11, February, 2013

 

Dear Diary,

 

It’s almost Valentine’s Day. I wonder if I should give something to the guy at my class, Youngbae or what he would like to be called Taeyang… Hehe. :) I’ve liked him for a while now, but still haven't confessed.  

I’m afraid I would get rejected… But I should have given it a try though, he would maybe accepted then he would be my Boyfriend ><

 

Should I or Should I not? …

 

I closed my diary. I’m on my bed, thinking about today where I had talk to him for the first time. Its like my dream had came true!

 

Flashback:

 

I worked at a café for a part-time job; I’m always working there after school. What I haven’t noticed was that in this wonderful café, I always get to meet Youngbae passing by here. Well, since it’s near at school but still! And speaking about that Angel, here he comes! I feel the heat on my cheeks, damn. I hope he didn’t see my red cheeks. *Bom calm down, calm…*

 

“I would like an Caramel Macchiato, please” he said giving me his killer smile. I blushed again.

“Caramel Macchiato, coming up!” I smiled to him, I’m so nervous talking to him. And also, Why did he show me his killer smile!? He is making me mad!

 

I was making the drink he ordered, and then when I’m done, I ask him what pattern he would like,

 

“Draw a heart shape” seriously, my heart is beating like crazy! I drew the heart-shape to the drink, I kept staring at him, and he was on his phone grinning… I wonder whom he is talking to.

 

He looked up at me, and I jumped a lil’ bit.

 

“Are you done…?” he asks worriedly.

“Huh?” I look down, No! Its ruin! God this is embaressing!

“I-I’m Sorry!” I said panickly

“Its okay, its okay… Don’t worry” he said, giving me his smile. I’m going to blush every single time when he smiles. Shiznit.

 

I gave him the unsuccessful drink that he had ordered and apologized to him again.

 

“Its okay, at least I could drink it right?”

 

He pay for the drink and I took the money, my fingertips is touching his. I blush furiously. He thanks me for the drink and find a seat…

 

Flashback Ends~

 

Hehe, I can’t help but to grin. But then for a while I was feeling really tired, cause of school then work. Such a busy day for a everyday for me. Then I fall fast asleep.

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12, February 2013

 

Dear Diary,

 

I have the weirdest day ever today… I see an Angel?
That so what he said. I think I should call him the ‘Love Angel’.
An Angel but not Cupid. He somehow is trying to encourage me to confess? >~<
That's weird, real weird. But any who…
His name is Kwon Jiyong, but he would like me to call him G-Dragon or GD.
Weird Name and I’m going to call him Ji.

Whether he likes it or not.

 

I closed my diary once again, and have the flashback…

 

Flashback:

 

After the class ended I hurriedly went running out from school then go to the café. When I get there, I greet the worker here then went to the locker room. I get changed there. When I’m done I go outside and take some orders.

 

Something caught my eye, its Youngbae again!! Kyaa~~ I’m so excited but I have to calm my fangirlness, haha. Then he gets in line. I take some other people’s orders and make their drinks and he now is in front of the line! Maybe I could talk to him again, hehe.

 

“Caramel Macchiato, please” he said and smiled. Okay, hope I don’t fail this again -_-“

“Caramel Macchiato coming up!” I made his drinks then ask him what pattern or drawing he would like.

“I want a… *thinking* heart shape, hope you don’t fail this time” he said teasingly.

“I-I’m so sorry!” I said

“Haha, I’m just playing with you!” I blushed…

“Aren’t you from my school? You’re one of my classmate right?”

“Y-yes.” Did he notice me?

“Haha, I knew I seen you somewhere!” I blushed, he really does…

 

I saw something in a corner of my eyes that had made me interested to look. He is wearing white shirt, white pants, white shoes. Damn everything white. His hair is blonde and he even got… WINGS!? What the hell? I rub my eyes, seeing if it’s real or what. Damn. I’m dreaming… Am I?

 

“You should confess to him already!” the man said.

“Who… Who are y-you?” I said hesitantly

“Eh? You could see me?” I nodded.

“Well, I guess it can’t be helped. Hi I’m Kwon Jiyong, call me GD or G-dragon. I’m an Angel or should I say... Love Angel" he winks

“WHAT? AN ANGEL? IMPOSSIBLE!” I shouted. Then my face quickly turn red, I’m so ashamed! People are watching me right now like I’m a crazy person. Can’t they see him?

“Can I have my drink now?” Youngbae said sweetly. I’m seriously turning red; I wish I wasn’t here right now T__T

“Y-yes, I’m sorry.” I didn’t even make his drink yet! And so I hurriedly make it and successfully made a heart-shape.

“Yay! You did it! You successed!” Youngbae cheered.

“HeHe...” he takes out his cash and pays for his drink and thanks me.

 

Now I look at that Angel. I’m looking up and down to him. Is he really an Angel?

 

“Well, I see you are afraid of confessing him huh?” the angel said

“Can we talk this later, people might think I’m a crazy person” I whispered.

“Like I care.” So cold, so so cold! I’m going to ignore him…

 

I start doing my job once again, and he kept on talking about my love life, I’m so irritated! I have to ignore him.

 

After an hour, my working hour had ended. Yay! Now I could reply everything to this annoying brat! I went to the locker room looking around wonder if that angel would popped out watching me change, such a ert! I quickly changed and grab my bag and exit from this café. I walk back home; strangely there was no Angel… Where Did He Go? I start looking around and shake my head. No. Bom. You shouldn’t care about him.

