Next To Me
Next To Me
Next to me
"Are you ok?"
He nodded as he continues to watch the drama in front of him. He giggles when something funny comes on,his face changes every time something happens in the story.
The younger sat beside the older. The older leaning on the youngers shoulder as he wraps his arm around the other intertwining their hands. Both couldn't help but smile as stay silent.
The younger could now hear a soft snore. He turned his head to see the older sleeping soundly on his shoulder,he couldn't help but smile at the view in front of him. He lightly kissed the elder on his forehead and soon he drifted off to wonderland, too.
He lies down on the bed with white sheet,white pillows, white walls , white everything. He stares right up the ceiling thinking ' I wonder what it would feel like'
The door opens revealing the younger with a basket full of fruits,the older didn't notice as he continued to stare at the white ceiling.
"Hey,how're you feelin?"
The older looks at the younger and smile " I'm good, just wondering about stuff.." He says as he look back up the ceiling.
"Stuff like what?" The younger asks initiating a conversation.
"What it would feel like.."
" what it would feel like to what?" The younger wonders.
" to give up." The elder says as he looks straight to the younger.
The younger frowns ,not liking a bit of what his partner is thinking about. "Don't say that again."
The older gets worse everyday . The younger keeps telling him he can do it he can survive his sickness he can overpass it. The older believes him, he fights it with all he can but every day he gets weaker even if he doesn't want to.
The older sometimes wonder what it feels like to give up...to rest...to stop fighting.
The older doesn't dare to tell the younger those kind of thought because he knows the younger will get mad.
The younger knows what the older is thinking when he stares into nothing. He can see what he's thinking "what does it feel like to give up?" Luhans eyes completely gives it away.
The doe eyed boy goes disable as his sickness attacked him worst this time. His body can only move slightly on its own now. He can't stand,he can't walk ..he can only stay in bed. The latter stays with him everyday.
He brought The older boy to the soccer field; the place where they would run for hours, the place where they used to play till they're energy is drained out. Where they would lay down on the slightly cold green grass,trying to calm their breath down.
The younger carried the elder to the grass and sat beside him. He held his hand and intertwined them. As usual it fits perfectly, they sat there in silence.
The olders face shows discomfort and sharp pain.
" Hun, it hurts so much." Luhan whispers
Sehun holds the others hand tighter
" Go to sleep hyung,it'll go away"
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The older boy lies down on the bed , Sehun caressing his cheek.
He can barely walk, stand or even eat. His skin pale as a ghost.
The older opened his eyes " Good morning hyung " Sehun gives the other a sweet smile.
"Goodmorning..." he whispered
The younger stares at the older while the other looks out the window staring at the clouds.
"You can let go now...hyung" the younger whispers
"Just let go hyung, it mustve been painful hasnt it?" he lets out a bitter laugh, brushing away some of the olders brown strands of hair away from his face. Luhan continues to stare at him. To tired to answer.
"Hyung it hurts doesnt it? it's okay, hyung. You can give up now . I won't hold you back anymore. You can....rest..." the younger trailed off. His voice shaking . He could feel the tears prickling his eyes . but, no. Sehun has to tay strong for Luhan. The older's half lidded eyes twinkled and he breathed a small really?
Sehun nods and smiled sadly.
' No, I was just kidding' he wanted to say , but Sehun has had enough of this. He's seen his hyung suffer so much. He's seen how Luhan struggles to live during the many operations he had. Seen how the doctors would come out of the operation room, confused at how the boy could still manages to keep on when the date prediction has passed for weeks. But Luhan would struggle to live. Live for Sehun.
Sehun was brought back to reality when Luhan's fingers lingered on his cheeks. Only then did he realized that he was crying. Luhan wipes the tears away with his thumb.
"Thank you" Luhan breathed and attempts to smile. Sehun entwined their fingers together.
"Hunnie, don't-" but his sentence were cut off as his body tensed and he inhales sharply, eyes closing slowly. The hand in the youngers grasp grew limp and thats all it takes for him to break down in sobs.
Luhan. Luhan. Luhan.
Sehun just continues to sit there beside the bed, hands holding tightly to Luhan's cold ones. The white sheets all damp because of his tears but he couldn't care less. All he could think of is his precious hyun. His precious Deer. The one who used to have the brightest smiles.
Sehun used to know a bout named Xi Luhan
Hunnie, don't cry
I really loved this story and decided to make a hunhan version of it. Thank you for Chentrollerman for allowing me to make a hunhan version TT~TT
originally this is a TaoRis and if you want to read then go ahead the link will be down there VVVV
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