"Dammit he got away!" Daesung shouted in anger, he'd chased Scar but he'd missed him by a split second. 

 

"We've got bigger things to worry about", Taeyang said as he nodded towards the stairs.

 

 

 

 

"GET OFF!", Dara shouted as she fell to the floor trying to pull her hand free.

 

Jiyong didn't say anything and kept walking pulling her up angrily everytime she pulled back.

 

"AGH!!", Dara shouted crying, "GET OFF!! I SAID GET OFF!!", she hit his back in fustration, "GET THE UP!"

 

"SHUT UP!!", Jiyong finally growled at her.

 

 

Dara stood there frozen stricken with fear, she held her breath as Jiyong glared at her furiously.

 

 

"Just....shut up", he muttered through gritted teeth.

 

 

Dara's anger slowly started replacing her anger, her breath shortened and used her free hand to slap him across the face.

 

 

Jiyong closed his eyes trying to calm himself down, he opened his eyes and looked down at Dara who was seething with anger.

 

 

 

JIyong took a deep breath before turning around, "TAEYANG!!"

 

 

 

Taeyang and Daesung came running up the stairs.

 

 

"Take her to the car!", Jiyong muttered his order.

 

Taeyang held onto Dara but she tried to fight him. It took Daesung to help restrain her.

 

"GET OFF!! GET AWAY! BOM!! CL!!! HELP!!", Dara screamed frantically as the two boys struggled to take her downstairs.

 

Jiyong watched from the top of the stairs, what the hell was he doing?! 

 

 

 

Dara stumbled onto the floor once they got downstairs, "aghh!"

 

Taeyang and Daesung tried to help her up but she hit their hands out of the way and kneeled on the cold ground crying.

 

 

The boys looked up at Jiyong but seeing Jiyong's grave face they knew they had to take her to the car no matter what.

 

"Dara don't push it", Taeyang said seriously as he pulled her up by the arm.

 

Dara limply stood up and she looked at Taeyang numbly, but from the corner of her eyes she saw something that made her blood boil again.

 

TOP came out carrying Bom in his arms.

 

"oh....god...", Dara gasped as the others looked at TOP bringing Bom towards them, "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?!!", Dara shouted angrily and rushed to Bom, "BOM!! NO!"

 

 

Daesung grabbed Dara's hand and pulled her back, "Calm down!"

 

 

But Dara couldn't take her eyes off Bom, she looked up at TOP expressionless hard face, "did...you....is..is she dead?", Dara stuttered as she looked back at Bom's lifeless face.

 

TOP's eyes flickered up to meet Dara's.

 

"...is she?", Dara stuttered as she fell to her knees again.

 

"She's fine", Taeyang said pulling Dara back up, "If we didn't get here on time you three would be dead!"

 

 

Dara pulled her arm back away and stepped back, "Dead?! IF WE GO WITH YOU YOU'RE GOING TO KILL US TOO!!"

 

 

JIyong clenched his jaw as he looked at Dara in her worst state. He was about to approach Dara when Seungri and CL walked down the stairs behind him.

 

 

"...dara", CL mumbled.

 

 

Dara spun around and saw CL, she sighed with relief and ran past Jiyong to hug her. Dara angrily pulled CL away from Seungri and held onto her nervously.

 

 

"...what's going to happen now?", CL stuttered.

 

"...I don't know", Dara cried, "...but Bom..."

 

"Bom?", Cl looked up worriedly, before looking down the stairs. She saw Bom in TOP's arm and she gasped, ".....what's..what's wrong with her?!"

 

Dara shook her head, "....they won't let me go to her",

 

 

CL looked back at Seungri and the other boys nervously, "....What....do you....", she gulped and gathered her strength again, "...what do you want from us?"

 

 

Dara and CL eyed JIyong as he walked up to them. As he aproached Dara clenched her jaw and her breathing shortened as she could feel nothing but rage and fear.

 

 

 

"You've got two choices", Jiyong glared at them making the girls shiver.

 

"You come with us quietly", Jiyong said eeirly, "Or...you run and we'll find you again."

 

 

CL's hands gripped Dara's arm in fear. 

