Destiny's Choice

Destiny's Choice

"I missed you."

I snorted.
"You must be kidding. Do I look like a fool to you?"

"What did I do wrong? You were the one who left!"

"But, Kim Soohyun shi, wasn't you the one who made me left?"

He stared at me sightlessly with blank expressions on his face. It's unbelievable that he
had forgotten. I wish I was the same. I wish I could forget it as easily. Those painful
memories.
I snorted again.

"I don't understand." 

"You never do.. You didn't understand my feelings. You didn't understand our relationship."

"What are you talking about?"

-flashback-

As I stepped out of the ladies', someone pulled my arm and pushed me to the wall.

"Taecyeon shi? What do you want?"

"Why won't you just leave him?"

"Why must I? I love him and he loves me."

He snorted. 
"Soohyun? Love you? You're joking. You really believe what he says?"

"Ne, I believe him. Unlike other guys, Soohyun oppa have something called integrity."

"Are you out of your mind? Do you know how many girls he dated? He's a playboy."

"Say what you want. I know he's not like that."

"Tch. Up to you then."

-end of flashback-

"It must be Taecyeon. He made up things about me right?"

"You know, I'm the type who believes what people say behind my back rather than what
they say infront of me."

-another flashback-

As I was walking towards the table from the washroom, I heard Taecyeon and Soohyun
having a conversation. I hid behind the wall, eavesdropping. 

"Yah. That Suzy...met a lot of guys before. She must be chased by many. You're not
really dating her, are you?"

What is he doing? Is he trying to break the two of us? Soohyun oppa...really loves me
right? 

I thought, as I waited for Soohyun to answer him.

"Are you crazy? Why would I date someone like her? Suzy... is just a fan of mine."

I could feel my heart shattered into pieces. It was as if someone had stabbed me from
the back. I could feel the numbness throughout my body. I fell to the floor as everything
around me became so blur. Tears flowed from my eyes like a waterfall.

-end of flashback-

I've never felt that much pain before. I guess I was just stupid. To have trusted you. To
have trusted your sweet candylicious words.

"Do you know how pathetic I felt? Crying all alone. I wanted to die, but I couldn't. 
Because I was afraid that I wouldn't see you again."

"Suzy ah.. What I said to Taecyeon was not true.. Jeongmal mianhe.. Please give me
another chance."

"Ani. It was my fault. I fell for you too easily. But.. I'm out of the hole now."

"So you're saying.. you don't love me anymore..?"

"What a waste.. If you had found me earlier, I think my heart would still be opened then.
However, it's shut tightly now."

"You're gonna leave just like that?"

"It's better for us to go our own separate ways. It's over anyway, right?"

"No. It's not over for me."

I hesitated.
"We'll forget each other, without lingering attachments nor regrets. I won't cry like a fool
anymore.. because of you.. So help me, let's end it here."

"But.."

 I stood up to cut you off. And you stood as well.

"If we ever run into each other again, let's not ignore each other ne? I will surely give
you a smile. I'll be going now."

"Wait!"

I turned.

"Can I have a last hug?"

He walked towards me and gave me a hug. I wish we could stay like that forever. If
only you didn't do what you did. If only I wasn't hurt like this. The hug broke. We have to
move on.

I smiled.
"Goodbye."

As I walked away from you with heavy steps, drops of tears fell from my eyes. I stopped,
got a hold of myself and wiped the tears. I turned to give you a smile and continued 
walking. 

I don't know if we will meet again. But if fate is not on our side, there is nothing we can
do but to just accept it. However, I long to see you again. Someday. Because I know that
deep down, this is not what I really wanted.

2 Years Later

It was just a typical Sunday, the day I always get out of my house to have a walk around.
I was at a bookstore near my house, browsing through the books on display.

"Suzy?"

I turned as I heard my name. Wondering where that voice came from. And what I saw 
right infront of me, left me dumbfounded. Tears began to form in my eyes.

"Soohyun shi?"

 

THE END. :)

 

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