tired,and letting go
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" LETTING GO DOESN'T MEAN GIVING UP, IT ONLY MEANS THAT ACCEPT THE FACT THAT SOMETING WEREN'T MEANT TO BE."
jaejoong's pov
it's been a month now since i last saw her face (byul), and im longging to hear her voice , but beside that i have a major problem
and its sandara park ,, she always annoy me to the point that i don't come to school cause she always waiting for me at the front gate , and it creeps me out the deal is already over, but she still keep following me
end of jaejoong's pov
the next day jaejoong saw byul and seven talking sweetly
jae's pov
it's hard to see both of them happy while me, im miserable, still crying, and because of that i became numb , that it actually kills me,
i want to ease this pain, to stop myself from crying like an idiot, damn i want to run away far from where they are,
God knows im giving up , and want to be me again, a careless guy who don't care about others, who only knows music
but i know it takes time to heal the pain, but i will try, i will try my best to forget,
and it will start today
(jaejoong knock on byul's office )
--- come in,, ohh what do you want??
jae-- i want to clear everything
byul-- go on
jae-- How can i walk away when i love you that much,
And accept the fact that we can only be friends?
can i just turn back the time, so this will never happened?
I don't really want to let you go
But I know I must;
The times that we are together . . .
the times that you always rejecterd me
but my heart still holding into you
i always remember the things that you says and the thing's that i've done
Yet sometimes we can't turn back time
We must walk away, and allow myself to heal.
I know one day i will be happy
And find the right girl for me
i realized things were better this way.
so im letting you go ,, ( then jae walked out )
mean while
dara is waiting for jae to arrived at the parcatice room
when she saw a note saying " i still love you and i will always do ---- jae"
dara don't know how to react she stay froze and confuse, all this time she thought jae already forget about her but she's wrong
dara's pov
" i still love you and i will always do ---- jae"
all this time i thought he already move on, i thought he already forgot, but im wrong,,,
and right now all i want to do is just run, i thought i can replace byul in his heart ,
i always try my best to make him laught, and stay by his side.
but its tiring waiting for a change of heart?????? maybe i still deny the fact that i already fallen deep in love to him,
and i think it's too complicated.
i was about to go when jae snatch the paper in my hand
jae-- why do you have this ?????
dara--- i-- g- (he didn't even let me finish)
jae-- can you just stop meddling in my business, please, i don't need you, and im tired of you always on my way ,, do i really look pitiful??? that's why your here ,, damn dara i don't need your sympathy , why are you doing this???? ,
dara-- i don't pity you and i never did, and do you really want to know why i did all this thing ,, gosh your too numb jae ,,, !!!! i like you ,,,
i like you to the point that i forgot to eat and it's quite funny how i lose with this damn feeling but you know what i realized that loving you is so tiring cause you don't see what other's trying to do just to make you happy,, so thank you and i promised to not appear in front of you ever again. and a pics of advice " LETTING GO DOESN'T MEAN GIVING UP, IT MEANS ACCEPTING THE FACT THAT SOMETING WEREN'T MEANT TO BE." keep that in mind
--- SORRY FOR A SHORT UD
-but thanks any way
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sorry for errors .
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