 

 

"You think I'll just surrender and go with you", Dara said angrily, "Over my dead body!"

 

 

Jiyong turned to face Taeyang.

 

 

Taeyang walked to them now, "Think about Bom girls."

 

 

The two looked and saw how pale Bom looked as she laid unconscious in TOP's arms.

 

 

"You're faces are all over the news, you think you can get Bom treated at a hospital without getting caught", Taeyang said with a threatening undertone to his voice.

 

 

 

"What...are you going to do with us?", CL asked slowly.

 

 

The boys looked at Jiyong but Jiyong didn't say a word. He kept his gaze on Dara who was looking longingly at Bom.

 

 

 

"What's your decision?", Seungri asked.

 

 

CL looked at Dara, "...dara?"

 

Dara looked at Bom again and worry washed over her face.

 

 

"You can leave if you want, but we will find you", Daesung said from the back, "If you want Bom to get better I'd quietly come with us."

 

 

Dara looked back at CL and they knew what they had to do. For Bom's sake they had to go with them. They knew there was the big risk of the boys killing them but something deep in their heart told them that if they really wanted them dead, they would have done it. They had no where to run, no where to hide, no matter where they ran to YG would find them. It was time to surrender.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"bom ah....bom ah wake up", Dara cried as she Bom's hair with her shaking hands.

 

 

Taeyang eyed TOP from the corner of his eyes as he drove. TOP had his hands balled into fists and  he hadn't said anything this whole time. What was he thinking?"

 

 

 

"...bom ah...I'm so sorry...pplease honey wake up", Dara mumbled as she placed her head on the side of Bom's head.

 

 

Bom laid there, pale and unconscious. The two days had drained everything from her, and on top of that she was wounded. But the emotional stress had been too much for her, it's the life out of her and it was as if fainting was her body's way of trying to cope with the unmeasurable agony she was feeling mentally and physically.

 

 

TOP sat there staring at the dark road ahead, he closed his eyes and clenched his jaw as he listened to Dara cry over Bom, whimpering and begging Bom to wake up.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Cl sat there frozen with fear beside Daesung in the car. Seungri ignored her completely as he sat in the front while Jiyong drove the car. 

 

She could see through the seat that Seungri was rubbing his forehead in fustration and she knew she was to blame. 

 

 

*ring ring*

 

 

"Uh noona", Daesung answered, he then eyed Cl from the corner of his eyes, "Neh...we got them."

 

 

CL held her breath and she slowly looked up at Daesung nervously. When she saw he was looking at her too she snapped her head away and shut her eyes close praying nothing bad happened once they got back.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"YOU IDIOT!", the CG hit Scar with a file, "HOW COULD YOU LOSE THEM?! FIND THEM! FINND THEMMM!"

 

 

"Sir, YG came-"

 

"YG?", the CG asked.

 

"Neh they came looking for the girls", Scar explained.

 

 

CG started grinning as he sat down on his chair, "This is good."

 

"Neh?"

 

 

"Two things, if the girls are with YG then people will believe they're really part of YG and two, YG must know that the girls were undercover cops...and what do YG do to traitors?", CG asked Scar.

 

"They kill them", Scar grinned.

 

"Exactly", CG smiled, "We don't need to do anything now., YG will do our dirty work for us."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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MInzy ran out of their HQ and held onto the wall when she saw her oppas coming out of the cars.

 

 

Daesung opened the door and pulled CL out, CL struggled a bit but it was useless now.

 

 

"UNNIE!", Minzy shouted and ran down the steps.

 

CL turned around and saw Minzy running towards her, she broke into a sad smile.

 

But before Minzy reached her, she stopped, remembering what the unnies were. She stepped back and looked to the ground instead.

 

CL sighed sadly and let Daesung lead her in past Minzy.

 

 

 

"What are you doing here still?", Seungri asked Minzy.

 

"Dara and Bom unnie?", Minzy asked instead.

 

Seungri looked at the car behind and Minzy looked there to see Dara weakly get out of the car.

 

 

 

"....I'll do it", Dara tried to stop TOP picking Bom up but she stopped when TOP glared at her. She held onto the car as TOP carried Bom in.

