A/N: If you haven't read my other story... it's called A Memory. it was a quick one-shot. you would kind of get my writing style. and yes, i know it's a bit angsty. (What do you mean a bit???) but, seriously, sorry, if i seem emo to you guys, because i'm not. it's just, honestly i have NO idea why i write alot of angst. i'm not even that sad, but whenver i sit down in front of my computer... i just let my self write. and i write angst. Okay, no more talking!!!!!!!! On with the story!

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You confronted him, his eyes wide.

He guarded himself, and you couldn't find a way back in.

You tried to talk to him, but it hurt too much whenever he ran away.

When you saw his wide, deer-like eyes, you felt like a monster and you were afraid of trying.

Then he became distant.

And there was no hope for you now.

Maybe it was better.

Maybe it was better when he didn't know, because then, he would actually talk to you.

Now, it's different.

You Both knew, but both didn't want to admit it.

You were both afraid.

You were afraid that it was your own fault, you let this happen, it was all because of you.

OUCH.

He was afraid to love..... You. He was scared of the consequences. He wouldn't be ready to though...

Not now, not ever.

And somehow, both of you knew it.

So he remained distant, until you gave up.

You gave up the fight, you were tired. You didn't like the empty feeling he gave you.

Then you think back to what you did.

Why? Was all that went through your mind.

Why did you say what you did?

"I like you."

"why me?"

"I don't know."

"I don't like you back."

"I know."

"I'm sorry but I like...._____"

"it's ok, I wasn't expecting much."

You smiled to yourself, and said...

"somehow, I sorta knew it would end like this."

You said it aloud, but more to the air surrounding you than anything else.

You would feel alone...

Even though your family was right outside your room.

They wouldn't understand, of all people...

Of course they wouldn't.

So, in the sanctum of your room, you thought.

And thought, until you tried to stop thinking.

You went out with some friends

You tried smiling again.

But before long, you weren't trying anymore.

After a long time, you were actually smiling.

Everything was back to normal

Or so you thought.

It wasn't long before you saw him again.

You trried to say hi, but it's no use.

It's like he doesn't recognize you.

Like you guys never even met.

You thought about trying to start over.

But even he wasn't up for that.

So instead, you fade and you forget

You forget about the hurt, the thoughts, the tears.

And you meet someone.

He's everything that the other wasn't.

He was caring, he obviously enjoyed you by his side And most of all

You guys both liked each other....

You laugh, holding the picture of your boyfriend in your hand...

And you think to yourself...

"why hadn't I met him in the first place."

But now since you did, you would never let him go.

You just wish, that once again.... You wish that you knew...

That someone like him, was out there...

Searching for someone like you too.

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A/N: AHA, this story is done. :), but i don't know. maybe i'll revisit it and write more. but i'm working on a story called the friend. I'm a little stuck though, because i don't know where to go from here... :) i'm new to AFF, so thank you to my "subscriber" and my viewers. Honestly, it means SOOOOOO MUCH! *Blows kisses*... aha, you thought i was blowing something else. Dirty..... ;)