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“ I love you kyu”

“ i will suicide myself if you continue to love me”

My first love end like that. I cry almost 7 days and 7 nights.

         Cho kyuhyun, first boy that I love so much since kindergarten, he was my all, my angel, my hero and my EVERYTHING.

When we was 7 years old, he save me, when some mean girl try to bully me, I was so small and everyone always pick on me, but kyu never pick on me, he always protect me from the bully.

I swear on that day that I will always love kyu and never love anyone else.

But kyu don’t love me, I know that after I confess to him after we begin our first day in high school. After that he seem really far away from me, even we are in the same class, he never talk to me or look me in face.

Did he really hate me that much? I want him.. kyu..

I’m suffering so much, in 6 month, I always end up crying silently in my room , I really should forget about him. but, the more I want to forget the strong the feeling get to me.

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Maybe I can’t hold it anymore so after class, I follow kyu to his house, I want to talk to him.

He look so cute and I try snap as many picture of him, as he continue to walk home.

“ kyu” I call him.  I want to talk to him.

“ what you want from me shim changmin ? I sick just by looking at your face” he don’t call me Min anymore, it hurst. So I thought that I don’t want to talk to him anymore.

“ This is what I want from you” and in the blink of an eye, I close the gap among us, and kiss him. Yes, I kiss him, my kyu. After like an eternity he push me., and I run as fast as I can.

Omo, I just kiss him and his lips is so soft.

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Should I continue this story or make it one shot?

Hmmmm…. KIMIN FOREVER>>>>