This isn't happening. Nope it's just not happening! 

I look into my mothers eyes praying that what she has been saying is just an extreme nasty little joke to come up with. The same ice-blue eyes as my own stare back at me mercilessly, a frown on her face with her lips persed, her chin tilted up in a stubborn way. The same stubborn way I'm assuming my chin is lifted right now.

"This is not up for discussion right now Jessica. Go to your room and pack your belongings. You leave tomorrow" my mother says to me. I blink, my mouth falling open. In a way, in all honesty I actually didn't believe what she was saying could be true. The hard look in her eyes, hands on her hip staring me down. Daring me not to believe her. I stand there stupidly while the truth sinks in. What pushes me over the edge is this...

My mums eyes soften, and she says to me. "Honey moving to a boarding school isn't so bad. You'll get to see more of your uncle, make new friends and I'll only be around the corner from the school so you can stay with me on the weekends." She sighs and looks into my eyes pleadingly. "I'm sorry sweetie but I just can't afford to live here anymore."

I stand there looking at her, tears flowing down my face as my lips tremble. I know there are worse things out there but it is just so hard. A mantra is running through my head.

This isn't happening, it's just a dream. This isn't happening, it's just a dream. This isn't happening , it's just a dream...

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...."

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There is no connection between this fictional character Jesseica and Jessica from SNSD or any other. As always I don't own anything but the storyline and all work is fiction.

Thanks!

Okay for those who have subscribed all the way since January 2013 I'm so sorry. In all honesty I didn't think anyone would like my storyline and I do have my final year of high school. But I will be starting this story. Bare with me the chapters will be really short but hopefully I will get many out there okay???

with my subscribers if it's not too much to ask would you like to share the male you would like to pair with Jessica and any other couples (or any couples in general) in my story a sister school will be created so any couple can work.

Thanks and I'm so sorry again guys!!!!