I woke up in a warm bed with about 5 heaters around me. I sat up and rubbed my eyes. What happened? All I remembered was looking at my phone and me in the cold snow. I then realized I weren't in my own clothes, I was in someone elses. I wiped the sweat from my forehead and turned off all the heaters, it was getting too hot.

 

Did Kai come to get me? But this wasn't Kai's room at all nor was it mine. The shirt on me was way to big and baggy, Kai never really liked shirts like this on him. I swallowed as I remembered what happened, Kai had left me out in the cold. I grabbed my phone and I realized I didn't have it with me.

 

Was it still in the snowy park!? I got up from the bed but I regretted it instantly, my head started to throb and I sat back down. I tried to think of how I felt but .... I felt empty or frozen but not in the cold kind of way. I heard foot steps outside the door and I braced myself just in case I needed to defend myself from some crazy psychopath.

 

Instead a friendly looking man walked inside, I blinked at him.

 

"Hi." The man said with a such deep voice that I was shocked.

 

"Hi." I replied timidly.

 

"My name is Chanyeol." Chanyeol said and smiled softly.

 

"I'm .... I'm Kyungsoo."

 

"I guess your wondering why your here, we'll um ... I found you in the snow ..... in the morning well .... not really in the morning." Chanyeol tried to explain.

 

I smiled.

 

"Its fine. I fell into the snow and you helped me." I said.

 

"Yeah." Chanyeol replied smiling also. "Here."

 

Chanyeol handed me my phone. I took it and I thanked him.

 

"I-I didn't look through it."

 

"Its not like I have anything important in here." I muttered.

 

I flipped through my pictures. Most of them was couple pictures of me and Kai, I deleted them all.

 

"Is that your boyfriend?" Chanyeol asked.

 

"He used to be." I said quietly.

 

"What happened?"

 

I looked at Chanyeol.

 

"I'm sorry, you must think I'm very nosy." Chanyeol said.

 

"No, its fine. I want to let it out anyways." I replied.

 

Chanyeol moved the heaters into the corner of the room and he sat on he bed beside me.

 

"He's ..... my ... my boyfriend, he's not good at keeping his promises." I sighed deeply. "He told me to meet him in the park but ..... he never showed up and when I called him ... he was ... he w-was ... hewaswithsomeoneelse."

 

Right then I burst into tears. I covered my face with my hands and I shook violently. I then felt soft big arms wrap around me and I couldn't help but feel so secure in the strangers' arms. I sobbed loudly.

 

"Why does it have to be me?" I asked between my cries.

 

"Shhh." Chanyeol said soothingly while he my hair.

 

I could still feel the emptiness inside of me and I wanted someone to fill it. 

 

                                                                                       ~

 

I sat beside Kyungsoo as he fell asleep with a tear stained face. Suddenly Kyungsoo's phone screen lit up. I picked up the phone. It was Kai, I scoffed. He had balls to call. I decided whether I wanted to answer and give Kai a piece of my mind or not.

 

I declined the call and deleted it from the history. What Kyungsoo doesn't know wont hurt him. I set it down and made a bed on the ground for me to sleep on.

 

                                                                                        ~

 

I woke up to the snoring of Chanyeol. I slowly got into a sitting position and rubbed my eyes. I bet they were puffy. I finally noticed my clothes folded up on a desk in the room, I got up and crept over the sleeping Chanyeol and to my clothes. I looked back to Chanyeol and made sure he was asleep before I stripped and put on my own clothes.

 

I grabbed my jacket that was hanging on the wall and put it over my shoulders. I softly let out a breath and grabbed my phone. Nobody had called or texted, maybe Kai hasn't even realized I've been gone. I felt someone poke my knee, I looked down and saw a bedraggled Chanyeol.

 

"Yes?" I said.

 

"You look much better, do you want me to send you home?" Chanyeol replied.

 

I shook my head.

 

"No, let me send you. I don't want you walking home in the cold." 

 

"Alright then, if you insist." 

