Chapter 31 - "I'll make it up to you.."

The True Reason

A/N: since, I can't resist all of my readers, and I, also is getting excited for the upcoming chapters.. I decided to update this.. So here it goes.. Enjoy!! :)

 

 

 

 

 

It's almost one and a half year have passed, since my accident and many things changed.

 

During my stay at the hospital, bunch of articles were popping out regarding my accident and fans were totally shocked about it. I still remember, those bouquet of flowers that fans were kept sending in during my stay at the hospital and those sweet messages telling me to Get well soon on Twitter.

 

It really helped me a lot, because during those days, I remember that I kept on smiling at the hospital bed, while I was  reading their letters. Somehow, it made me forget the bad memories and helped me heal the wounds.

 

Of course, my family is also included. During my struggles, they were just beside me - comforting me, making me smile. They even stayed here for a month to look out for me. They really did anything just to make feel better.

 

If you are wondering if they already knew? Yes, but they still don't have any idea why Jessica and I broke up. I told them over Skype when they flew back to LA. Of course, they were worried - I'm their daughter/sister, after all. I just told them, that I was fine and been better until now. I didn't tell them what was the reason, about the break up. I was just straight to the point - we broke things off. Done. No explanation.

 

And of course, my friends! How could I forget them? Aside from my family, they also helped me to stand on my feet again; helped me to move on - anything!

 

When my family flew back to my hometown, it was my friends and members who took care of me. During my therapy, they were all just beside me and I am really happy that I have the most awesome and amazing friends ever! Of course.. My family is included!

 

And lastly, I will also not forget - Krystal. She was one of the reasons,  why I have the reason to smile again, because she making me happy - all the time. Don't get me wrong, the other three members were like that, but Krystal.. She's different. She's always taking good care of me; whenever I'm sad, she's always there, making me smile and happy; whenever I miss my family, she's always there comforting me.

 

I remember during my therapy, she was treating me like a baby. She would feed me some food; she would always cook for me; she would always tell me not to move around so much, especially my arm because I might end up hurting; she would often scold me, if I hadn't eat much or eat my rice or even, stay up late for watching The Walking Dead..

 

Maybe, some people find it annoying, but for me it's different. I rather find it.. Amusing and cute, and until now.. She's still doing those, even though my arm is fully recovered.

 

Before, I would just be surprised to see her in front of my doorstep, but right now, not anymore - I'm already used to it. She would bring some food or cook some for me, but either way I still like it.

 

"Amber! Come on, food is ready!"

 

"Yes, mom! I'm coming!"

 

As I walked out from my room, I already saw her at the kitchen, putting the plates on the table. I grinned, strolling towards the dining table. "Wow! These looks delicious! Thank you, mommy!"

 

And as usual, she would just send me her infamous glare, which I couldn't help but to chuckle. "Yah! Who said that I'm your mommy? I'm too young to be your mother, pabo.."

 

I giggled, before sitting across from her. "I know that, Soojungie~, I was just so grateful that I have you from the start. Thank you, mommy! Hehe!"

 

It's true. I already mentioned this on some interviews, that even pre-debut days, she was the one who took care of me, because during those moments, I was still not familiar of the place, especially the language. Even until now, she's still taking care of me and I'm really grateful for that.

 

But, sometimes I couldn't help but to feel sorry for her, because I was relying on her too much. Maybe I can consider myself as her lucky friend because until now, she still there beside me..

 

"Y-yah! Eat up! The food is getting cold.. "She said, sheepishly, lowering her head. I smiled, seeing her blush makes me was to pinch her cheeks, and I chuckled softly when I saw her lips slowly curving into a smile.

 

After staring at her for a few minutes, I finally dug-in to my food, but as I was supposed to pick my fork, suddenly my phone vibrated inside my left pocket. I dug my hands in, grabbing phone and unlocking the message.

 

From Vic-unnie:

Amber, I just have to remind you, that at 2:00 PM, head straight to the company for the dance rehearsals for our upcoming come back. If you're with Soojung, just tell her too. Don't be late, arasseo?

 

 

"Who texted?" I heard her asked. I looked up and saw her, chewing her food. "Oh.. It's Vic-unnie. She just remind us about  the dance practice later."

 

She hummed in response. "Gosh, it's already been a year or so since our electric shock come back isn't, it?"

 

"Yeah.. Time flies so fast.. " I sighed. 






















 

                              

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6:30 PM

 

"Okay guys! You really did a good job! Tomorrow, we will be practicing the other half of RPPP, then polish for two days then you're ready to go! We can do it guys! Hwaiting!"

 

"HWAITING!"

 

"Okay. See you tomorrow!"

 

The five of us bowed to our three imported danced instructors, before they left the studio. 4 hours of intense dance practice is no joke, and we are all pretty exhausted because of that. "Oh god.. That was intense.." I heard Sulli say, panting in between breaths.

 

"Yeah, you're right.. "Luna nodded agreement.

 

I, on the other hand was settled at the corner of the dance studio, regaining my strength from the practice.

