' Kyu ? ' The Sound Echoed Around The Room , It Was Silent , The Only Sound He's Hearing Now Is Silent Breathing , Machines Beeping And His Heart Beating . He Was Nervous Because It Was The First Time He Visited Him There , He Sat At The Edge Of The Bed , He Held His Dongsaengs Cold Hand , And All The Painful Memory From The Past 3 Days Came Rushing Back To His Mind Once Again.

 

It Was 19th Of April 2007 , He Was Waiting for His Hyungs to come Back  After The Recording , He Was With Donghae  That Time , Hae Was Waiting For His Boyfriend , The Strawberry Guy , He Was Jealous  With Them Because The Two Never Felt Awkward With The Presence Of Each Other , He Wish Him And Kyu Was Like That , Freely Hugging Each Other In Public , Saying Cheeky Lines To Each Other Yet Never Feeling Shy. Hae Broke The Silence.

 

" Why Are You Still Up ? " Hae Woke Him From His Thoughts.

" Nothing , I Cant Sleep. " He Was Lying.

" I Bet You're Waiting For Kyu. "

" Am I That Obvious "

" C'mon Hyung You Can Never Hide Something From Me. "

 

" Aisshh . . I Wish I Can Just Spill Everything to Him. "

" If I Were You , I Confessed To Him A Long Time Ago . "

I Dont Know , It's Just -- , I Cant Find The Right Words And Courage ,

I'm Afraid He'll Just Laugh And Reject Me. "

" Don't Be Too Afraid  To Try Hyung , Try It Later , Besides He's With Hyukkie When Going Home. "

" Sure , I'll Try Later. "

 

There Was An Awkward Silence , Sungmin Opened the Television To Break It ,

 They Were Shocked To Hear Their Groups Name , It  Was About a Car Accident On The News.

They Thought It Was Just A TV Prank.

When The Victims Was Named  They Panicked , '  Lee Teuk , Eun Hyuk , Shin Dong . '

 

He Was Confused , One Special Name Was Not Called , At First He Thought That Kyu Was Safe But His Thought Faded

When The News Caster Continued ' The Most Injured , Super Juniors Kyu Hyun-Ssi. ' He Panicked He Felt His Heart Wanted To Burst , He Felt His Eyes Warm , It Was Full Of Tears , It Was Puffy And Red From Preventing His Tears To flow.

 

Before He Burst Out To Tears , He Convinced His Self  That It Was Just A Prank , That Thought Was Washed With Tears When The Hospital Called , They Were Looking For Close Friends Of Kyu Hyun , He Answered It.

 

" Yoboseyo ? "

 

"Ne, Annyeong , This Is The Hospital Kyu Hyun Was Rushed To. "

 

"Ne , This Is Lee Sungmin Im His Friend , Waeyo ?"

 

" I Just Want To Inform You That He And His Fellow Members Were Involved In a Car Accident Just Minutes Ago. "

 

" Ne , Continue. "

 

" His Ribs Crashed To His Lungs That Is Why He Had a Trouble Breathing , --- "

 

Sungmin Felt His Eyes Watering Up Again. " When Can We Visit Him ? "

 

" You Can Visit Him Tomorrow , His Fellow Members Were Injured Too, BUT He Was The Most Injured , I'm Afraid He'd Fallen Into a Coma , He Only Have 20% Chance Of Living. "  The Doctor Said In A Husky Voice.

 

" Ne, *sniff* Kamsa , Please Do Everything You Can . " Sungmiin Hung Up First.

 

Sungmin Felt That Half Of His Heart Died , He Finally Have The Courage To Tell Kyuhyun How He Felt Then This ? He Don't Know IF He Could Still Continue His Life , He Don't Know If He Could At least Smile For His Fans , He Don't Know If The Word Happy Still Exists In His Vocabulary , He Don't Know If One Band-aid Can Hold His Heart Into Whole Again , He Don't Know IF Words Can Still Explain What He Felt After Hearing What The Doctor Said About The Only Person Who Inspires Him ,All He Knows Is That He's Broken , He's Sad , He's Crying , He's Afraid , Afraid If He Can Still See That Evil smirk He Fell In love With , Afraid If He Can Still Hear That Sweet Words That Melted His Heart , Afraid If He Can Still Feel That Barrier Of Protection Kyu Made Him Feel With One Warm Hug , Afraid That He Would'n't Feel That Soft Lips Brushing Against His Forehead Every Night For A Long Time , And He's Afraid That His Life Is Falling Apart Because Of One Accident.

 

For The Next 3 Days He Didn't Visit him , He Wanted To Be The Last Member To Visit Him , Because He Was Nervous , He Was Afraid If He Could Prevent Himself From Crying, 

Hae Was With Hyuk Again , He Could Feel The Sweetness Between The 2 Just By Looking At Them Hug.

