Yesung walked toward the park that Ryeowook used to be there if he was upset , he want to see him but he feel like he can't call him , even if he knew that Ryeowook will come immediately to see him if he tell him , just as usual when he feel upset or he want to talk to anyone , he will find Ryeowook beside him always , even if the fact that they just meet from a little months , but because Ryeowook didn't act normally last time , Yesung wasn't sure that calling him is the right choose .
But this time he want to see him because of Ryeowook himself , he want to see him because he always feel comfortebal when Ryeowook was around him .
Yesung finally admit to himself , he loves Ryeowook , he failed in love with him , and now he feel like he want to tell him that , tell Ryeowook his feeling toward him , before he lost him .
Yesung was about to arrive to the park when the rain started to fail ,
" ah wrong timing ! I didn't accept that it will raining today " Yesung thought , " i didn't bring my umbrella ! I hope Ryeowook have one to himself if he was out now ! ".
Yesung finally arrived to the park , and he was completely surprised when he saw Ryeowook there ! He really wanted to see him , wanted to tell him everything , but he was really surprised .
Yesung walked immediately to Ryeowook who was sitting in the same sit as usual ,
" Ryeowook-ah ! What are you doing here ? It's raining a lot ! " Yesung said to Ryeowook who turned his face immediately in surprise ,
" Y..Yesung hyung ? " he said suprisely and stand up from his sit
" ah .. I..i'm just was walking home , so i sit here to get some rest ! " Ryeowook said shakily
" in this atmosphere ! also your home not around here ! " Yesung said , and Ryeowook just looked down
" are you okay ? Let's go back , it's raining a lot you will get sick " Yesung said softly , then he take a step toward Ryeowook and grabs his right hand , Ryeowook immediately take his hand off of Yesung's ,
" I.. i'm fine .. I.. I can go back by my self " Ryeowook said while he still looking down and taking a back step , trying to avoid Yesung's eyes .
Yesung surprised because of Ryeowook's last action .
" You act weirdly last days , are you okay ? Did something happened ? tell me maybe i can help you , and let's go back " Yesung said softly to Ryeowook , trying to make him back with him before he get sick because of the rain .
" Don't .. Don't do that " Ryeowook said in faint tone , still not able to rise his head and look at Yesung's face , because he knew he will not able to win against his heart .
" Do what ? " Yesung asked , he started to feel worry , he don't want to lost this beautiful angel in front of him , so he was afraid from Ryeowook next words .
" Don't be so kind for anyone ! The people will misunderstand " Ryeowook said , then he smiled a ridicule smile to himself , because he was mean himself by that .
Yesung didn't answer him for awhile , he was surprised and afraid at the same time , he just imagined himself losing Ryeowook , and that was enough to make his life without any import , so he thought that he is need to tell Ryeowook everything now , or he will not able to do it again .
" it's not for anyone ! " Yesung said in faint tone while he looked down also . Ryeowook raised his head in surprise ,
" it's all for one person , all my live now it's just for one person , and if i lost him , i think i'll not be able to life any more " Yesung said , and Ryeowook surprised more , " did he mean me ? " Ryeowook thought .
Yesung took a step toward Ryeowook and grabs his hand , then he put it on his chest , exactly on his heart .
" do you feel it ? It's bitting right ? " Yesung sais softly , and Ryeowook was in surprise and he can't even answer , he felt like all his body is shaking , the person who loves , the person who meant everything to him , garbing his hand and put it on his heart .
" i lost my parents , then i lost my brother because of me , i lived all my life in a lie , but why it's still bitting ? , i was thought million times per day of death , and i tried to suicide many times , But now i feel like i have a reason to life " , Ryeowook just keep looking in Yesung's eyes , his heart was bitting so fast , and he can feel Yesung's heart bitting fast too , he looked at the older's heart , his hand was still garbing tightly by Yesung's , then he back to face Yesung .
" yeah Kim Ryeowook ! It's bitting for you " Yesung said with a gentle smile that Ryeowook never seen a beautiful smile like it before .
Yesung take off Ryeowook's hand from his chest , and became closer to Ryeowook , then he raised all his two hands and touched the smaller's face gently ,
" I love you , Wooke " he said softly , then slowly put his lips on Ryeowook's .
Ryeowook was in completly surprise , but it's took a few second and Ryeowook closed his eyes too , he loves Yesung , but he was so afraid that the other didn't feel the same , so he kept his feeling inside his heart , but now Yesung was the one who told him his feeling , so he was so happy .
Ryeowook wasn't able to hid his feeling anymore , suddenly he started to cry , Yesung felt of Ryeowook's hot tears mixing with the cold rain .
They still like this for a while , then Yesung moved his lips from Ryeowook's , they looked at each other eyes directly , Yesung smiled to the smaller , but Ryeowook started to sobs when he saw his smile again , he didn't accept that this will happened someday , and he still can't believe .
" Don't cry please , i'll not make you cry anymore " Yesung said gently , then he pulled Ryeowook for a hug , he hugged him and he can feel Ryeowook's hot breath in his nick , Ryeowook took a deep breath before he slowly raised his hand and hugged the older back ,
" M..Me too , i..i love you .. From the beginning " Ryeowook finally able to talk , he said between his sobs and hugged Yesung tighter , Yesung hugged Ryeowook more and more tighter , like he told him not to leave him forever .
Yesung was the first to move off of Ryeowook ,
" let's go back " he said and took off his jacket and put it on Ryeowook ,
" it's cold , and you'r completely wet "
Ryeowook blush deeply , then followed Yesung who grabs his hand and started to walked .
They went to Yesung's apartment , because it was more near than Ryeowook's . Yesung entered his room and Ryeowook followed him ,
" change your clothes , you can take anything from mine " Yesung said .
" N..No it's ok , i'll go back to my home " Ryeowook said , even if he knew that he himself didn't want to leave ,
" no ! you will not go back , please ! don't leave me alone now , i need you beside me " Yesung said and hold Ryeowook's hand so tight . Ryeowook didn't know what to say first , but he then smiled at Yesung ,
" Finally you'r smiling , Your smile is so beautiful " Yesung said softly and made Ryeowook blush again . He give him one of his clothes and went to change too .
When Ryeowook finished wearing , he step out , then he looked at Yesung who was lying on the bed , he looked so tired , Ryeowook walked toward him ,
" are you okay ? You look so tired ! " Ryeowook asked softly ,
" i'm fine , really ! Don't worry " Yesung answered
" you didn't eat well this last days right ? , i'll go to make you some food " Ryeowook said and stand up , but Yesung hold his hand and pulled him , Ryeowook immediately failed on the bed beside Yesung , " don't leave ! I'm fine , just be beside me and i'll be fine " Yesung said in faint tone and hugged Ryeowook . Ryeowook was so blush , but slowly he hugged his new lover back , and covered his face in Yesung's chest .
After few minutes , Ryeowook started to feel sleepy , when he suddenly heard a soft sobs ,
" are you crying ? " Ryeowook asked softly , but a little surprised , then he was about to raise his head to face Yesung , but Yesung stopped him ,
" Don't " he said in faint tone and hugged Ryeowook tighter , it wasn't like Ryeowook didn't see him crying before , but this time he was crying of happens and pain in the same time , happy because he finally had Ryeowook between his arms , and pain because no clear reason .
" i love you Wooke .. so much "
" me too , sungie "