Boa's Final Entry

The alley. I am here again. I hear outcries. It’s from their victims. They’re unforgiving. They show no mercy. How people like them still live? Unfair judgment.

I start walking…still the same…dark as ever…I’m on my own. Then I stop…suddenly can’t move. I feel my ankle gets twisted. Ahhhh! My hands…they’re gone!

Laughter. It’s that devil’s scheme…together with his minions. Still not tired with gruesome killings. Tch. Makes me sick.

Hopeless. That’s what I am. Ever since that day, I don’t have any sanctuary. Death is my only option.

Then I’m back to reality. My eyes are half-lidded. The light is blinding me. Where am I?

A cry. The cry of my baby. I try to open my eyes and look for her. I want to cry. There she is. He’s holding her. No! Give her back to me. She’s my only family.

It’s getting blurry. I have no energy. The doctors are looking at her. My eyes close by their own. What will they do to her? I want to see you. My child. I’m your mother. Please don’t forget that.

Before I knew it, I’m in a different room. My body hurts a lot. I can’t take the pain. I’m screaming loud. The monster came. He just smirks at me. Help! Someone! I can’t do anything. I want to cry.

I’m left alone. Several days passes. I stay on the same bed…in the same room. My daughter. Where are you? I want to touch you…I want to kiss you. Give her back to me. Please…

How can life be so cruel?

My child…if you’re reading this. Get out from there. You’ll suffer if you won’t. I beg you. They’re miserable. Get away from them.

I’m sorry.

I’m sorry…I didn’t get the chance to feel you…to see even your smile.

But I need to end this life…I’m sorry…I can’t take it anymore…Please remember me. Your mother.

I can see a light at the far end of the alley. I’m about to reach it. I see him. Then I knew, I’m wrong about him. But it’s too late.

I’m sorry Jaejoong…but I love you.