Kangin Hyung Was With Their Umma Again , KAngin Was As Afraid As He Is , Kangin IS Afraid If He Can Still Hug Teukie , Afraid If He Could Still continue His life.

Shindong And Nari Was Dating And Going Out Again , He Was Jealous, Scared , Scared If He And Kyu Can Be Like That Soon.

 

He Was Gonna Visit Him The Next Day , He Got Ready The Night Before , He Cried His Eyes Out So He Could Not Cry anymore , That Morning He Prayed To God To Never Take His Kyu Away From Him , He Told God How Grateful He Is To Meet Kyuhyun , How He Felt Dead  When He Heard The News , And How He Will Do Anything To Save His Love One .

 

His Thought Was Stopped When He Felt A Tight Grip Holding His Hands , He Remembered He Was In The Hospital , He Panicked , He wanted To Scream , He Wanted To Call For Help , But When He Was About To Run Outside the Room To Find A Doctor , he stopped When The Grip Got Tighter , He Felt That It Was Giving A Message To stay , So He Talked To Him.

 

" kyu~ , I Miss You , I Miss Your Voice , I Miss Your Arms Wrapping Around My Waist , I Miss your Sweet Peck On My Cheek And On My Forehead , I Miss The Tantrums You Make when you Lose In the Game , I Miss Those Sweet Yet Evil Smirk Of Yours , I Miss Your Pranks , I Miss Your Sincere Stare In my Eyes , You Don't Know  How I Felt Dead After Hearing The News , I Miss Your Evil Stares , I Miss Your Sweet Voice That Melted My Heart, I Miss Everything About You, I Miss The Times That We Almost Shared , I Miss The Love That Was Almost There , I Wish You Could Just Wake Up, I Wish I Could Spend More Time With You , I Need You , NO ! I Love You. There I Said IT , I Wish You Could Just Sit Up And Tell Me Your Response , I Wish You'll Treat Me Like Before , If You'll Reject Me , It's Fine , I'll Accept It , Just Don't Change , I Don't Want To Lose The Kyuhyun I Fell In Love With. " His Eyes Were Closed , He Felt Warm Liquid Flowing In his Cheeks , The Tight Grip That Was Holding JHis Hand Was Loosened , He Cried So Much More, His Whole Body Shake When He Felt A Finger Wiping His Tears , He Opened His Eyes.

 

" Ming ?! " He Froze , He Felt His Heart Beating Fast And Slow At The Same Time , He Heard That Voice Again , The Voice That Melted Him , He Felt Tears Rolling Down His Cheeks.

" Kyu , You're Awake , Mmm.. Did You Hear Everything I've Just Said Earlier ? " He Was Scratching His Head From Embarrassment.

" Down To The Last Letter. " Kyuhyun Was Giggling While Saying That.

" Hyung , I Miss You Too , I Don't Care If They're Saying You're Girly , I Don't Care If They Call You Gay For Liking The Color Pink , I Don't Care If They Bash Me As Long as You're Safe. I Dont Care If I Have Machines Around Me To Keep Me Alive , Because I'll Be Hurt More If I'll Just Let This Moment Pass Without Saying This , I Don't Care What Anyone Says , I Don't Care Because I Love You , I Love How You Pout If I Get Angry When I Lose , I Love How You Cheer Me When Playing , I Love How You Curse The Screen When I Lose. ----- " Kyu Was Rudely Interrupted.

 

" It's Like Your Love Is Circling Around Me And Starcraft , Now , Choose , Me Or The Game ? "

 

" Hyung , You Know That Starcraft Is My One Love ------ " Again Interrupted , But Now He Heard Silent Sobs From His Hyung.

" Why Don't You Let Me Finish First ? , I Can Live Without The One I Love , But Now Tell Me Can A Human Being Live Without His Life ? "

' There's That Cheeky Line Again ' Sungmin Said To Himself.

 

Sungmin Is Crying Heavily Now , Kyu Pulled Him Closer , Sungmin Pulled Away But Kyu Is Stronger He Landed a Soft Kiss On Sungmins Lips , He Let His Hyung Hug Him , But Sungmin Was Afraid That He'll Just Let Kyuhyun feel More Hurt . 

Kyuhyun Spoke . " Hyung , Broken Ribs Are Much Better Than Broken Heart , I Want To Feel Your Hug Again Ming. "

When Sungmin Hugged Kyuhyun , He Felt His Dongsaengs Heart Is Beating In A Slow Pace Now , Kyuhyun Is Already Fast Asleep. " It Must Be The Effect Of The Medicine That Was Injected To Him." Sungmin Said.

They Slept While Hugging And The Day Passed Like That , Very Simple But It's One Of The Best And Memorable Day For The New-Born OTP Couple ' KYUMIN '