 

Chanyeol got ready in a minute and the next thing I knew we were in Chanyeol's car. I told Chanyeol my address and we were on our way. 

 

"Is that him?" Chanyeol asks.

 

I looked up from my lap and saw Kai at my door step. I didn't know what to do.

 

"Yeah! Urm ... uh ... go to the back please." I said quickly.

 

Chanyeol looked at me and nodded. He drove to the back of my house and I quietly came out the car. I had mixed feelings, should I go talk to Kai? Should I not? It was driving me insane. I unlocked my back door and walked inside with Chanyeol following me from behind for some reason.

 

I heard Kai knock on the front door. I stood in the middle of the room trying to decide what I should do. 

 

"Do you want to stay with me for alittle while?" Chanyeol asks softly.

 

"Yeah." I say without thinking. "Wait ...... what?"

 

But Chanyeol is already going outside. I might as well go over Chanyeol's house for awhile. I go to my room and gather my clothes and toothbrush, I stuff all of it into my backpack and hurry out to Chanyeol's car.

 

"Ready to go?" Chanyeol asks. 

 

"...... Yes." I replied.

 

But truthfully ..... I'll never be ready.

 

                                                                            ~

 

It's been a week since I went back to my house, for the whole time I've spent it having so much fun with Chanyeol. 

 

"Chanyeol!" I called happily.

 

"Yeah?" Chanyeol said looking up at me.

 

"Lets go ice skating!" I suggested pulling his arm.

 

Chanyeol chuckles softly and gets up. 

 

"Alright, lets go." 

 

When we get to the ice skating rink theres not alot of people but thats fine with me. We rent our skates and im so excited, I've always asked Kai to go with me but he always refused saying he at skating. I put on my skates and wait for Chanyeol to get ready.

 

"Are you ready?" I asked.

 

Chanyeol nods and tries to walk with his skates.

 

"Cmon, its not that hard." I say and I reach out my hand to him.

 

Chanyeol takes my hand tightly and we walk together to the rink. I start to smile as we hit ice.

 

"Im just going to go slow." Chanyeol says scared.

 

Kai would have never showed he was scared but it didn't matter because Chanyeol isn't Kai. I smiled.

 

"I just want to go around once and I'll come back for you." I replied.

 

Chanyeol nods and holds onto the wall. I chuckle and then im off. I sighed loudly as the wind flies through my short hair. I loved to skate in the winter time, it always made me feel so free. I suddenly go alittle faster and I do a small flip, which makes me smile as I do it so perfectly.

 

When I make it back to Chanyeol his eyes are wide and staring.

 

"You should be a skater." Chanyeol says.

 

"No thanks." I said and shook my head. 

 

"Your really good then." 

 

I laugh alittle and I take Chanyeol's hand.

 

"I'll go slowly." I say softly.

 

I see Chanyeol take a gulp and he nods. We spend hours at the rink and I feel alittle sad when we leave. 

 

"Are you hungry?" I asked.

 

"Yes!" Chanyeol says.

 

I couldn't help but laugh.

 

"Alright, when we get back I'll make you my special dish." I replied.

 

Chanyeol looks at me with excited eyes and he gives a small jump, I smile and softly pinch his cheeks. On our way back Chanyeol keeps on asking what dish it was and I always told him it would be a secret, soon he gave up and he started to ask the ingredients.

 

I just shook my head and laughed as he pouted. When we got to the house Chanyeol immediately got out the car and grabbed my hand to pull me inside the house quicker. I softly pushed Chanyeol out the kitchen and I playfully threatened to lock him inside his room.

 

                                                                                  ~

 

I sat in the living room as Kyungsoo cooked in the kitchen and I couldn't help but smile to myself. Saving Kyungsoo was the second best thing in the world to me. I checked my home phone to see if anyone has called but there was no one, I sighed softly. 

 

I my T.V and decided to watch some. I couldn't help but think of the times I had with Kyungsoo and how I knew they were going treasures. I felt my heart beat flutter and I was baffled. Did I have feelings for Kyungsoo?  No ... I couldn't.

