JESSICA POV

Until now i can’t believe this is happening! tiffany already accept my love to her but I'm leaving tomorrow already, mom said i have to transfer to san Francisco because my auntie want me to study there and work too, I don’t want to leave tiffany here.alone. But i don’t want to disobey mom

"hey Sica!" i saw a tan girl walking towards me its yuri "want some?" she ask me handing me a can of soda, "what 's up yuri!" i gladly snatch the soda can to her and drink it continuously

"Sica slow down!" yuri scold me but i didn’t care "yuri! what do i do?" i dont know what to do all i need now is a friend that can understand me and my situation "what to do? i don’t know what you’re talking about Sica?" yuri ask with a frown "I'm going to states tomorrow!" i said almost an whisper, her face is so shock "i thought you and tiffany are together now?" yuri ask in confusion

"we're not a couple yet, i want us to be together but mom-" yuri cut my words "then fight for her dont be such an idiot jessica!" yuri shouted to me its the first time i saw yuri 's angry face

"yah~ I’m not an idiot!" i shot back at her, "you are jes- wait what 's that?" yuri point the four familiar figures standing in the center of the ground "why taeyeon, sunny sooyoung and hyoyeon standing

there in the middle of the night? did the guard gave them permit to ge here?" yuri scratch her head i saw yoona walking towards mine, "unnie! this is for you!" yoona handed me a boquet, she pull yuri

away from me, what the heck is happening here i looked to the small paper intouch the flower i slowly open it

"My Ms.Man

pleasedont leave me

 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH……..PLEASE!

Your soon to be wife: Tiffany"

"LIGHTS!" i heard a familiar voice it’s my sister 's voice krystal, a light focus on sunyeon and hyoyoung couple then another light had been appear its focus on tiffany standing between sunny and sooyoung

she look stunning, her red hair perfectly fall, her eyes shine whenever the moonlight hits it, “MUSIC” I heard yoona shout then a music played, the spot light turn to tiffany, sunny taeyeon sooyoung and hyoyeon are the backup singers?

Tiffany stare to me lustfully, I know that look she’s begging at me 

How do I 
Get through one night without you 
If I had to live without you 
What kind of life would that be? 
Oh I need you in my arms 
Need you to hold 
Your my world my heart my soul 
If you ever leave 
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life. 

And tell me now 
How do I live without you 
I want to know 
How do I breathe without you 
If you ever go 
How do I ever, ever survive? 
How do I 
How do I 
O how do I live?. 

Without you 
There'd be no sun in my sky 
There would be no love in my life 
There would be no world left for me 
And I 
Baby I don't know what I would do 
I would be lost if I lost you 
If you ever leave 
Baby you would take away everything real in My life 

And tell me now 
How do I live without you 
I want to know 
How do I breathe without you 
If you ever go 
How do I ever ever survive? 
How do I 
How do I 
O how do I live?... 

Please tell me baby.. 

How do I go on? 
If you ever leave 
Well baby you would take away everything 
Need you with me 
Baby don't you know your everything good in My life 

And tell me now 
How do I live without you 
I want to know 
How do I breathe without you 
If you ever go 
How do I ever, ever survive? 
How do I 
How do I 
O how do I live 

How do I live without you 
How do I live without you baby....... 
How do I live....

I hate these feelings inside me! Tiffany was now shedding a tears and its because of me, I don’t want her to see crying. I HATE IT. I don’t want to leave tiffany but my parents want me to continue my schooling in states, I don’t know I’m confuse

There she was, tiffany sobbing like a kid, she face palm herself and continue to cry, I slowly walk towards the platform where they sang, I hug her tightly

“shhhh~! Don’t cry tiff!” I slowly pat her back to make her calm, Tiffany slowly remove her hands and look in my eyes, “Please *hic* don’t *hic* leave me!” she beg between her sobs, I want to be with you forever and spent the rest of my life with you, but

“Sorry tiff~ but I have to!” I said to her with a hurtful voice, then that did it. she start to cry so hard, “jessi! I don’t know how to live without you, please stay with me, please don’t give up with you and me….us”

“US” that sink in my mind,

“hey Sica wake up!” I heard a voice, its Yuri’s. she keep on shaking my body, I slowly open my eyes I rub it a multiple times and slowly sat up, wait what am I doing where? “wait why am I where!?” I ask yuri in shock, she rub her back head and frown at me. What am I doing in my mother ‘s house?

“yah! You don’t remember! You drink too much, you can’t even stand straight you keep on falling at the club!” yuri explain with an action, did I really do that? “the last thing I remember tiffany- wait where ‘s tiffany?” I remember suddenly, I really forgot what happened

“do you have an Alzheimer  or something!  You run away from HER!” asdfghjkl! O.o me run away from HER! What comes into my mind when I did it? “ohmygod!” I can’t help to gasp, then I felt a hand on my cheeks its warmth but it hurts also. Yuri just slap me right in my cheeks. “yeah! Ohmygod~ your idiot sica” she said in sarcasm

“I’m not an idiot” I defend, yuri just make face and wiggle her hands freely “then stop acting like ONE!” she said in a furious tone. Wow I never thought yuri could be this angry, I look down and fidget my hands “its just. I don’t. arghhhhh! I don’t want to leave tiffany but mom sai-“ yuri cut my words “THEN FIGH-“ then someone cut yuri ‘s words, such a rude! Intruder

“HELLO UNNIES!” My room burst open, it’s my Sister krystal, No wonder. “yah! Your still awake its already 12:30 in the midnight!” yuri notice I look out in the glass, the moon is already shining brightly. “I help mom to pack her bags for tomorrows flight!” krystal explain bubbly “look unnie seohyun gave me some fortune cookies!” krystal added, she show as a jar of fortune cookies

“Yah! Don’t just look! Get one!” krystal scolded, I don’t know why but my hands start moving by its own and grab some one of fortune cookies, yuri also get one, I crack it and a small paper revealed.

“follow your heart. It will bring happiness in you” it says,

Follow my heart. Simple words but have a deeper meaning in me. If I’ll follow my heart it will makes me happy, that means if I stay with tiffany, I’ll be happy everybody could be.

AUTHOR POV

That’s the night jessica realize something, she realize that if she truly love tiffany she’ll do anything to be with tiffany. And that night Jessica thought to fight for her love, Tiffany

“Mom!” jessica knock to her mom ‘s room, “come in!” someone reply, jessica slowly open the door and walk towards her mother ‘s table, her hands are sweating and she’s completely nervous,

“mom! I don’t want to go to states!” jessica breath in and out first before telling it straight, her mom stop writing and look at her daughter with a disbelief stare. Jessica quickly avoid her mom ‘s gaze and look down,

“why?” mommy jung reply with a calm yet shivering tone, jessica bit her lower lips before replaying “because I don’t want to leave the person I love!” jessica bravely reply, her mom look at her and stand up

“Who is she? I want to meet her!” her mom ask in a scary tone, jessica look up assuring her mom’s request, mommy jung ‘s scary gaze turn onto a soft gaze and a cheery smile

“don’t worry mom! You already knew her!” jessica reply confidently,

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boring chap. 

#lemme die sica....................x.x

Adios~