I know that there’s nothing to be nervous about but I am nervous. I’m shaking and my heart won’t stop beating fast. Is it because Jonghyun’s cute in his pictures? I mean he really is when I see him upload some. Ugh. What if he doesn’t like me in real life? What if he’s annoying or what if I’m annoying for him? Ugh. I’m crazy. I should relax before I do something stupid later.   “Our dear passengers please fasten your seatbelts. In a few minutes, we’ll be landing to Incheon International Airport. It is now 7:45 PM and in about 15 minutes we’ll successfully land. Thank you.”    Oh God. 15 minutes? How am I supposed to relax myself in 15 minutes?! Ugh! Momo, you’re crazy! Stop acting this way!    “A-are you okay?” Oh this is embarrassing. A person beside me thinks I’m crazy. I forced a smile and laughed a bit. “I-I’m fine.” I pretended to fix my hair after. When I did though, I saw my ugly and tense expression in the mirror. Oh God this is not good. I look ugly. I can’t present myself to him like this! “Sheesh.” I growled quietly. The person beside me looks at me weirdly again. I smiled at him again and chuckled. “S-sorry.” “She’s crazy.” I heard someone whisper. Ugh. So much for whispering! I ignored the rude people beside me and wore my coat. We’re almost landing.   ---   As soon as I got my luggage, I tried finding my way out of the huge airport. I’m kind of getting lost. It’s not a good feeling. Ugh. Where am I going now?    I looked to my right and left and found the rude people beside me inside the plane. I quickly followed them and saw the exit sign. Oh God. He’s out there holding a big banner with my name written on it. What if he looks cute and I get more nervous? Ugh. I should just do this. It’s my fault that’s why I met him online so I should just be normal.    I walked slowly outside eyeing every person holding a sign. I don’t see him. Oh no. What if he forgot that I’m arriving today? Oh Gosh. My life’s ruined!   I continued walking until I reached the end. Oh God. He’s not here. He forgot about me and I’m going to be lost here alone! I don’t think I can do this. I’ve never travelled alone and I don’t speak Korean! I’m not super good in English either! I’m going to die and starve if he doesn’t come.    “I’m dead. I’m dead. I’m dead.” I said repeatedly in my language. “Uhh … Momoko?” Oh God. Did I just hear someone say my name behind me? Is that his voice? Oh my God. I like his voice too! It makes me even more nervous.  “Momoko Yukimura? Am I right?” Oh God. I like his Japanese accent. What am I doing? I should turn around and face him.  I cleared my throat and turned around slowly. “Hi. It’s nice to finally meet you.” Oh my God. He has the same angelic face just like his pictures. He even spoke in Japanese!  “Uhh y-yeah. So, this is how you look like in real life.” I said nervously. ! Why did I say that? We just met and I said that! I’m a freak! “Yeah. Do I look good?” He laughed. I smiled a bit and didn’t answer.  “You look cute.” He said. I do? I do? He thinks I’m cute? Aww. “Thank you. Uhh, you too?” Did I just say that in an interrogating way? “No need to doubt abo