 

 

 

 

"What happened to Bom unnie?", Minzy cried out to Seungri.

 

Seungri sighed and walked in pulling Minzy, "Come on."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"She's on an IV drip right now", the doctor informed GUmmy. TOP sat on the bench behind them not saying anything, but just listening.

 

"Her blood sugar level was very low, seemed like she hadn't eaten anything in a couple of days", the doctor explained, "She was dehydrated too not to mention the bruises all over her body..."

 

 

TOP clenched his hands into fists as he listened to the doctor.

 

 

"She needs a lot of rest but she'll be fine", the doctor continued.

 

"Thank you doctor", Gummy nodded to the doctor and he left, leaving only Gummy and TOP there.

 

 

 

Did you hear that?", Gummy asked TOP.

 

TOP didn't answer and stood up to leave.

 

 

"What are you thinking TOP?", Gummy asked nervously, "You haven't said much ever since you found out about the girls."

 

 

TOP tilted his head to the side, "Just tell me when she wakes up."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Dara sat down in a locked room somewhere in the HQ. Taeyang and Daesung had taken her and CL there and told them to stay in two rooms next to each other.

 

To be honest the girls were so tired of fighting they just walked in and let them lock them in. It was as if they'd given in to fate now.

 

 

 

Dara curled her knees close to her and looked out the window.

 

"...oppa", she looked at the dark sky outside, "....have you been waiting long for me?"

 

Dara paused as if waiting for Sanghyun to reply.

 

"...mianhe...but don't worry...I think I'm coming to see you soon...it won't be long now....promise", she said as her lip quivered.

 

 

 

 

 

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Gummy ran down the corridor and saw two men by each door.

 

 

"Let me in!", Gummy said to the men.

 

"Sorry noona, the bosses-"

 

"LEt me in!", Gummy glared at them.

 

 

 

"Noona?", Taeyang and Teddy walked to her.

 

"What's going on?", Gummy turned back to them, "Why aren't they letting me in."
 

 

Taeyang looked away.

 

"They're injured! They need medical attention", Gummy said frantically, "Get them out now!"

 

"Gummy", Teddy stepped forward, "They're traitors-"

 

 

"Shut up! They're not....", Gummy sighed sadly, knowing it was the truth but not wanting to accept it, "...just...dammit let me see them."

 

 

 

They turned around when Seungri walked towards them.

 

"Hyung...can I see CL for a minute?"< Seungri asked Tae.

 

 

"Seungri don't", Taeyang stopped Seungri, "Don't get involved."

 

 

"Isn't it a bit late for that?", Seungri looked at him sadly and Taeyang sighed and nodded.

 

 

 

"FIne, don't be long", Taeyan nodded at the men standing by CL's door.

 

 

"Seungri...check if she's hurt", Gummy pleaded Seungri.

 

Seungri sighed before walking into the room.

 

 

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At the sound of the door opening, CL stood up nervously and walked back towards the wall until her back hit it.

 

 

Seungri walked in and saw CL looking frightened and his heart somewhat ached and he hated that. He closed the door and they stood there for a moment staring at eachother.

 

Seungri stepped forward but that made CL flinch and turn away. Seungri furrowed his brows, is this what he'd made CL into. What happened to the strong girl he knew. Seungri then cursed himself, he wasn't here for that, she betrayed them and he wanted to know why.

 

 

 

"....Why...why did you do it?", Seungri asked quietly.

 

CL looked up nervously, "...mianhe.."

 

 

Seungri furrowed his brows again, "That's not what I want to hear. I'm asking you why did you do it?"

 

 

"...It's my job", CL said slowly, "I got a mission to go undercover and I took it."

 

 

"So you lied from the beginning", Seungri nodded.

 

 

"....y...yes", CL stuttered trying to hold back her tears.

 

 

Seungri nodded and slowly turned back around about to leave.

 

 

"But!", Cl stepped forward, "I...didn't betray you."

 

Seungri held onto the door handle tightly.

 

"...we...we decided to leave before-"

 

"We found out?", Seungi turned around angrily.

 

CL looked at him sadly, "....yes."

 

 

Seungri shook his head and turned back around again opening the door.

