Oh my god! What have I gotten myself into? Thoughts alike these are rushing trough my head as I’m standing in one of all the bathrooms in the school. Waterdropplets are running down my cheeks, falling back into the sink below as I take a deep breath to calm myself down.

    After the first lesson of the day that new boy, Donghae, had asked me out of all the people in this school to help him around and show him the school. I guess he was totally unaware of the looks, my so called classmates, were throwing his way as he asked me those simple words. As soon as he entered the door of this school he would be destroyed by the ‘gay boy’. This is what everyone thought. Everyone. And i got to suffer for someething That wasn’t my choise yet again.

    As soosn as Donghae had said those words I had ran away from the place in a miserable atempt of giving him a second chanse to choose better friends. Hell, everyone in this school would be better for him than me. It would all be so much easier if he didn’t have such a big impact om me.

    Those sining eyes of him that could easily be mistaken for the eyes of a lost puppy; those plum lips of his through all the words he speak with his soft and beautiful voice came. It would be so much easier if he wasn’t so adorable and cute, reminding me of a little boy at times, living in a world where no such things as problems excisted. It woul be som much easier if he didn’t follow me around and try to search for me after I left him after that lesson. I had had to hide in so many different places that i had lost count over the time. It was like if he was a puppy, I was his beloved owner. It felt like he could read me, like i was like an open book for him.

    It would all be so much easier if i hadn’t fallen for him.

    I take some papertowels from the stack beside the sink and dry of my face that i had splashed with cold water. I could feel my face getting back slowly to it’s normal temperature, not like these temperatures whenever I even thought about the new kid. Oh god, this kid. What is he doing to me? I reach for my glasses that i put aside so i would nt get them wet and put them back where they belong on my nose. This is going to be a long day.

    I pack up my stuff and head out of the bathroom to the little café near the schools library. I guess i have to accept that i won’t get to eat anything else than a sandwish or something alike in the small café today. At least i can buy something to eat later today as well at the same time so i won’t starve to death. I can see the last students making their way to the schools cafeteria or, as me, to a café nearby.

    I sight in relief as i enter the small, cosy café, the smell of freshly made coffee and sweet cakes welcoming me. I have not been here before but if what I’ve heard in the corridors is true, the employers are really kind and if you come here often they will ask how you are and how your day was so far. I’ve also heard that if you want to be alone this is a good place to come to clear your mind. So here I am, running away from a new student, to a cosy café.

    ‘’ Well hello there’’ a lady greets me from behind the disk containig all the sweet stuff you could think about. I answer here with a faint hello but I’m sure she heard me or at least saw my lips form the word.

    ‘’ What would you like, young man?’’ she asks me. I look inside the disk and chooses a sandwish for now and one that i will pack with me for later. At the same time i order a coffee for my self and looks at all the pieces of cakes they had on display. They even had one with loads of strawberries on. I guess one piece won’t hurt, right?

    ‘’ Would you like anything else, young man? ‘’ the same lady asks me as she founds me looking at the cakes.

    ‘’ Can I have a piece of this cake please?’’ i ask and point at the one with strawberries.

    ‘’ Of course’’ she answers and takes a piece for me and ut the plate right beside the rest of my order.

    After I had paid for my order I found myself a quiet and empty table near the window and sat down. I might as well get some school work done while I am here. I took a sip of my coffee and pulled forth my books and notes. I heard the bell of the shop tingle but paid no more attention to it. After all it was most likely just another customer.

    ‘’ Hi, mom’’ i heard a boy say but because i sat with my back facing the counter I did not pay any further attention to it.

    ‘’ Hi, Hae baby. How was your first day at school?’’ I heard the lady behind the counter answer. Wait...first day at school? Wasn’t the school I went to the only one in this area? So that means he went to my school. And Hae baby..no..it can’t be...it can’t ne a nickname for Donghae...can it?

    My curiosity got to the better side of me and I put down my cup of coffee and slowly turned my head to look towards the counter. I could see the back of a boy leaning on the counter while talking to the lady behind it. It had to be him who talked.

    ‘’ It’s okay so far, mom’’ the boy answered. That voice...oh no! This is not good. Not good at all. It he sees me here I can’t run away from him. Not infront of his mother. But I just arrived here as well so I can’t just leave now either, can I?

    I guess my wish for a calm and good day was not heard.

    The boy and his mother had continued to talk and i almost got a panic attack when I saw him shifting to look around the café. Oh  god, kill me. Anything, just don’t let him see me.

Cliffhanger XD

Okay, first. I’m so sorryyyyy that i haven’t updated in ages :( I haven’t had the best time with my mom and have had no inspiration what so ever. I have been sick for a week to so I haven’t really had the energy either to write something. And on the top of that ….i’m moving....twice....like...my parents are divorced and they both think it’s a good idea to move at the same time....so i will still be moving this month at least....maby even in june....:( so i won’t have that much time to write either....:(

second: i hope this chapter don’t dissapoint you. i tried to write something to come over my writers block but i’m not sure if i’m happy with how it turned out...

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