6:30 AM December 31, 2012.

I sighed, Why did I always wake up so early? Today was going to be an endless day. I am still for several minutes my gaze glued on ceiling. I tried to concentrate on seeing what shapes I could find in the small bumps but my mind would not give up. His face took over my thoughts. My heart tightened, as if someone had plunged a knife through my chest. It was my fault too. I made his beautiful smile turn into a confused and broken frown. I made his bright eyes spill out tears. All because of me; I did not wish to do it. But I had to, because I was going to hurt him either way. I had broken up with him for a good reason. I refused to use his name, if I did I’d go back and I could not afford to go back. I took a deep breath and hauled myself out of bed. There was no going back now. Today was the beginning of the end.