I went out of the school gates and as always i was going to to take one of my best friends to the train station. This was already an habit for me sence i did that almost every day as the school started this year. I didn't liked to know she was alone and after a couple of minutes i noticed one of my classmates running after us. 
She yelled for my friend and i turned around to see the other girl smiling and asking if we were going to the trian station.We nodded and she just went a long with us like a normal day, boring as always.. still there was a particularity.. my mom tried to call me 3 times. since i moved to korea, my father country, i missed canada a lot. My mother's on canada the place where i was born and where i lived all my life till now. My dad haves now other job that gives him more money here in south korea so we moved to here and i think is going to make 3 months now. My mom didn't wanted to come with us as my father told me.

-Flashback-

"Dad.." i paussed a little and thought clearly in everything i was about to say.
"hm? what is it sweetie?" he look at me with an questioning look on his face after putting the chopsticks down. "call me appa, we are in korea now." he smiled happily. i knew how much he missed this little country of his.
"hm.." i coughed some times forcedly looking down at the table and clean my throat before start talking again."Appa? hm, did you talked with mom already since we left seoul's airport and arrived here in korea?" i lanced my fingers nerveously about this fragile topic and rubbed my own hand with my fingers gently. He looked at me with eyes widen and then back to his plate, then said after putting some food on his mouth. "Ani-ya mi-ok."
I puffed my cheeks and sadly smiled a little trying to keep my tears from falling in that moment. "A-Appa.." i heard my voice cracking and swallowed to not let my voice fail again and suddently felt courage to look at him. "Dad, i miss her.." 
He stopped eating right away and pulled the food away cleaning his lips with the napkin next to him. "i know." he said firmly.
"I missed her like i never missed anything before." he his dried lips and lift his hands put againts his mouth starting to close his eyes very slowly.
"I-I__" He sighed heavily and i shuted up for some seconds.
The silence was a slayer, so i stared again.
"I miss Canada too." I said full of strenght on my words trying to affirm myself in front of my father and make him realise he had to hear me and tall about too but instead of that he just stayed in silence.
"Dad? Did you heard me? Did you heard what i__" He got up from the table and turned his back at me and seconds after that i did the same. 
"Appa! i'm talking to y__" 
"Fine." he interrupted me. "Fine mi-ok, fine. CAll your mother if you miss her that much." i could see he was hurted with what i said before but we needed this talk. This was the moment.
"But appa this is not only about mom. I miss Canada, i miss my friends and i miss Chanhee! Appa! Did you heard me?! i said i missed Chanhee!" I yelled as louder as i could feeling tears growing on my eyes. 
Chanhee's my newly discovered half brother. My mother had him before marrying my father and he only found some months ago. My parents are married for 17 years and my mother never told me about having a brother. My dad was in shock when he recevied the notice. The true is that i new chanhee from school and i had a crush on him. He was so kind and polite with me. Not like the other boyfriends i had before. Chanhee was a different kind of person from what i was used. he appeals to me a lot.
"Bwo? then you miss that boy..you don't miss your olther friends and miss that little bastard that ruined our family?!" he turned at me yelling and i could feel his anger, he looked at me full of hate and rancor he was really scaring me lifting his hand up in the air preparing to hit me but then suddently he put it down and and shaked his head. "Was this what you said Mi-ok!? My own daughter! What a shame.."
I was about to talk but he didn't left me.
"NO more talk. Go to your room. You will do as you want when school time end. It's your life, your responsibilities. I just brought you hear because i thought you are going to live better here. Nothing more but you're a grown up now am i nor right? as you want my child." then he just left not for his room. Left the house grabbing the keys and closing the door slowly. Next morning i heard him coming but at 5 a.m in the morning. All night drinking. He was a mess.

-Ends of the flashback-

I mom just left me with my dad .. Alone with him. But i can't blame her, all her life was on canada and she just stayed there. I still don't get it. Why did i came with my father. I didn't needed and i only noticed why so in the end of the next night when i went to my room i heard my my parents talking, i mean discusting about how things were going to be. My mom yelled at my dad saying she would come to get me out of korea and bring me back to canada next to her and my dad was just calm saying i was with him and i was only moving in the end of the school and if i wanted so.
My fater is really hurt. He always worked as hard as possible to give everything to my mother and i but things are not always as we want them to be, right? My mother didn't wanted to come with us not because of korea itself or leaving her life behind it was 'cause Chanhee's father died. He was living with his dad and my mother gives him money every month, now he didn't had nobody else. Just one aunt that can't take care of him.
I called my mother and asked her to tell me everything. I was sick of lies i can't handle this anymore. My parents had such a happy marriged how can this distroy everything they billed all this years toguether like this? I can't understand why. In that night she told me everything. The times she said she was going to be with her friends in the karaoke bars and actually was with her 'the others'. The times i asked her to take me to school and or just bring me back home because it was raining and she only said 'sorry my love i can't. ask dad sweet heart.' The times she said 'i already had dinner with my co-workers' when my father made us a great special dinner. How didn't i noticed this before? She was with them all the nights she was out. Why? i asked her. Why being with others? i'm her daughter too. But she just replied 'he was my son before you.'
What? he was here before and for that I DON'T MATTER ANYMORE. Of course she was there but my dad was the one who helped me study, gave me money, comforted me before the school tests/ activities/ shows.
As a women of course she understood me better so i never told my father about my crushes/boyfriends, my mother was there in that times but still.
I hung up and tried to sleep but i couldn't. Her words were stuck in my head. He was my son before you.

She disappointe me. 

-just a little introduction with maybe lots of mistakes.
This's just a part of Mi-ok's story~