I walk back home and open the door. Silence… Feel lonely when he is not around… Aish!! I should stop thinking about him. I changed into my pajamas and went straight to bed.

 

Flashback End~

 

I kept thinking, where is he anyways and why do I kept on thinking about him? I've just met him for one day only... He is pretty cute for an Angel... Haha, what am I saying? Angel is up there, not on where we are... Right? 

I slowly drift to sleep. 

 

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13 February 2013


Dear Diary,

 

I was having so much fun with the Love Angel, Kwon Jiyong. Hehe ^-^ 
We went shopping and find a perfect beautiful dress for me, and
when we found one, I bought it :D 

I hope the dress would impress Youngbae very much, if we had a date
on Valentine's. ^o^ <3

 

Hehe, Ji was so sweet! I love him for helping me and encouraging me to confess. I like the way he had treated me like, he makes me so special... 

Flashback:

I was in the Café again because work. This time there is no Youngbae. Well today is going to be boring... *sigh* Now what? I'm just going to take people's order, smile brightly and make the coffee. This is going to be a long day... 

But where is that Angel that I see yesterday? 

"Hey! You miss me?" he grins

 

Well nevermind, here he comes to annoy me again. 

 

"Hey... You should stop working for now... Lets Go SHOPPING~" he said excitedly

"What? I couldn't do that!" I whispered.

"You can! Go ask your other co-workers to help you!" 

"No! I don't want to go shopping!" 

"You should! Buy a beautiful to impress you love one" he winks

"Hm..." I’m thinking I should, just to impress my Youngbae. hehe. He'll be all complimenting me. I blush just thinking about it

"Don't go all day dreamy about the guy! Let's go!" 

"Okay, okay. Wait!"

 

I hurry go back door and told one of my close co-worker, Minzy, and she gladly help. What I could do without her? I went to the locker room and get change to my school uniform. Yeahh… I had to cause thats the only clothing I have in my bag,,, When I'm done changing I went outside from the locker room.

 

"Lets go!" I told Jiyong
"Yay!" 

 

We both went walking, finding a mall. It took us 30 minutes to find a Mall. My leg hurts so badly... 

We went inside the Mall; find a cloth that is suitable for me but Ji wants me to wear a dress. Hell no. I hate dresses first of all, and also skirts. I know that i have to wear for School but I had to! I kept on looking at clothing with jeans on. Jiyong always look in disgust when I pick those types of clothing. 

And it took us 10 minutes for Jiyong to find a perfect dress for me... Oh my gawdd... He picks all the dress for me. There are only 3 choices:

 

 

Bom wore those three dresses, the one that Bom is satisfied with is the first one because it has a cute ribbon on the side of the dresses and cute rainbow cake necklace, and so she picks the first dress. 

The Angel also like the dress, it suits for her. She was stunning, as he would say. 

 

"Hehe, this is the first time wearing a dress... Do I look nice?" I said twirling around with the dress.

"Y-yes... You do look nice..." 

"I know~" 

 

I went back to the dressing room and change into my school uniform. I took my dress and accessories with me and bought them; lucky I got enough money cause I was saving up for no reason. Just to be sure of something... 

Then we exit this dress store. 

 

"Now what should we do?" I said

"Lets go home and you go write a letter to him!" 

"No. No. I don't want to. Lets just make a chocolate cake and write a short note saying 'I love you'? I smiled

"Nevermind that, I got a chocolate bar, it seems ordinary but it’s really taste special."

"Where is the choco- bar?" I questioned

"Here" he took out from his pocket and I took it from him. 

"Can I taste one?" I look at the chocolate. I'm really hungry!

"Hehe, hungry huh? Yeah, go ahead." and I opened the tiny box, the chocolate was single, one by one and I taste one.

"Mmm. It taste so sweet! I love it!" I was about to take one more then he stop me.

"Hey! Control your hunger!" he scolded

"Sheesh, I'm hungry because of you."

"Well you agree to go shopping with me." 

"Fair Enough" I shrugged. 

 

I went walking back home; the Angel is still following me though. I want him to stop following me, but he is still following me. Disobeying my orders. Oh My God this Angel.

As I arrived at home, I greeted my mom and wait straight to my room. I changed my cloths to my comfortable pajamas.

 

“Hey! You should start with your letter!” he told me

“No! I’ll just give him a chocolate box that you gave me and put a tiny note!” I told him.

“No! A Letter!”

“Chocolate!”

“Letter”

“Chocolate!”

 

This bickering is non-stop, until my mom came in.

 

“Hey Bom! What’s with the shouting?!”

“Huh? Oh… uh… Well. I. I was shouting to myself.” She looks at me weirdly

“I was having an argument with myself” I smiled

“Whatever you say… What a weird daughter I have” she said then leaves

 

“Hahahahaha!!” Ji was laughing non-stop, I want to punch him so badly but I couldn’t.

“I’ll start doing the letter then…” I took out a blank paper and a pen.

“Yay! Knew you were going to listen to me! Well bye now!” he said waving.

As he left well, I’m disobeying his orders.

 

“Muahahahah!!” I tear the paper making it small. I use my best handwriting, writing ‘I Love you’ and a heart. I started decorating the paper making it beautiful then… Done! I cheered myself for achieving very well then I insert the paper in the tiny choco-box.

Done!

 

Flasback Ends

 

I slowly went to sleep...


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Thats all, I'll do the February 14 in the next chapter, the final! I'm sorry for not uploading this in Valentines Day... 

 

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