Jessica woke up feeling a little dizzy

“aish, I will never ever get drunk again” she holds her head and closes her eyes

memories of what happened last night starts to fill her mind

her, being drunk

accidentally kissing tiffany

yuri kissed her

and I kissed yuri back

I kissed yuri back last night



A bitter-sweet smile forms in her lips

It was yuri’s second time kissing her the first one is just a quick peck on her lips when yuri confessed to her but the second one is different, it is full of passion, love and longing to have her

“I want,..need…I love you yuri” she whispered to herself

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“yuri, let’s meet at the café later”

“sure soo, will yoona also be there?”

yuri is currently in the middle of arranging the things she will bring to America

she already made up her mind, she’s going back to her parents and live with them, although it’s still against her will, and a part of her says that she should stay in Korea, but once she had already made up her mind there is no way she will change it

“yeah, yoona will be there and also seohyun”

“okay, I’ll see you guys later then, bye”

“alright bye yul”

she puts her cellphone aside and continues fixing her things

she still have jessica’s phto resting beside her bed, yuri picks it up and stare at it for a minute

“forgetting about you will be the hardest thing to do, I know you’ve hurt me a lot, I have gone through a lot of pain ever since I met you”

yuri sits on the edge of her bed still holding jessica’s photo

“I maybe going away, but it doesn’t mean that will help me move on and forget about you, a part of me tells me that I should stay and still hope that even though you told me you don’t love me, I can feel that there is something holding you back, I want to know what that is….but I don’t know if I will see you again”

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“finally, your awake sica”

jessica came out of her bedroom rubbing her eye when she was surprise to hear a familiar voice

“oppa?” jessica went to the kitchen and sits on the chair

yunho is currently cooking jessica’s breakfast

“here you go: yunho places the plate on the table

jessica is just looking at her brother who is smiling, she feels weird with his actions

“sica, don’t just stare at me, eat your omelet now before it gets cold”

“what are you doing hee oppa? Aren’t you suppose to be following yuri?” jessica said still staring at her brother

yunho picks up the fork and slices a big part on the omelet he cooked and shoves it inside jessica’s mouth

jessica was surprise with what her brother did and instantly chews and swallows the omelet

“yah! oppa! It’s still hot! Y tongue got nearly burnt” jessica glares at her brother, yunho laughs at jessica’s reaction and quickly gives her a glass of water

“you look funny, sica”

jessica still continues to give deathly glares to her brother, yunho settled down from laughing and decided to answer jessica’s question

“I called mr. kwon last night, I told him that yuri will soon go back to them, and he told me I can now rest for a bit and let the other spies do the job of watching over yuri, it’s just for three days”

jessica just nods and started to eat her omelet

“sica, I think you should go back working again, that may help you forget about her”

yunho hands out an invitation to jessica

“an invitation?” jessica looks at her brother curiously while opening the invitation envelope

“read it, I think that will be a good opportunity for you to start up again”

“wow! It’s an invitation for the fashion week” jessica’s expression change into a brighter one

finally sica is smiling again



“I’ll have the chance to showcase my designs again on the runway: jessica said still with a smile on her face

“that’s great” yunho smiled along with his sister

“I’ll be also supporting you, sica”

“thanks oppa” jessica puts the invitation aside and continues to eat her omelet

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“soo, me and seohyun is already here at the café, where are you?”

“I’m already on my way”

“okay, did you tell yuri to come too?”

“yup”

“good, drive safely soo bye”

“ofcourse yoong, bye”

“sooyoung is on her way here now and so is yuri” yoona said to seohyun

seohyun holds yoona’s hand which made yoona blush a little, before yuri is the only person that can make yoona blush but when seohyun confessed to her everything suddenly change

“yoona, are you ready to leave tomorrow?”

“yes, I already finished packing my things 2 days ago” yoona smiled at seohyun

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yuri is also coming here later?



