Chapter one : An usual day

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   Already it's time to wake up and go to High  School.  As usual, I wash in my bathroom. As usual, I hate to see me in the mirror. As usual, I have to change my bandages and put clothes wide and long to hide those "horrors".                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                      6:55 am : breakfast for everyone. Chocolate waffles with a good juice.

" Have you ever done breakfast to me? "

" Yes, mother. " I said

" Bring it in my room then! And hurry to leave because I do not want to receive a call from your school! " She said before leaving me alone

   7:30 am. I put on my shoes and my black jacket. As usual, before leaving, my mother gave me a few punches. This time, the blow was strong. A small red spot appears on my shirt : my old wound opened again. It really hurts but who cares ? Arrived at school, as usual, everyone looked at me, laughing. I don't lend so much attention.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           8am : Mathematics. Like mathematics was my favorite subject, I was captivated by this lesson.

Late morning

" Hey Jessica! Hi! "

" Oh, hi Fany ah. " I replied with a smile

" How was your morning ? " She says

" As usual I want to say : change my dressings, prepare meals for my mother, get hit by her, being ridiculed ... and you ? "

" Aaah Sica ah ... "  *Sigh * " Don't worry about what they say right ? They are all dunce and idiot ! " She replied with a wink

" Well, then your answer! " I said for changing the subject

" You're not morning! Well, I have nothing interesting to say. I had sports and biology with this stupid L.Joe. He never works in class, so I had to do the TP alone… This guy ... " She pouted

" My poor Tiffany. Have you ever eaten ? "

" No. Let's go, I'm hungry! "

In the canteen

   Today, there were many people in the canteen. It was filled, no place. While we ate quietly, a group of girls came to us.

" Yah. Let us your place. We want to eat here ! " She said with a tone quite authoritarian to me

" Look at this girl! Incredible! Too ugly! Even my dog is much more beautiful than you! " Replied one of her friend

" Well, are you going to leave us the table or not ? I’m getting tired to hold my tray " She gets angry to us

" I ... " I can’t reply anything. I’m afraid

" No, let her in peace ! Don't you see that we eat? And anyway, we will not move from here. " Said Tiffany

" I ... She's right.  " I replied, head bowed

" Tsk, you'll see! Especially you  * Pointing me *  Come on, girls, let's go there  "

" ! " said her friend to me

   I already knew what she thought about me : " wait for me at the exit, you'll be dead " Just hear this sentence on my mind, depressed me again ...

" Roh, don't stress Jessica! They will not hurt you!  " said Tiffany. She reassures me but it doesn't work on me

" I just wish that it were true ...  "  * Sigh *

   The day ended very quickly. As Tiffany and I, don’t live in the same neighborhood, I had to leave her. I didn’t want to be alone. I knew that the girls were waiting for me. I was scared, very scared. I already thought of the consequences of this stupid confrontation : several bruises, blood everywhere, torn clothes, ridiculed by everybody ...  Promise made. I am with several injuries everywhere, covered with flour and eggs. Upon returning to my home, the same ritual: my mother yells on me then passes his anger on me by hitting me. This time, I received several blows strong because of my torn clothes and flour on me.

   I really felt alone. Alone in this cruel world. All I wanted was to kill me. I'm really tired of this situation. I do not want to be defenseless girl anymore. I do not want than you treat me this way. I do not want that people judge me. I don't want to be ridiculed. I really want to change my life. I want to live, to have a good live with my mother. However, the reality is catching up.

This is how I, Jessica Jung live. This is my life, my story.

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The first chapter is done! *Sigh* I know that's short but this is a chapter which introduces the life of the main character. Humm, I think I'll write a chapter for Kai. I'm not sure. Sorry again for my English (don't kill me please >w< ) I do my best but I'm always thinking that I made a lot of mistakes (specially grammar mistakes). I hope that you understand all the Chapter. Can you comment this chapter please ? I'd like to have your opinion in my story! Thank you and see you soon guys! ^^

PS : I don't know why but, I wanted to add L.Joe as a lazy student XD -> Maybe a future L.JoeFany ? (Joke) Don't worry : I LOVE TEEN TOP !! I can't wait their live in Paris~