 

                                                                                   ~

 

"Im done!" I called to Chanyeol.

 

I had made my famous kimchi spaghetti and I already set the table and Chanyeol quickly walked over.

 

"Wha! It looks so good!" Chanyeol exclaims and sits at the table.

 

"Im glad you like it." I said smiling.

 

I sat across Chanyeol.

 

"Eat well!" I said and started to grab food.

 

"Yes." Chanyeol replies.

 

"I hope you like it." I said softly.

 

Kai always loved my cooking, I smiled sadly. I actually missed Kai alot but now I had Chanyeol, not that I liked him like that ... or do I? I mentally shook my head  and continued to eat.

 

"Its good." Chanyeol says his mouth stuffed.

 

I looked at him and laughed.

 

"Swallow it first." I replied covering my mouth and laughing.

 

Chanyeol nodded and swallowed his food. As we finished eating I began to clean up the table.

 

"I'll help you." Chanyeol suggests and starts to put away the plates.

 

"Only if you want to." 

 

I wrap up the food and I grab the spaghetti sauce just then Chanyeol bumps into me and the sauce spills all over me.

 

"Oh! Im so sorry!" Chanyeol says and grabs tissues to wipe my shirt.

 

"Its okay, its just an accident." I replied.

 

I walk to the bathroom and sit on the toilet as I wipe the sauce off and throw it into the trash. Chanyeol comes in and helps. I look up at Chanyeol and our eyes meet. Im speechless and I never noticed how brown Chanyeol's eyes are. Chanyeol leans forward and kisses me on the lips.

 

Im first shocked but then I start to relax. I close my eyes slowly and melt into the kiss.

 

                                                                              ~

 

Baekhyun.

 

I pull away quickly from Kyungsoo and I stand up.

 

"Im sorry, I shouldn't have done that .... I .... I have a boyfriend." I say quickly. "S-sorry for bumping into you."

 

I leave the bathroom quickly. I run a hand through my hair. Baekhyun. My boyfriend. Hes studying in China right now and im here kissing another guy. I shake my head and go to my bedroom. 

 

                                                                               ~

 

Im shocked and I feel so hurt. I don't know why, its not like I liked Chanyeol in that .... way. Im lying to myself of course I liked Chanyeol in that kind of way. I take a gulp. I never even knew Chanyeol was already taken. My heart hurts. I slowly get up and leave the bathroom. 

 

I go to Chanyeol's bedroom and hes there but Chanyeol is under his blankets. I go over to my backpack and change my clothes to my other outfit. I go back to the kitchen and finish cleaning up. I turn off the lights and slip into Chanyeol's bed.

 

"Good night." I said softly.

 

"................. Good night." Chanyeol replies.

 

I wait hours till Chanyeol is sleeping peacefully. I get up into a sitting position and I look at Chanyeol on the ground. I felt like such a huge burden. I felt my throat close up and I smacked myself to stop me from crying. I swallow and get up, I gather my things and write a note on Chanyeol's pillow.

 

I look at Chanyeol for the final time. I don't want to cause Chanyeol's boyfriend the same pain I've felt. I walk to the door and open it.

 

"K-Kyungsoo." 

 

I turned around. Chanyeol was still asleep, he must be sleep talking. I bite my bottom lip to keep from crying out loud, that was probably the last time I would hear my name out of his lips. I looked at the ground and left.

 

                                                                          ~

 

I woke up and stretched. I suddenly remembered that I kissed Kyungsoo and I quickly sat up. 

 

"Hey, Kyungso-" I cut off as I saw a empty made bed.

 

I got up and saw a note on the bed that said "Chanyeol". I grabbed it and opened the flap. I dropped the note as I read it. I suddenly felt so sad. I took a gulp. Its a good thing he left .... He was distracting me .... No matter how many times I told myself that, I just couldn't believe it. 

 

I colided against the wall and slide down onto the floor, the note was open beside me.

 

I think its time for me to leave - Do Kyungsoo