 

 

"Are you going to kill me?", CL whispered.

 

 

Seungri looked up and saw Taeyang and Gummy and he clenched his jaw.

 

 

"....are you?", CL asked nervously.

 

 

 

"Whatever hyungs decide I'll follow", Seungri said darkly.

 

 

"...if they tell you to kill me you'll do it?", CL asked.

 

 

Seungri turned around and stormed to her, "YES!", he didn't know if he really meant that but the anger inside him was finally exploding, "BECAUSE YG HAS NEVER LET ME DOWN! THEY SAVED ME!! WHAT DID YOU DO?!" 

 

CL looked at him sadly.

 

"EVERY SINGLE MOMENT WE SPENT WAS A LIE!!" Seungri shouted before leaving the room.

 

 

CL closed her eyes and fell onto her knees, stifling her cries.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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TOP sat outside the HQ on the steps, he had his elbows on his knees and his face covered with his hands.

 

 

"Do you girls even know how to use a gun?", Daesung asked as he took his gun out.

 

Bom opened her hand out for Daesung, she took hold of the gun and looked at it for a second before swinging it around and pointed it at the glass on the table next to TOP.

 

She smirked slightly and shot straight through the glass. The glass smashed into million pieces right next to TOP, but he didn't even blink or even move a muscle, he just kept his eyes on her the whole time."

 

 

 

 

TOP gritted his teeth, he should have known from the very first time he met her.

 

 

 

"It's strange though", TOP tilted his head slightly, "How someone I last saw at a police academy ended uo wanting to be in YG."

 

 

 

 

TOP lowered his hands and they balled into fists.

 

 

 

"Who are you talking to?"

 

HWAH!", Bom startled and dropped her phone as she spun around and came face to face with TOP.

 

Top eyed her with furrowed brows as he looked at her and then at the phone on the floor. TOP squinted at the phone and slowly made his way to it when Bom grabbed the phone and ended the call. TOP's eyes flickered to her and he stood there looking at her as she tried to calm her breathing and look as if nothing was going on.

 

"Who was that?", TOP asked slowly.

 

Bom gulped, "Cl....she wanted to where I was" she smiled and walked past him.

 

 

"Bom", TOP stopped her, "It sounded like a namja's voice?"

 

"...really?", Bom said, "...must be because she just woke up...."

 

 

 

 

TOP flashed his eyes open and they turned into slits.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"GD", Gummy walked into his office where the boys except TOP were.

 

Jiyong looked up and furrowed his brows when he saw how worried she looked, "What's wrong noona?"

 

 

"They won't eat", Gummy looked at him worriedly, "They're not eating" she shook her head.

 

Jiyong raked his fingers through his hair, "try again later then noona."

 

 

"I have!!", Gummy exclaimed, "They're dehydrated and starving but they won't touch a single drop of water!"

 

 

"Noona stop worrying about them so much", Daesung sighed.

 

"Stop worrying about them?!!", Gummy retorted angrily, "I HAVE SAT BY ON THE SIDE FOR FAR TOO LONG! WHEN THE OTHERS BETRAYED YOU I WANTED TO STOP YOU GUYS BUT YOU STILL KILLED THEM!"

 

"What do you want us to do with them then?!", Daesung shouted back.

 

 

"I want you to atleast understand them!!", Gummy shouted back at the boys, "WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT! DON'T YOU SEE THAT THEY DIDN'T RAT US OUT AND IT'S ACTUALLY THEM THAT HAVE BEEN BETRAYED?!!"

 

The boys stared at Gummy as she raged on.

 

 

"THE WAY YOU'RE GOING THERE WILL BE NO ONE LEFT BY STANDING BY YOUR SIDE!", She shouted, "FOR ONCE CAN YOU NOT LISTEN TO ME?! FOR ONCE IN YOUR BLOODY LIVES?!"

 

She breathed heavily as she looked at them angry and tired.

 

 

 

Jiyong slowly walked up to her and placed his hand on her shoulder, "What do you want me to do?"

 

 

Gummy looked and smiled slightly, "Please...try to see if she'll eat something."

 

 

Jiyong stiffened knowing who she meant,"...Noona....I ...can't see her right now."

