Eunhyuk pov

Sitting down at the balcony, I looked at him. It's been a month and he still haven't cried in front of us. Aren't we brothers? A pang of hurt hit me when i realise he probablt doesn't trust us that much to tell us the truth. 

Suddenly he sighed while standing up and looking up into the sky

"Hyukkie"

"Hmm"

"Isn't the view wonderful"

"What do you mean?''

"The stars and the moon is so bright. I love the stars especially but it's a pity"

"What is?"

"The fact that they only come out when the moon does. It's like they love the moon so much and yet there is only one moon for them to share"

"Hae"

"Yea"

"You know that we're here for you right"

"I do Hyukkie, it's just...... I can't"

"Why?"

"I... Because you guys would hate me for my reason"

"No we wouldn't"

He turned around to look at me with sad eyes. "Yes you would.

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Jessica Pov

Sitting up from my bed, I looked up thinking.

Why couldn't god love me enough to make me stop hurting?

Why must he hurt me so badly when he told me he loved me.

cuz it was all a lie

No it wasn't 

Admit it. He never loved you. He just played with you.

No he didn't

Stupid conscience 

At least I don't cry over a guy who doesn't love me anymore.

Sighing I stood up and went to the hallway.

"Leeteuk oppa. Jessica's not getting better. She's crying more than ever and she is still refusing to eat.

Silence. Taeyeon is talking to Leeteuk oppa over the phone? Why? Does HE want to know how I'm doing when his probably having another girl in his arm?

"I don't care if Donghae oppa is suffering like her. I don't care if he screams at night. I don't care is he doesn't want to eat. I DON'T CARE"

He's what? NO it cannot be true. He initaited the break up why is he hurting? The break up... I shoudn't care about him already, so why is my heart hurting knowing he's in pain. I walked into my room not wanting to hear more but I was too late. Her next words scared me even more.

"He WHAT?! Tried to kill himself? Why?! Wasn't he the one that break up with her? That IDIOT!"

"He is NOT an idiot!"

"Jess" Taeyeon looked at me

OMO did I really said that aloud?

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Minnie happy birthday! (Its late but....)