~hyunseung pov~

I had a light headache due to my fever.. So.. I get an exception for our schedule today.. it was almost 2am but the others still don't home yet..

"Maybe they will spend the night there.. We had no schedule tomorrow anyway.. Maybe they will be home tomorrow morning" I think.. But I smile when I heard the sound of the door knob..

"They finally home.."I mumble as I hugs my pillow continue to sleep.. When our room's door open I heard something fall on the floor.. N I can see a figure try to stand up but fail.. I really know this figure.. N this smell.. This is a drunk junhyung..

"Junhyung aah~" I go to him and help him to his bed. His eyes was closed. I help him take off his jacket and pull a blanket on him.. I lay back on my place after make sure he is sleeping.. But.. After a few second.. He wake up throw up.. Thank god that he throw up on the floor not on the bed..

"R u ok?" I follow him when I saw he try to walk to the washroom.. He still drunk.. He wash his mouth and turn around to look at me..

"I'm a gay" he mumble as he hold my shoulder.. I gulp when I saw lust in his eyes.. Oh no.. I'm a troublemaker! He push me on bed.. Kissing me everywhere.. I try to stop him.. But I'm too weak cause I am sick.. But.. I don't even know if I want to stop him...

"Yoseob.. I miss u.." He said incoherently but I can hear it clearly.. This is wrong.. I push him hard to let go of myself but I fail.. Now he was hovering over me ripping my clothes one by one.. My tears start to flow.. My head feel so hurt.. My body start to sweat like hell..

"Junhyung.. Let me go please.. I am sick.. Please.. I'm begging u.. " I plead

"No.. If I let u go.. I will never get u again" he shout

"Junhyung.. Look at me.. I'm not yoseob.. Please.. Yoseob will be sad if he know this.."

"I don't care!! I don't want to think about him anymore.. I had a girlfriend now!! I don't care!!" He shout again.. Now he was taking off his own clothes

"Go to her then!! Don't do this to me!!" I yell

"No.. I don't want to hurt her.. I don't know what have I done.. But I know.. She was an unlucky girl choosen by me.. If I touch her.. I will make a bigger sin.. I already hurt her.. I don't want to make a bigger mistake.." He cried on my bare chest.. I can feel his tears.. I hugs him kissing his head..

"Let me forget this pain just for awhile will u???" He grab my hair kissing me roughly..

"I wish that I could take that pain from u junghung aah.." I stop to fight n let him have me.. my mind become soo blank when he keep mention yoseob's name.. I feel so sad.. So bad.. How could I do this to yoseob? I can't even think straight.. I cried a whole night.. I feel so bad..

~junhyung pov~

I gasp when I saw hyunseung are facing his to me.. I tried to remember what happen.. Then.. When I got back my memory.. I know what just happen.. N I know that he won't kill me.. I turn his body to face me n I could see his panda eyes.. I feel so bad..

"I'm sorry seung.. I'm really sorry.."I wipe his tears.. He still silent..

"U cried a whole night?" I cares his cheek.. I want him to talk.. Its ok if he yell at me.. Atleast I know that he hate me.. I don't want him ignoring me.. He is my closest friend..

"Its hurt.." That's all he could say before he cried again..

"I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.. I'm sorry.." I kneel on the bed and bow to him.. He suddenly stop me..

"Not to me.. U not hurting me.. But yoseob.. I feel so bad for him..

"What??" I look at him disbelieve

"what u gonna do now? U cheat on him.." He explain..

"How did u know? Did yoseob know that u found out about me n him?"

"he don't admit.." He simply answer..

"Ofcourse he won't.." I laugh..

"Yah! Ppalli go get shower.. They will be home soon.. Ppalli.. I don't want yoseob to found our bout this.." He kick me off the bed

"Nae nae.."I get my towel and off into the bathroom.. When I'm done.. I was shock to see yoseob infront of the door..

"What r u doing here?" I was shock by his sudden question..