14 February 2013

Dear Diary,

Today is Valentine's Day, things turns out of what I had not expected.
Why did I do it anyway? It was a waste of my  time.
I shouldn't have done all this things just to impress one guy...
But that was before... Now.
I don't mind anything anymore, everything makes sense for me,

Hehe ^-^

I hope we could be friends! <3

Flashback:

Valentine's Day People! I'm all hyper and excited, guess I'm ready to confess to him, huh? I'm not wearing the dress at this cafe of course or else I'll get in trouble. 

I hope Youngbae is here, since yesterday he wasn't. I brought the Chocolate tiny box from Jiyong, wait, where is Ji? We had so much fun yesterday! I don't even know why I always thinks about him that much... I've kept the box at my counter table. 

It has been boring for a while, my hopes was gone. Youngbae will never come, guess he got a date already? 

But then, I saw a familiar guy walking in, his eye smile tells me everything, and know who he was. YOUNGBAE OF COURSE. Okay, chill. Bom, relax. 

I showed him my best smile, and he takes his order. 

"I would like the same order like last time, and the same patterns" he smiles.

"Okay, Caramel Macchiato. Coming Up!" I made the drinks for me and all I was thinking is, should I give it? Should I not? Now? Or Later on? But when? Oh My God, this is frustrating! There is not much costumers here, I guess I could give it to him now. 

As I finished making the drink and gave it to him then get the tiny box to my hand. 

"P-Please, accept this" I showed him the tiny chocolate box, I bowed my head down cause I was blushing madly. He took the box from me, all I was thinking is, he ACCEPT IT. I was excited inside.

"I've appreciate that you gave me this..." he looks at the choco-box, 

"I-I had like you for a while now..." still, my head down. I swear I could feel my cheeks is burning.

"Thanks for liking me... But, I already had a girlfriend..." 

"Huh? Who?" I was now looking at him and blinked furiously

"Yuri" He smiled

... The Queenka huh? Aish, I should have known... 

"Here, take this chocolate box. I don't eat chocolate. I don't like them." he said

... I took it from him and put it on the counter. 

"Here, the money for the drink! Thanks" he smiles. 

... Like nothing had ever happen, does he know I'm hurt now. After all the things I've done to prepare with the Angel and all was a waste. 

The work time has ended for me, I'm still hurt. I don't know what to do. I feel lost. I need Jiyong to cheer me up. I went inside the locker room and get change. When I'm done, I went out. Right now is 6:00pm, outside is not that dark, seem bright still. 

I headed home but I saw a white figure, I knew instantly it was Jiyong. I ran to him and hug him tight. I cried a little. He caressed my hair. 

"Its okay, don't cry... Its your first time isn't it.. Its okay.." he tried to make me feel better

"i'm sorry for everything, you help me and all gone as a waste..." I pulled away from the hug.

"Its okay, at least you tried." he patted my head.

"He didn't accept the chocolate because he doesn't like them..." I showed him the box. He was surprised, does the guy see whats inside the box?

We stayed silent for a while and went somewhere quiet. Then I started a conversation,

"Hey Ji, do you fall in love?" I was curious

"We can't. My job as an Angel will be gone. I'll disappear and forget everything." 

"Well that is impossible not falling in love. You could a crush on someone?"

"I D-Do.." he blushed

"OOOoooOOo, WHO? A Beautiful Love Angel?" 

"Not really an Angel, but she is a Beautiful Angel."

"Name????" I'm so curious, but somehow felt hurt inside? I don't know why...

"Uh..."

"Well???"

"You?"

"Yu? Yu what?"

"huh?"

"Yuna? Yunhye?"

"What??" he was totally confused.

"I'm just saying random names that starts with a Y" I stated

"I can't say..." 

"Just. Tell. Me. I don't even know her anyways..." 

"You do..."

"Ehhhh?"

"Uh..Its..hmm. Uh...Bom?" 

"Bom?!"

"Yeah..." he blush so hard.

"OMG!" he whole face turn red.

"SHE HAS THE SAME NAME AS ME! Cool!" Now Jiyong was confused

"W-what? Wait. No.."

"So its not her."

"Wait, no. Its her. its uh. you." 

"Me?" I blused but feel happy inside, and he nodded at my question

Awkward Silence pass by.

"Well, bye Bom. I have a nice time. My job here is done. Fully... Done." he said

"W-what?" 

"Bye" he kissed on my lips, its was only for a second but felt like hours.

"Wait--" he vanished. I touched my lips, and blushed at the thought that he kissed me.

Flashback End

I wonder, is he coming back. Valentine's day is over about a couple of hours... We should have still have fun with each other, going out. But she just left without a word why.

My thoughts continue to wonder and my eyelids slowly closed, I was drifting to sleep.

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Well I guess this was a fail, maybe? Maybe for me but not for you, I guess... 

I'll be on a hiatus for a while, cause I feel too lazy to write everytime... I'll be back whenever I feel like it and I know it takes long.
So yeah, I'm sorry D:

Well then,

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Heres a lovely lovely picture of Bom, SO PRETTY