"hey friend!" eunji tapped my shoulders lightly.

jung eunji.my bestfriend~ we're already on our senior year and we've been bestfriends for quite a while now. i know everything about her and she also knows everything about me. and when i say everything,i mean everything. including my feelings for him. he is also in our year, and in our classroom. i watch him everyday from afar. i cant do anything about it, because i'm to scared to say anything to him. besides, he already have her. they may deny it, but i'm not that stupid to not notice. 

I am bae suzy. I am the girl who loves him, kim myungsoo, from afar. 

"hi" i replied to eunji. i'm not inthe mood to talk. i'm so upset! well, who wouldn't be? seeing the on you love being all lovey dovey with someone~

"not in the mood?" eunji asked... i'm telling when it comes to my feelings, she can easily read me.

"uhmm" i just nodded and look at the couple. park jiyeon and kim myungsoo, laughing to each other. *sigh*

"suzy ah~ when will you tell him?" eunji asked the most stupid question that ever existed. i cant even apprach him!!!

"never.i'd rather die" i said. aigoo eunji~! we've talk about this millions of times!!!

"tsk tsk! seriously suzy! you're already killing yourself by just watching them! atleast stop hurting yourself!" eunji said. she got a point... but... never!!

"eunji. i... cant okay?. besides he alreay have a girlfriend" i said. i'm slowly losing my energy by just talking about them.

"gosh! suzy!!!!! they arenot together okay??? they are just fiends.... like what myungsoo said" really eunji? you believe in that too??

"friends? are there even friends like them??? they are practically on each other!!!" i said slightli tearing. eunji! let's just drop this subject please~

"you were like that with him!!!" tears started to stream down my cheeks. i don want to go back to that subject again!

"yes! before she came!" i sudenly shouted. all eyes were on us, but i dont care! i stood up and walked out that classroom...there's no tacher anyway!

i walked and walked, without me noticing i was at the rooftop. i started crying! this was the place we first met.

*flashback*

I was seating on the bench in the rooftop enjoying the air, when i felt a presence behind me. when i turned around i found a handsome boy around my age. 

"ya~! you're cutting class!" the guys said. tch! look who's talking

"me? yeah i am! and you?" i asked. hah! take that stupid! 

"actually it's my free period. basically, i'm not cutting class. and you are" he smirked. i felt my cheeks turn hot. gosh! this is embarrasing~ 

"tch. go on~ tell the pricipal~ i dont care!" i said bravely. actually i care! i just dont want to lose this small talk to him

"i'm not that kind of person. i'm not talkative~" he said. 

And me, being the stupid me. sighed in relief. GOSH! i got caught

he started laughing. and i felt my cheeks burn again

"YA! what's so in' funny??!!" oopss~~ 

"tsk. cutting classes and now saying inappropriate words.... tsk tsk" the guy smirked at me. tsk! really not my type~

"kim myungsoo" he said offering his hand

"do you think i care?" i asked coldly, ignoring his hands

i heard him chuckle lightly

"seriously, what's your problem?" i asked. why does he keep on chuckling!! stupid him!

"you. you're my problem. tell me your name" he demanded. 

"will you leave if i tell you?" i asked. you're not gonna win this mr. kim myungsoo

"depends" what? depends on what?!

"depends on what?"

"depends if your name's as pretty as you" 

my heart skipped a beat as he said that.

*end of flashback

stupid tears!!!! why do you keep on falling??! stupid feet for dragging me here!!! stupid kim myungsoo for making me fall inlove with him!!! stupid me, for letting myself fall!!

"ya~ you're not suppose to be here!" a voice behind me spoke. i quickly wiped my tears

"and so are you~" i shot back, even i dont turn around i know his voice.

"why are you crying?" he said. i can almost hear a hint of worriedness in his voice.Almost

"you wouldn't care, would you?" i am not in the mood to talk to anyone. specially him

"and if i do?" he said. kim myungsoo, stop making things harder for me!! 

without me realizing it, i already have tears on my eyes. Again

"i know you wouldnt" i give of a bitter laugh. kim myungsoo, please just leave.

i was crying my heart out, forgetting he was there. slowly he turned me to face him

"tell me" he demanded! you're so dense kim myungsoo!!!

