dara was now busy with her  school papers when jae came to her handling his notes

jae-- hey do my research paper i need it tonight 

dara-- i can't im too busy can you find somebody else please just for this time

jae-- sorry but your my slave so you should do what i said 

dara-- can't you understand ,??? 

jae-- i need it tonight ,,

(then he walked away)

dara--aigooooo!!! it's partly your falt dara(talking to her self) if you didn't let your angery take  you you wouldn't be in this situations

tskkkkkkkkkk 

dara finish all her paper works late and there's only few people left in the library 

dara-- ohh it's already evening ,, hmmp maybe im at  home if that jerk didn't bother me ..

she arranged  her things and walked out  the library when she  saw seven 

dara-- ajjussi !! what you doing here???

seven-- nothing, you

dara-- ohh i finished some papers 

seven-- are you going home i can drop you 

dara-- thanks but can you wait for me at the parking lot i have to go somewhere 

seven-- ok hurry

dara was on her way to dbsq practice room when she saw jaejoong with prof. byul talking and got shocked whem jae suddenly kiss byul 

byul-- what did you do that??

jae-- i like  you too much that it's hurting me, i bought this long time ago, and  now im ready to give it to you please accept it

byul-- jaejoongshi !!! im your teacher

(but it's too late for byul to react cause jae is already gone )

meanwhile

dara dind't know what to do or what to say she just walk and walk didn't know that she is already in front of their house 

she is still confused , maybe because its not approprite for a professor to date a student

and other mystery is why she is feeling something painful in her chest

she suddenly felt tears running to her eyes , as she lay down and close her eyes praying to know what's happening to her

NEXT day

dara is  seating  at garden  when she saw jaejoong and byul walking, there's a sudden emotions the she didn't understand

before

kim jaejoong is waiting for byul in the parking lot and after a minute she arrived 

jaejoong smile and approach her but byul only says " follow me"

at byul office

byul- i want to give this back to you. 

jae-- wae??

byul -- because it's not right 

jae-- what?? 

byul-- let me be clear i only see you as a child, so stop what you doing i don't what you go here or near me anymore if it's not a school matter ,

jae-- child??? tsk i love you and that true ,, but can you see im a man and not a child  who need guidance , 

byul-- stop this nonsense jae,, 

jae-- how can i ??? i tried so hard to stop this feeling of mine , and keep my distance but  i always found myself beside you ,, don't     worry i will wait until the day that you will learn to love me

byul-- that will never happened cause i will  never like you.  i will never like someone who act as if he knows love , who is so childish like you,, your just a student, a child and i will never see you as man,  

jae-- im young ?? but thats not an excuse to know love, and i know what i felt i am the only one who can tell if it is love. i don't want to say this but i can't let you go that easy ,

byul -- ok your pushing me, i don't like you from the start , you who so into his self!! please jae, i already love someone else and he is greater than you and more deserving, so please stop acting like this ,,  , your selfish guy, who do what he want without thinking the outcomes of his action, your not worth my love i want someone who is more mature, who have a work, and older than me , who can make me feel a woman ,, and im sorry but that will never be you.

jaejoong immediately run after byul said that.

dara saw him she happily waved but jaejoong ignore her ,, when she grab his hand dara saw a tears in his face, she was about to asked what happened when jae turn  and walked away,  then the rain suddenly pour so she decided to chase jae

jae pov

I love you so very much,
Even thou at times I do things that hurt,
I try so hard to hope that you always see me as a man
you don’t know How much you being in my life means to me,

Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing 
I mess up,
now that you know how much I love you , your response would be “ I LOVE YOU TOO” but im wrong
So I hope that you listen and see the pain in my eyes,  I love you byul so much that I will be keep on waiting for you ,

jae is walking in the rain ,, feeling lost and empty ,, everything's byul says keep on repeating on his head ,, when suddenly someone full and hugged him

dara-- i know it hurts, but it will be more painful if you keep it to yourself, maybe im just a girl who don't know anything about love but im a person too and i don't like seeing the almighty kim jaejoong crying over a girl .

jae-- don't talk like you know everything , cause you don't have a clue so stop talking like that,

dara-- maybe i don't know everything but i know one thing and that is your hurting and badly needed someone to listen to

 jae-- hahaha needed someone and that supposed to be you ... don't joke around cause even if your the last person on earth i will never seek your help 

dara—sorry jae, but im your slave, and a slave would never  abandoned her master especially in times like this

jae--- so let’s end it , let’s stop the ing deal and get lost

dara-- miane jaejoong ahh i will go where ever you go i will not leave you alone until you reach your home

jae—aist……….!!!!

dara was walking behind jaejoong  she knows that he wants to be alone ,, they were wet , but didn't mind it ,, 

dara's pov

My heart feels like it was torn in two,
Why can't I just be with you?
it’s the first time I see you in  tear, 
I want to hold you in my arms, and rest in my shoulder maybe the tears will stop
I want to keep you safe from harm. And I want to see you smile
Im  acting  like things are all okay,
But I really want to run away cause it’s hard seeing you crying
 but I act like things are all alright,
I cry more tears than I can count;
Why won't you just love me maybe you will be more happy ,
I tell myself these things
But I don't think that will happened

 

:)  ^  - ^