“Please don’t cry Chaerin…” He said as his hand caressed my back.

I had being crying hopelessly on his chest all the night long, I had being crying since the moment I saw them. I saw them together, her and… him. The man I love, the only ne I could ever love, and the one I should forget about.

But it’s useless.

Useless.

“Chaerin… let’s leave. Just forget this, come with me, stay with me…”

Such a tempting offering couldn’t be refused and who was I to decline it.

I needed love. So much I didn’t care who held me, I could ever imagine him. And him, and him again, waiting for this endless pain to fade away.

“Chae, please don’t cry.” He said his voice almost muted by my hair as he held me.

I was devastatingly crying on his chest now. No tear was held captive.

“I... we… we shouldn’t be doing this.” I manage to say in between gasps as the salty wet trails were erased by his fingers.

“Chae… I lo…”

I didn’t let him finish the sentence.

It hurt so much.

Oh god Seunghyun what I’ve done to you.