"i cant just tell you" i said, almost a whisper

"why? we used to be bestfriends" he said. that hurts~ used to be

"yeah. used to be" bae suzy stop your freakin' tears

"why do you keep making things harder?" he said. me? making things harder? ur completly insane kim myungsoo

"tch! me? maybe you!" i spat at him

"tell me!" he demanded again, holding onto my shoulders tighter. stupid kim myungsoo~!! you cant freakin' control me!!

"let go!" i shouted

"not unless you tell me!" he said

"then we can stay here for the rest of the day" i said, hoping he would let me go

" i dont mind" kim myungsoo! you stupid, dense myungsoo!!! you're giving me mixed signals here!!

"it hurts" i whispered, but unfortunately he heard me

"what hurts?" i can hear the worriedness on his voice, and he started scanning me if i got hurt anywhere

"here~" i pointed at my heart

"why?" he asked me seriously

"....." i cant answer him. but tears started to flow again! stupid tears~

"tell me~ who hurt you?" he said removing his grip on my shoulders and cupped my chin to make me look at him

"you dont need to know" suzy said as she removed myungsoo's hands on her

"why are you being like this?" myungsoo blurted

"what?" I looked up at him

"why are you avoding me?" he asked

"i'm not" i broke our eye contact and try to find a way to get away from him

"really??" myungsoo squinted his eyes at me and leaned closer, which caused me to step backwards

"y-ya!" i tried to push him away. but damn! he's so lean

"tell me what's bothering you?" 

"my...my f-foot... it hurts" stupid stutterings!

"tell me" gosh his tone is scary (a/n: and y :)) )

"go away" i said

"what?" he asked me quite shocked

"...." 

"tell me. what the hell is your problem?" he asked me with a threatening tone

"i..it's nothing, really" i reasoned. oh please kim myungsoo just go away!!!

"suzy... tell me... my patience is running low" he said.

"i---"

"will you just ing tell me what your problem is??!! you've been avoiding me for quite awhile now and i've had enough of it!!!!! i'm going crazy in thinking of what have i done to you!!!!" i admit, this is my first time seeing myungsoo like this. i mean, he was myungsoo the calm and quiet one. and this scene is quite scaring her

"tell me, please~" myungsoo softened alittle

"i'm hurting.. because of .... you" i felt my cheeks turn red! gosh! this is embarrassing~

"me?" he turns to me with his wide eyes O_O

"i.. i dont know.. ijust.. when jiyeon came, you spent half of your time with her rather than me... so maybe i think you dont like being with me.... maybe, i was a interupting the both of you.. so yeah" i cant believe i told him this

i was waiting for him to leave or even curse at me. i sighed, but then i heard him laughing. kim myungsoo, what the heck?

"w-what?" i asked quite embarrassed

" are you serious?" i know this would come.

i prepared myself to leave but when i was about to leave he held onto my wrist

"i'm sorry, it's just that you were avoiding me just because of that?.... that's really..."

annoying? burden? bothersome? childish? shallow? immature?

"...cute~" what?!!!

"ne??!!" O__O

"i was about to go crazy when you started avoiding me. it's a good thing it's nothing big" myungsoo smiled

"tss! yeah.. bye" i, once again, attempted to go but the unexpected happened. he hugged me

kim myungsoo freaking hugged me!!!!!! ><

"y-ya~!" i tried to let him go of him

" dont do it again okay? trust me next time and tell me your problems~" he said still hugging me

"your not getting the point" i mumbled

"no, your not! you were jealous... because of jiyeon. and i find that really cute. but, jiyeon is my cousin. dont tell it to anyone though." i was alittle dumbfounded there... jiyeon.. myungsoo.. cousin??

O__O

"w-what??" 

"i'm glad you're jealous" myungsoo looked straight to my eyes

"what's good about being jealous?" i rolled my eyes

"it means you like me. and i'm glad that you like me" i felt my cheeks burn for the upteenth time

"and i like you too" myungsoo said. and at that time i let him hugged him.

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