 

"Please Jiyong...", Gummy pleaded sadly.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Jiyong walked with Gummy to outside Dara's room.

 

 

"Go", Gummy nodded at the door giving him a cup of milk.

 

He didn't feel ready to meet her yet. He was still in love with her but the betrayal he felt was just stopping him there. But more than betrayal or anything, was the guilt he felt. All these feelings mixed inside him didn't let him easily hate her or apologise to her.

 

 

 

 

"Ji please, she might faint", Gummy pleaded again as the others walked to them.

 

 

 

He wanted to see her badly but everything in his mind was telling him not to go in. If he goes in now he knew he wouldn't be able to make a decision later on. He was the leader of YG, he had to show everyone he was capable of making the right decision. But was punishing them the right decision? he still hadn't figured it out because all this time he could think of nothing else but the fact that Dara was Sanghyun's sister and he killed him.

 

 

Jiyong rested his head on the door for a pause while everyone looked at what he would do. He lifted his head and opened the door slowly walking into the dimly lit room.

 

 

 

 

Jiyong found Dara sitting by the window, as he walked in she turned around slowly but upon seeing him she stood up abrupty and winced in pain as she held her stomach.

 

Jiyong stepped foward instinctively but Dara glared at him making him stop.

 

Dara looked at him and then saw the tray he was holding, She grimaced, what was he playing at now? 

 

 

 

Jiyong looked down at the food before walking to her not saying a word.

 

Dara balled her hands into fists as she watched him warily, she couldn't trust him.

 

 

"Gummy noona sent this for you-"

 

Dara whacked the tray off his hands and it fell crashing onto the floor filling the silence for a moment.

 

 

JIyong looked at her without an expression while Dara stood there seething with rage.

 

 

"I don't anything from you", Dara muttered through gritted teeth.

 

 

Jiyong just looked at her without saying or doing anything.

 

 

"Are you just going to stand there?!", Dara asked angrily, "Aren't you going to kill me now?!"

 

 

Jiyong's eyes twitched slightly but he clenched his jaw and stared back at her.

 

 

"Aren't you going to hit me?!", Dara shouted now, "I BETRAYED YOU AND YOU MURDERED MY BROTHER!!"

 

 

 

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Taeyang heard this from outside and was about to barge in when Gummy stopped him.

 

"Noona, she thinks G killed Sanghyun on purpose!", Taeyang said angrily.

 

"If GD wants to let her know the truth then he will, stay out of it Tae", Gummy said sternly, "He must have a reason!"

 

 

 

 

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"HUH?!", Dara stepped forward and pushed him, "WHY DON'T WE JUST KILL EACH OTHER?! THEN EVERYONE'S HAPPY?!"

 

 

JIyong knew it was a bad idea to come in here, he turned around to leave but Dara ran in front of him blocking his way.

 

 

 

"WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!", Dara screamed before hitting him again.

 

Jiyong stepped back from the force but remained quiet. 

 

 

But this just infuriated Dara even more and she slapped him, "YOU'RE GOING TO KILL ME ANYWAY JUST KILL ME NOW!!"

 

Jiyong gritted his teeth and looked at her numbly.

 

 

"WHY AREN'T YOU DOING ANYTHING!!", Dara grabbed his collar and shook him.

 

 

Jiyong had enough, and he grabbed her hands and pushed her against the wall, he glared down at her and she glared back.

 

"Don't push it Dara", he muttered threateningly.

 

"AGH!", Dara pushed him off her and slapped him again. Jiyong grabbed her arm and twisted it behind her to stop her from fighting, but Dara turned around kicked Jiyong hard.

 

Jiyong stumbled back but didn't retaliate he just took whatever she gave him. Dara stepped forward and kicked him across his face again before kneeing him. Jiyong fell to his knees and wiped the blood from his mouth with his thumb.

 

 

 

 

"Stand up!", Dara breathed heavily.

 

 

Jiyong glanced up at her and slowly stood up. He waited for her to throw her next punch and she did right across his face again.

 

 

"DID HE BETRAY YOU?!", Dara asked, "....did...my oppa betray you?!"

