Dear nobody,

                Something strange is happening to me. I am so much more tired these days. I spend half of the morning in bed, missing out on Midmorn in general because I only wake up in time for Midnoon. And when I’m out, I seem to have only enough energy stored to last a few hours. I have to excuse myself because the sleepiness is making my head all fuzzy.

                My Visitings are cut short to only one hour every other day and I haven’t gone to see Su Jong in over a week. I wonder if he misses me as much as I miss him.

                Seokjin is very quiet these days, always just watching me and writing on his notepad. His notepad is very mysterious as well. I’ve never seen it until a couple of days ago. I’ve asked him before what is inside but he doesn’t allow me to see. I don’t push because I’m afraid that if he finds these letters, I will be obliged to let him see them if I get to look at his notepad. I wonder what it is that he has to hide from me.

                I still haven’t told Sunny that I Remember her, however. It doesn’t seem right when there are so many other things happening right now. How my body feels weaker, how Seokjin is mysterious and how both Dreams and Nightmares have disappeared.

                Oh yeah. Dreams and Nightmares are gone.

                Things always seem hazy when I try to think of the last Dream or Nightmare I’ve had. I can’t seem to recall anything when I fall asleep in Bed. Which makes me annoyed because I feel like I’m Forgetting things when I should be Remembering them.

                Even as I write, my eyes are getting heavy and the pen is dropping in my hand. And it’s only seven past Midnoon. Maybe I won’t even make it to Midnight today.