~junhyung pov~

I just drive as I want, I don't know my destination, I don't have anywhere to go. I don't want to see my parents, I disappoint them, I think no parents will accept if they find out that their son are gay.. I don't know how to face them. I search through my phone for a hotel, from there I booked a ticket to japan.. I took a flight and stay at hokaido for a night.. The next morning I took a cab and have a walk at tokyo.. Eating ice cream at tokyo tower.. I love this feeling.. This is not my first time here.. I still remember how yoseob always complain on how we never have fun when we r at tokyo.. We only stay at hotel and only out for concert.. I wish that he is here with me.. So we can enjoy our ice cream together.. I was thinking of him until I realize the beautiful view infront of me.. I shove my hand in my pocket to get my phone.. I want to take a photo.. N because I am too careless my phone fall on the floor.. "Aishh" I groan n take my phone back.. Its look fine.. But.. It seems like I having problem when I press the screen.. Its not working well..

"Aahh.. Ottoke? How if sobie can't reach me? He will be worried.." I mumble to myself

when I reach at my hotel room.. I switch on my lappy and log into my twitter and write

-call me.. My phone are in problem-

I know he is there everyday..I believe he will read this.. I know he not be worrying now.. I check on my phone when I saw its beeping.. Its yoseob.. I smile brightly but my smile faded when I can't press the answer button..

"My phone really give me a problem.." I sigh as I knock my phone on the table..

"Ist ringing again.. " This time.. Luck r on my side.. My phone r back to normal..

"Hello.." "Junhyung!! Where r u now?"

"I'm at japan now.. Don't worry ok.. If u can't reach me.. That's mean my phone r broken.." I laugh

"arasseo.. U r away to avoid me.. I won't call anymore.. Just don't forget to update your twitter.. So I know that u r still alive.. That way.. I don't have to disturb u.." He laugh.. But I know he is sad..

"Nae.. I will.. Gotta go now.. Bye seob" I don't want to create more sad moment.. So I just hang up before he could say anything else.. I miss him.. I really miss him...

I laugh.. As I update my twit..

-people said.. When anything knocked twice.. It will back to normal-

The next day.. I take my lappy and have a walk around hokaido.. I stop to have breakfast at a cafe.. I do as yoseob say.. I keep updating my twitter.. N.. I don't know when.. I suddenly realize that my lappy r gone.. I don't remember where I lost it.. My mind are soo mess.. I can't think well.. after a few hour of trying.. Finally.. I manage to update my twit..

-please return back my laptop-

After a tiring day.. I sleep really well that night.. The next morning when I woke up.. It was 10am.. My alarm not working cause my phone are totally broken.. I go to a nearest mall to repair my phone.. But.. I saw kara poster everywhere.. Its now.. Kara are doing their concert..

"Will they let me in? I don't have ticket.."I think.. I was lucky when I saw kara's manager walking.. I was able to meet kara behind the stage..

"Hi.. U guys r really famous here.. " I greet them when they walking in..

"Hi.. U r alone? What happen? R u having a tour here too? Nichole ask.. I just nods as answer.. That's how I meet hara.. Before I leave.. I did change phone number wt them.. Finally.. Its been 13 days since I leave my dorm.. Its more than what I've promised..