 

 

Jiyong rubbed his jaw and looked back at Dara quietly.

 

 

 

Dara shook her head, "....he wouldn't....my oppa wasn't like that.....he was a good person", she broke into tears,"...and you took him away from me", she looked at him with disgust.

 

 

Jiyong stepped forward but Dara pushed him back again, "WHY WON'T YOU SAY ANYTHING?!"

 

Jiyong hit the back of the chair and his gun fell onto the floor sliding towards Dara.

 

 

 

Dara looked at it for a moment before slowly going down to pick it. She picked it up numbly and stared at it while JIyong's eyes widened.

 

 

 

"....when you told me you killed oppa", Dara said still looking at the gun, "I should have shot you then..."

 

 

JIyong stared at her, anxious to get the gun back. Not because he was scared she would hurt him, but he had this horrible feeling she was going to hurt herself.

 

 

"...at that moment I realised I can't kill you", Dara's vision blurred as she gripped onto the gun tightly.

 

 

She slowly looked up at him with teary eyes, "....I betrayed you and I...really miss oppa...so...", she slowly lifted the gun to the side of her head,"...this is will solve everything  right?"

 

 

"DARA!" Jiyong grabbed the gun before she could do anything and shook her angrily, "WHAT THE IS WRONG WITH YOU?!",

 

 

 

"GET OFF ME!", Dara screamed and pushed him off her, "IF YOU'R NOT GOING TO KILL ME GET OUT!", she limped back to sit by the window again.

 

 

 

 

Jiyong stared at her in shock for a moment before heading for the door.

 

 

 

 

 

"I know how you feel now" dara said quietly as he was about to leave.

 

 

 

Jiyong turned around to face her but she was looking out of the window.

 

 

"....when it feels like nothing is right, and the whole world is against you....I know how it feels now...", dara said numbly.

 

 

Jiyong gripped the door handle tightly.

 

 

 

Dara slowly looked back at Jiyong as a tear fell down her cheek, "...I...want to die Jiyong...."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"Unnie", Minzy held Bom's hand as she saw Bom's eyes slowly open, "unnie!"

 

 

Bom's eyes fluttered and she looked at Minzy.

 

"Unnie are you ok?", Minzy asked worriedly.

 

"...where am I?", Bom asked hoarsely.

 

"You're back at YG", Minzy said with a smile.

 

Bom's eyes widened and she tried to sit up.

 

"Calm down unnie", Minzy held her shoulders, "It's ok calm down please."

 

 

"Dara? CL?", Bom asked worriedly.

 

"They're...", Minzy hesitated, "...they're here too."

 

 

"Minzy...why did they bring us back?", Bom asked nervously.

 

Minzy looked at Bom not knowing what to say, "....I don't know unnie."

 

 

Bom laid back down on the bed and placed her hand on her chest, "...what's going to happen?"

 

 

Minzy stood up slowly, "Gummy unnie wanted to know when you woke up...I'll be back in a bit."

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Jiyong stepped out of Dara's room and before anyone could say anything he walked past them.

 

 

"Hyung?", Daesung called out softly.

 

 

 

But Jiyong shook his head and walked out of the HQ. It was raining now and he stood there letting himself get wet from the rain. 

 

 

"....I want to die Jiyong...."

 

 

Jiyong sat down on the steps and raked his hair with his fingers.

 

 

"....I want to die Jiyong...."

 

 

He closed his eyes and clenched his jaw.

 

 

 

"....I want to die Jiyong...."

 

 

 

"NO! NO!", He shouted angrily before covering his face with his shaking hand. He didn't know what to think anymore! He couldn't kill her and he couldn't forgive her.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"Oppa! She's awake-", Minzy's smile vanished suddenly when she saw TOP looking at his gun.

 

 

TOP turned to face her and her eyes widened. Her worst fear was coming true. That look in TOP's eyes was one she never wanted to see again. He was blocking the world out, that dark anger she could see in his eyes could only mean one thing at that moment....he was going after Bom.

 

 

Minzy stepped back and sped out of there looking for someone.

 

 

 

"G OPPA!", Minzy ran frantically through the corridors, she turned around and saw TOP leaving the room. She gasped and ran again, "OPPA!!"

