It's Cold.

Description

I can't feel anything. Even now, I can't understand the word 'happiness' - what does it feel like, to laugh, to smile, to be happy?

Lately, I've been paying attention to the world. People are laughing, despite this harsh winter; which I don't seem to feel.

I keep repeating this question - What does it feel like, to laugh, or to cry? Do I confuse you?

Before you came, I didn't bother about these emotions. I was a sadist, in a way. I didn't think much. I didn't care for people.

I still don't.

I still don't feel anything even after you've immersed yourself in my life months ago.

Should I have thanked you? Should I have smiled?

But how do you smile? Do you have to be happy before your lips automatically curl upwards?

Should I have cried for you?

You said that crying could mean either joy or sadness. Without knowing, I cry too.

But I don't feel anything.

I feel... cold.

Just as I've always been.


x The Cast x

 

Kwon Narae

 

Kim Myungsoo

 

 


 

Foreword

I told you I was incurable. What you see is what you get - Like it, or leave it.

Yet you persisted.

Now look at what you are - dead.

I told you to leave me alone.

Because, if you come close to me, your heart might catch a cold too.


" I’m the only one who’s cold. Even when I wrap my body with blankets
It’s too cold. Even when I throw myself into someone else’s arms
Because my heart has a hole, even though I try to cover it,
the wind keeps escaping.

Though spring visits flatteringly,
I stand on the edge of fall.
My memories have stopped at winter.
I’ve locked up my warmness.
Inside the chapped skin of my dry heart
.
My memories are trapped in the frozen river.
They hold on to me, and don’t let go of my hands.
Ever since I learned about the cold separation,
spring, when flowers bloom, have never come again.
To me, cherry blossoms bloom like snowflakes. It’s cold here.
To me, the sunshine only hits me like a blizzard.
I’m the only one who’s cold.
Whatever I touch, they all become frozen.
I’m afraid that I might hold your hands. "

-Epik High ft Lee Hi "It's Cold"


A/N:

hello there. c:

I decided to post this oneshot idea because I've been having writer's block for my other stories..

anyway, I present to you, my first L oneshot c:

I got this idea from Epik High's It's Cold.

Warning : this fic contains a lot of angst, and a dash of romance - just a dash.

Also, note the character profiles - The photos are extremely contrasting. It's my intention to put it that way. c:

Thanks for checking this out. I hope I won't disappoint.

hwaiting! ♥

jjangqueen
Poster credits to rainbowshadow! I haven't credited her yet, I will when I update c: such a lovely poster isn't it? ❤

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cleopzlurve
#1
Chapter 1: This is really sad, i would have cried but i did not.. because i'm cold too. LOL just kidding. this is heart-breakingly beautiful, Myungsoo.. you are <3
shaz_is_in
#2
Chapter 1: Why Myungsoo died ;A; If any Infinite members died it would make me overemotional T_T This story is nice chingu-ya
MissCrayon #3
Chapter 1: Omg lovely. This story is so good! :) I didn't really cry so hard like the Daehyun oneshot, but it still moved me to tears. Myungsoo is just so omgggggg. <3 so sweet! Really sad that he died T__T
Laymontae
#4
Chapter 1: My tears won't stop falling. She was cold and myungsoo didn't mind. he was always there, right by her side.... aww~~

my tears won't stop falling! ur awesome author-nim! <3
contradictor
#5
Chapter 1: update please~
_PrincessJade16
#6
Chapter 1: I can't-- OTL
BLOCKBSWAG
#7
Chapter 1: this story is so beautiful omg you so zzang at writing and i
♥_♥
continha_troll #8
Love the new update, author-nim, keep writing, neh? ^^
MissCrayon #9
Subscribing to this. Your angst writing skills never fail to amaze me. :) Anticipating what is to come, and what it takes for my dear tears to fall.
P.S I read your 'Dancing In The Rain' the second time, and my tears still free flowed. Lovely. :)