~junhyung pov~

After that incident, he become the old him. The one that will wait for me at night, the one that always sneak on my bed to sleep with me, the one that always cheer me up when I cant do my work well. I sigh when I remember his words that day. “if u see me as a lil brother, let stay like that.. as long as u be by my side.. I will be happy even if u don’t love me like I love u” that words keep repeating in my mind. I don’t know if our love will make it, but I’m sure that’s a lot of trouble will come from our love. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. I pull my phone out from my pocket when I heard its ringing.

“junhyung.. are u still working? Its late already.. want me to hang out there with u? do u need anything? Should I bring something??” he asking me without giving me a second to answer

“no.. I think I just gonna spend the night here.. so.. no need to come.. just see u tomorrow.. don’t be late.. ill be waiting” I manage to answer after a dozen of question he throw to me.

“nae” he simply answer before hang up. I know that he is mad, but this is the best for us, we need to be separated. Maybe after a while, we gonna understand our true feeling. After working so hard finally I fall asleep with my head on the table and I waken by yoseob’s smile.

“seob.. ill finish all my work.. I wanna have a lil rest before comeback.. can i??” I ask as I rubs my eyes.

“ofcourse.. u need rest junhyung..go and rest at dorm..i will tell manager hyung that u need more rest.. I’m sure that he will have no problem with it..”

“no.. its not what I mean.. I mean.. I will be out from dorm about a week or more.. I wanna have enough rest before our comeback..”

“ohh.. that..” he paused. “ that.. u need to  tell manager hyung yourself.. Its not like I can give u a permission” he paste a fake smile and I don’t buy it.

“sure.. let me wash my face first and we gonna have breakfast ok?” I hold his shoulder

“I already had one.. its ok.. I need to buy some stuff .. so.. u just go on.. ill be back.. “he said and walk away but not too far before he turn around.

“theres your clothes.. go get change..” he point at the bag on the table and continue walking.

~yoseob pov~

I don’t know what did he think. Need some rest? Its not like he ever think to have one. Why now? Out of sudden.

“aisshh..” I groan and grab my coffee. I take a sip on my coffee and my mind keep thinking about earlier till I heard someone take a sit next to me. It was junhyung.

“u said that u already had your breakfast, why are u here?” he ask me. I put my drink and look at him before I ask him back

“is it the way u greet your lovely dongsaeng?”

“aww.. sorry babe..” i look at him in shock when he stand up and walk away. But he turn back and walk back at his place just like before.

“Hi babe..” he said then give a peck on my cheek before sitting on his chair. I look around worried that someone might saw us.

“what? Its wrong? Then tell me the right way to greet ‘my lovely dongsaeng’ .. kiss your lips?” he grinned

“junhyung.. how if someone saw us??” I ask but he just answer me with sigh then both of us remain silent till we finish our breakfast.

“I know that u are mad..” he tried to break the silent.

“no I’m not.. I just wonder.. why now? Why after u tell me that u love me? U found it a mistake?  U wanna run away from me?” I hold his hand.

“I think both of us need space.. space to think.. I love u.. I truly love u.. but.. do u think we can survive? When I kiss your cheek.. what did u do?  Turn around.. look if anybody watching.. I don’t know what to do now seob.. I need to clear my mind.. then we will figure out how we gonna be together” he cares my hand and smile widely to me. With that smile all my anger are gone. He got the point, I am the one to blame, he never seems to bother if anyone find out about us. I am the one that tell him that we need to stop, and that what he did. STOP. He just did what I want.