 

I have my eyes closed, with my left knee upright, while the other is lying straight on the floor. Because of the exhaustion, I didn't notice that there's someone already walking towards my direction. "Amber, here."

 

I slowly open my eyes by that voice and saw Soojung standing in front of me, offering me a bottle of water.

 

"Oh, thanks.. " I said,  reaching out to grab the bottle from her hand. She then sat beside me, before handing me a towel. I look at her, and she just smiled sweetly at me. Her smile is so contagious, that I couldn't help but to do the same also. Somehow, it made me feel.. Lighter..

 

"You, okay?" She asked.

 

"Hmm? Oh, yeah. A bit tired from the practice though, but I'm okay. How about you?" I questioned back, before opening the cap of the water bottle.

 

"Hmm.. Never been better, Amber.." She whispered.

 

I looked at her. "Really? I mean, you're not exhausted from the practice?"

 

She smiled.

 

"Of course, I am exhausted.. What I mean is.." She paused. I observed her, as she slightly lower her head with a smile on her face. "I feel sooo much happy.. Really, really happy.."

 

The look and the smile she's giving me, somehow put me into a deep thought. I wonder what is making her happy? Somehow, it intrigues me. "Do you want me to come over at your place, and cook for you?"

 

I took a big gulp of my water before answering. "No. You don’t have to. And besides, maybe you have something to do after this."

 

"No - no! I don't. Actually, from this time onwards, I'm free. Since, i don't have anything to do, might as well come to your place and cook for the both of us. And since you're tired, you can rest for a bit, while I am cooking. I will make your favorite, tonight. How's that?"

 

I smiled. Suddenly, I remember what I thought earlier, while we're having lunch together.

 

She already did so much things for me, and I think, it's time, that I should be the one to do those things, also - to repay the things she did to me.

 

"A-Amber.. W-why? Is there something on my face?" My smile turned into a grin, when I saw a pinkish shade on her cheeks, as she tried to avoid my gaze. Maybe she realized that I was already staring at her for too long, that's why she became shy.

 

"Nothing. I was thinking of something else."

 

She didn't answer me quickly. "And what is that?" She asked, sheepishly.

 

I sighed. "Actually, I was thinking of you." I look at her, and her face is frozen. Blinking her eyes, I was thinking that maybe she couldn't believe what I just said.

 

"Since, you said that you're free after this.. How about, I take you out tonight?"

 

"W-what?" She stammered, still in daze.

 

I look at my wristwatch. "Since, it's still early, I think that, we enjoy ourselves more, right?"

 

Then my attention was shifted to Victoria. "Okay, guys! Pack up already!!" She shouted, clapping her hands as she motioned as to move our butts, already.

 

I gaze back, and she still has the same expression. I smiled. "Well, It just that from the day we met, and until now.. You never failed on taking care of me. Whenever, I'm sick or hungry; whenever I miss my family or I get sad.. Or even, whenever my condo is dirty and even my laundries.. And when I got into and accident.. You were there, just beside me. In other words, you never left me, and I'm really lucky and grateful for that."

 

I examined her expression, and it seems that her face softened, still not breaking her eyes on me. "Today.. Tonight.. Let me be the one, to do the things you did for me.. Just even for a night. I want to show you how grateful and lucky I am to meet a wonderful person like you. Because, Soojung I really do.. And I promise, I would never.. Ever fail you.. Because tonight, Soojung.. I want to make it up to you.."






 

       

 

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A/N: so how's the kryber chap? Is it good? *wiggle brows* haha! I think all of you have an idea what will happen next.. ^.^b

P.S

By the way, I wanted to finish this fic already hopefully before February? It, means MSOL or as simple as My Story of Love.. Will be on hiatus for awhile, until this story ends.. I wanted to focus on this story first, before I'll update my other fics.. So, yeah.. That's all!! Xoxo :)

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ed_peniel #1
You made me confused author. You never reveal the true reasons its totally mysterious. I dont get why jess cheated on amber when she said she loves her so much and plus wtf no kryber in ending? This story amazing but the ending is EH? I hope this story have a part 2.
YourSmile-I #2
Chapter 45: GOOD JOB AUTHOR... READ THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN
thebrokeninside
#3
Chapter 45: At least please makes jessica together with yul! :'((
KingRoyal
#4
Chapter 28: Aww~ I've read this for a lot of times. Gosh I miss Jessber.
dheaariftya
#5
author can you allow me to translate this story in my country language??
TwinTurtles #6
Chapter 45: THIS STORY IS SO GOOD! But we need answers! Why did Jessica break up for Amber is it because of Krystal?? Was manager hyung surprised when Amber told him that the mysterious fan is Krystal when it was Jessica? What made Jessica give up Amber? Why didn't Amber succumb to her feelings about Krystal??? A sequel is needed!!
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#7
Chapter 29: Jessica did that so Soojung can have Amber, I swear...
BJVIPSONEnMORE
#8
Chapter 45: wae no JessBer happy ending QAQ
Va_asianloverz
#9
Chapter 45: update soon please
Va_asianloverz
#10
Chapter 45: update soon please