Leeteuk POV

Sighing I put down the phone. I guess Jess knows now. If only he will apologize to her instead of just trying to ignore the pain.

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No one POV

(flashback)

"Hae?! What in the world are you doing?!' Eunhyuk shouted when he opened the door to his and Donghae's room.

He was shocked seeing red blood lines on Hae's wrist and seeing a knife on his other hand.

Quickly, he ran to him and grabbed the knife from Hae's hand.

Donghae burst into tears and lay down on his bed. 

"I don't want to live anymore Hyuk. Make the pain stop" He tried to say inbetween his sobs.

Eunhyuk still in shock, just stood there holding the knife.

"Hyukkie, Hae time for din...WHAT HAPPENED?! LEETEUK HYUNG COME QUICK!" screamed the maknae when he saw the situation.

''What Kyu?" 

"Look"

Leeteuk turned his head and was shock but nevertheless went to Donghae and hugged him.

"You know that only you can stop this nonsense right? I know you're in a lot of pain but so is Jess. But you know that you have something that Jess don't? Knowing that the other person still loves you and is willing to go back to you. Jess doesn't have that. She suffers everyday thinking that everything you gave her was a lie"

"But it's not.." he managed to choke out

"I know that and you know that. But does she?"

"But it hurts" he whispered in such a painful voice.

"I know I know but you can make it stop"

Silence filled the room

"Hyung I want to sleep"

"But your wrist..."

"I WANT TO SLEEP" He screamed in frustfration.

"Fine" he muttered

He hated seeing his dongsaeng like that. But what could he do?