 

 

 

 

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"What's wrong?!", Gummy ran out to her with Taeyang and Daesung.

 

"Oppa! TOP oppa he's going to hurt Bom unnie!", Minzy shouted pulling them with her.

 

 

"Sh!t!", Taeyang cursed and ran after TOP, "Dae go find GD!"

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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GD had heard Minzy screaming inside and rushed in just when Daesung came running to him.

 

 

"What's wrong?!", Jiyong stopped Daesung.

 

"Hyung! TOP!", Daesung said gravely and Jiyong understood immediately and ran after Daesung.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Bom slowly pushed herslef off the bed and sat up, "ahh", she pressed her head in pain.

 

She looked around the room and wondered where CL and Dara were.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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"TOP!!", Jiyong shouted when he saw TOP heading towads Bom's room.

 

 

 

Gummy and Minzy came running behind them and stopped behind Jiyong and Daesung nervously.

 

 

 

Jiyong stormed towards TOP and pushed him against the wall holding his collar, "What are you doing?!"

 

 

TOP glared back not saying anything.

 

 

" I SAID WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!", Jiyong growled and TOP lost his patience pushing Jiyong off him and grabbing his colalr instead.

 

 

Taeyang and Seungri ran up to them trying to pull them apart.

 

 

"I know exactly what you're doing though!", TOP muttered through gritted teeth and Jiyong, "You're going to let them free aren't you?"

 

 

Jiyong glared at him but letting TOP still grab him, "You think I would?!"

 

 

"WHY NOT?!", TOP shouted, "I MEAN SINCE YOU FOUND OUT YOU WEREN'T ING ABANDONED I GUESS YOU DON'T HATE THE WORLD AS MUCH AS I DO!" TOP threw a punch sending JIyong stumbling onto the ground.

 

 

TOP picked Jiyong up and again and pushed him against the wall while the others tried to pull him back.

 

 

"It's true isn't it?", TOP muttered, "You were never abandoned, there were people that loved you so now you're going against everything YG stands for?!"

 

 

"Is that what you think?", Jiyong replied glaring at TOP, "You think I'm not angry?! I WANT TO ING KILL DARA TOO!"

 

 

"But you won't", TOP shook his head.

 

 

"Get off me", Jiyong warned him.

 

"IT'S THE TRUTH THOUGH!!", TOP shouted, "But me!! I was still abandoned!! And what Bom did to me!!", he shook his head, "I'm not letting her get away with it!"

 

 

"You're going to regret it!", Jiyong warned him.

 

 

 

"Or is it because Dara's Sanghyun's sister?!", TOP asked shaking JIyong, "HUH?! DOES THAT MAKE EVERYTHING OK?!"

 

 

"Don't do it TOP!", Jiyong said threateningly.

 

 

"NO!", TOP punched him again. But this time JIyong punched him back and pushed TOP to the ground.

 

 

"Hyung!", Seungri tried to pull Jiyong off him.

 

 

 

"You think it's any better being separated from your family than being abandoned?!" Jiyong shook TOP, "You're right!! I'm not going to kill them!! Do you know why?!" 

 

 

TOP tried to push Jiyong off him but Jiyong slammed TOP's body on the floor again, "NOT BECAUSE SHE'S SANGHYUN'S SISTER BUT BECAUSE I LOVE HER! I HATE HER AND I WANT TO KILL HER BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I LOVE HER DO YOU HEAR ME?!"

 

 

TOP breathed heavily looking at Jiyong in shock.

 

 

"DO YOU HEAR ME YOU B*STARD?!", Jiyong punched TOP again.

 

"UGH!", TOP punched Jiyong back and stood up.

 

 

 

He grabbed his gun again and walked to Bom's room.

 

 

"NO!", Minzy ran but Jiyong stopped her, "OPPA!"

 

 

"Let him be!" Jiyong said seriously, "He's got to figure it out himself."

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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[MUSIC: I REMEMBER BY BANG YONG GUK]

 

 

 

 

Bom had heard the commotion outside but she didn't know what was going on, she moved to the edge of the bed and tried to stand up when the door suddenly slammed open.

