to give this to you pero wala na ako iba maisip na gusto mo e “ I sigh . Well oo tama sya the fact na mahilig ako sa lollipop at c James lagi ang nagbibigay skin nun.  Yung first time na nagbigay sya sakin ng lollipop because he promised me to- well not actually a promise ganito kasi yun. Naggagawa ako ng project then dumaan si James sa room and hinarang ni Kevin . Pinapasok nya si James since ako lang tao sa room . I was so shy and stupid so di ko siya pinansin even though he was poking me halos mabutas na nga yung uniform ko sa kuwit nya e (ofcourse joke yun) then nung gabi he texted me

J:bakit di ka namamansin ? :/
Me: sorry . may lollipop ka kasi e . baka hindi ako makapag pigil hilahin ko .

Nainggit pa !  he told me na wala na daw,  kasi binigay nya na  sa mga chicks nya  . Oo . bwisit nga e.  Kaya ko naman bumili nun pero hindi ba mas masarap pag galling sakanya? hehe (ok that sounded wrong)  
pero  sabe nya ibibili nya nlng ako .And that made me happy.pero the next day hinintay ko sya hanggang sa last day of school . Nasa bahay na ako .Disappointed. I texted him

ME: salamat sa lollipop ha .________.
James: HAHA  3 dapat un e isa nlng natira
me: nasan yung iba?
James: binigay ko ke Kim (obviously joke un .sya talaga umubos hindi nmn sa nagseselos ako pero sya talaga umubos) .


 So lumabas ako kasama si Kim at Nika at ingkain ko nalang baka sakaling gutom lang . Then I saw Kevin  who is smiling from ear to ear cguro kasi nakita nya nanaman si Nika . Ang cute tlaga nila.  Pero sakin lumapit si Kevin i gave him a confused look.

“pinabibigay nga pala” he handed me a lollipop :)
 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Hello guys,  let me explain about my husband kai aka KIM JONGIN.
Member of exo
dancing machine

he uses teleportation(dont worry . its only for fan service at echos lang un kasi nga unique sila kaya may powers powers xD)  you can check there vid /teasers haha para maintindihan niyo. 

And

He is my ultimate bias and he is smoking hot.

                                             ~yoyopop :3


And the characters in this story are fanmade aka fiction. 

 

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