Tiffany heard yoona’s conversation on the phone earlier with sooyoung, yoona’s back is facing her, her table is near yoona and seohyun’s table

I think I’ll stay here for a while



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“sooyoung! Yuri!” yoona called the two while waving her hand

sooyoung waves back and yuri smiled, sooyoung walks first to yoona and seohyun’s place and followed by yuri

“hi deohyun” sooyoung greeted seohyun and sits on the chair in front of yoona, yuri did the came and sits in the chair in front of seohyun

“okay, now you two are here, let’s order our food first”

“sure yoong..” sooyoung said

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“yunho oppa, are you going to stay here at my place?”

jessica is currently starting to sketch her designs for the fashion week while her brother is sitting beside her watching a movie

“nope, I’ll be staying at my place, I just want to look after you right now”

“look after me? Why? Do you think I’ll do stupid things again? Like getting drunk” jessica puts her sketchbook at the side table, she lowers down her glasses while looking at her brother with a raised eyebrow

yunho reaches for the remote and lowers down the volume of the movie his watching, he then looks at his sister

“uhm, yes I think,.. I just want to hang-out with you sica, don’t you want to be with your oppa?”

he smiles at jessica and ruffles her hair

“yah! oppa!”

“I just missed you sica, I’m glad you’re not all sulky, or sad, or uhm…drunk”

“to be honest oppa, getting me drunk is tiffany’s plan, but sometimes I’m just really acting like I’m drunk”

“huh? Why do you have to act like your drunk?” yunho changes his expression to a curious one

because it’s the only way I can be with yuri and tell her that I love her



“it’s none of your business oppa” jessica stood up and walks to the front door

“hey where are you going sica?”

“to the park, don’t forget to lock the door oppa” jessica grabs her jacket and flat shoes and puts it on, when she was about to open the door she saw an envelope beside the shoe rack

jessica picked it up

“jessica”

her name is written at the back part of the envelope

“hey sica, are you still there?”

jessica quickly stands up and puts the letter inside her jacket pocket

“yeah, oppa why?”

“do you want me to come with you?”

“no need oppa, I’ll be going now be back later” jessica went out of the door and started to walk going to the park

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“I have a feeling you will have something important to tell us yoong” sooyoung said after taking a sip of her coffee

yoona stops eating her cake and looks at sooyoung

“uhm, yoong you have icing here”

yuri gets a tissue and is about to wipe off the icing from the right side of yoona’s lips but soon failed when seohyun already wipes it off using her own handkerchief

“you still eat like a kid yoong” seohyun said while smiling at yoona

that action of seohyun surprised yuri, but that made her smile

“thanks seohyun” yoona lightly smiled at seohyun with a tint of pink in her cheeks

sooyoung notices seohyun and yoona’s action and the she looks at yuri who she notices smiling at the two

yuri’s smile is back



but sooyoung wants to know what yoona will tell them, she have no choice to disturb the two

“ehem” sooyoung cleared to grab the attention of yoona and seohyun

yuri lightly punches sooyoung’s arm

“why do you have to disturb the two, choi? They look so cute togther”

yoona and seohyun looks at the opposite direction now madly blushing

“I’m sorry yul, for disturbing them””but they can continue staring at each other afer yoona say what she have to say” sooyoung takes a sip of her coffee

“ah yeah that” yoona tries to compose herself but her cheeks still have a little tint og pink and so is seohyun

“yuri already knows about this, right yul?”

“what, that your going to marry seohyun soon?” yuri smiles and teased yoona, making yoona and seohyun blush again

sooyoung feels that yuri is teasing yoona , so she joins yuri

“what! Your going to marry seohyun? How come yul is the only person who knows about it?” sooyoung slyly similes at yoona trying to more

“n-not that sooyoung and yuri” yoona stutters and looks at her plate, seohyun on the other hand is blushing again

“hahaha, you two really looks so cute together” yuri said as she laugh at the expression of yoona and seohyun

“if you two don’t stop teasing us, I swear I will not tell you guys the reason why were here” yoona said trying to threaten the two

“haha, fine yoong were going to stop now, right yul?”