 

"AHH!", Bom startled in fright and then she froze when she saw TOP walk in. She held her breath and slowly stood up.

 

 

 

TOP looked up at Bom, anger completely consuming his body. 

 

 

Bom saw him holding the gun and her heart stopped when she realised what he was going to do. But she couldn't scream, run, hide, she just stood there frozen on the spot as TOP looked at her with his blood shot eyes.

 

 

TOP slowly lifted the gun towards her and pointed it at her.

 

 

Bom looked at the gun and back at him, she took a sharp breath and her breathing quickened from fear. Was he really going to kill her?

 

 

TOP readied his hand over the gun, one move of his finger over the trigger and the woman that he loved, the woman that betrayed him would forever vanish and the pain she caused would vanish too right?

 

 

 

A single drop of tear fell from her eye and she suddenly bravely smiled for him. She was the reason he was in so much pain, couldn't she do this much for him. If killing her meant his pain would go away then shouldn't she just accept it. What did she have to lose anyway, she'd already lost him.

 

 

 

TOP's eyes flickered when he saw her trying to smile for him and something in his heart pained. He looked down at his chest and furrowed his brows not knowing why that feeling he used to have for Bom was coming back. He looked back at her and saw more tears fall from her eyes, she was shaking slightly now but she still had that smile on her face for him.

 

 

 

"dammit!", He aimed his gun at her again.

 

 

Bom closed her eyes readying herself.

 

 

 

 

TOP saw this and he shouted before shooting the window behind Bom.

 

 

Bom flinched and opened her eyes to see TOP shooting the window behind her repeatedly.

 

 

*BANG BANG BANG BANG*

 

 

 

 

 

Minzy and the others ran to the door thinking the worst but stopped when they saw Bom still standing.

 

 

 

 

 

*BANG* *click* *click*

 

 

Bom watched as TOP looked at his gun in fury before smashing it against the wall.

 

"AHH!", Bom covered her ears scared of him.

 

 

"AGHH!", TOP grabbed Bom and pushed her against the wall. She looked up at him fear stricken and shaking. TOP growled and punched the wall beside her.

 

 

Bom stepped aside nervously when TOP let go of her, wanting to get away from there.

 

 

"AGH! DAMMIT!!", TOP grabbed the table and flung it across the room. He grabbed chair and smashed it into pieces on the wall.

 

 

Bom looked at TOP frozen on the spot, this is what she'd done to him. She wanted to stop him, to hold him but she was too scared.

 

 

 

"!", TOP shouted kicking the bookshelves and throwing all the books on the floor, "ARGHHHH!", 

 

 

He then pulled the large wooden bookshelf off the wall and smashed it against the floor.

 

 

"AHH!", Bom screamed and fell to the floor in fright, she looked up and saw TOP breathing heavily glaring at the fallen shelf.

 

 

TOP stepped back until he reached torn wall and slid down onto the floor, raking his hair with his fingers. He hung his head low and started crying.

 

 

Bom stayed where she was and watched him horrified at what she'd done to him.

 

 

 

"...What have you done to me?", TOP fianlly said still not picking his head up.

 

 

Bom sat there staring at him, she wanted to make everything better so badly but she didn't know how.

 

 

 

"Why did you come into my life Bom?", TOP looked up finally at her.

 

 

Bom shook her head slightly.

 

 

 

"...Are you happy you've made me miserable?", he asked as his eyes reddened from trying to fight the tears back.

 

 

Bom froze slightly,

 

 

 

"You're existence is enough for me" TOP whispered softly at her.

 

 

She remembered that night and now this is what she'd reduced him too. She'd made her father miserable and now she'd ruined TOP too.

 

 

"....top....", she called out softly.

 

 

But TOP looked away and stood up.

 

 

 

"....top?" she called out again like a little lost child.

 

 

 

But TOP clenched his jaw and walked past her and out of the room.

 

 

 

 

 

"unnie", Minzy and Gummy ran in and helped Bom up and get back into bed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

TOP stopped as he passed Jiyong, "...you're right... I can't kill her."

 

Jiyong sighed and placed his arm on TOP's shoulder.

 

 

"But I can't forgive her either", he said and walked off.