“yes yoong, were going to stop right”

“yuri, you already know about this actually, ms. kim our boss will send us to America and our flight is scheduled tomorrow”

“what! But yoong I just came back here in Korea and now your leaving”

“it’s for our job soo, and were going to be there for two months only” yoona holds sooyoung’s hand and tries to calm her down and she giggles because of sooyoung’s reaction

“hehe, yoong, it’s fine with me, I’m just acting, I still got yuri here if you leave”

yoona takes her hand off from sooyoung and looks at yuri

“well actually soo, I’m also planning to go to America”

“huh? What! Why? are you guys really planning to leave me alone here in Korea?” sooyoung looks at both yuri and yoona

yuri looks at sooyoung with a raised eyebrow

“are you acting again, choi?”

“no, fine I’m leaving too, I’ll go travel again” sooyoung crossed her arms and slumped her back to the chair

“uhm, so yul when are you leaving?”yoona asked while slicing a piece from her cake

“uhm, maybe next Friday”

yoona feels that yuri is only leaving because she wants to avoid jessica and not to see her again, she knows that yuri doesn’t like the idea of coming back to her parents because they will just control yuri and make yuri run their business

“where are you going to stay yul?”

“at changmin oppa’s place, or maybe at my parents” yuri said then she drinks her iced coffee

“are you going to stay there for good?”

“I still don’t know yoong”

sooyoung sat up straight and looks at yuri

“is she the reason why you are leaving, yuri?”

“yes…” yuri said as she looks at her drink

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tiffany left the café unnoticed by yuri

she walks fast to go far away from that café

yuri will be leaving, should I tell jessica?



I don’t know if this will be a good news or a bad news to her



Everything that is happening to yuri and jessica is still complicated



Jessica loves yuri so much that she can’t tell it to yuri because she’s scared that yuri’s parents might disown yuri



“maybe I’ll go visit jessica today”

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jessica is now at the park sitting at one of the swings in the playground, she’s the only person there

the letter



jessica grabs the letter out her jacket pocket

“I wonder who gave this letter”

and why do I have a feeling this letter came from yuri



jessica feels nervous at the same time scared at what she will read at yuri’s letter

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knock knock knock



“jessi?”

tiffany went to jessica’s apartment to tell her about yuri

knock knock knock



“jessi?”

the door finally opens

“fany? What are you doing here?”

“hi yunho oppa, I’m looking for jessica,is she here?”

“sica went to the park 30 minutes ago”

“okay, thanks yunho oppa”

Tiffany quickly left jessica’s apartment, and walks her way to the park

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jessica is done reading the letter she got from yuri

she knows she had broken yuri’s heart for a thousand times, but everything she did to yuri broke her heart too

now yuri had already give up, even if she say the truth to yuri, will she have yuri back to her? Will that bring back yuri’s love for her?

I’d give up anything for you jessica



She remembered yuri once told her that

Jessica remembers everything yuri had told her every time yuri’s beside her when she’s drunk, she had felt yuri caressing her cheeks, slowly her hair, and even heard yuri said “I love you, jessica”

Yuri, I regret everything I did to you, if only I can turn back the time to the part where you confessed to me, if only I can take back all the words I told you before



With all the things I did to you before, I don’t deserve you, I’m not worth all the love you gave to me, I think even if I say to you that ‘I love you’ it will not change anything



Now I regret everything I did to her



Jessica continues to cry as she feels her heart sink, yuri will be going away from her now and all she felt is emptiness

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“jessi?” tiffany inhales deeply and is quite exhausted because she had run from jessica’s apartment to the park

tiffany saw jessica sititng on the swing, with her head down, she approaches jessica

“jessi?”

jessica looked up and saw tiffany standing in front of her

tiffany kneels in front of jessica and wipes the remaining tears on jessica’s face

“fany-ah” jessica cries again and hug tiffany

tiffany hugs back jessica

“just let it all out jessi”

“y-yuri, there’s no chance,..s-she will leave,..she will leave me” jessica said between her sobs

“jessi, everything you did is for yuri and also for your own good” tiffany said trying to console jessica, and hoping to make her stop crying

jessica stops crying and broke the hug and stare at her hands

“jessi, I heard from yuri that she’s leaving next Friday, she’s going back to her parents” tiffany stood up and sits at the swing next to jessica

“tiffany…”

“yes, jessi?”

“I think I don’t care about the consequence anymore…”

-TBC-