TWELVE: "Let Me Hold You Tonight"

I run for the nearest ferry terminal with all my might, looking everywhere for TaeYeon, i know i'm a horrible person, She doesn't deserve so does SooYeon, its my fault but I want to be happy, but  SooYeon suffers because of me and then I dragged TaeYeon in this mess, and I'm selfish for having both of them, but now TaeYeon is my priority and where the hell she is. I looked again desperately until God hear my prayers,  I found her at the small pantry, looking down with all her luggage beside her seat. I went to her and slammed my fist on the table that made her jolted up from her place

She looked at me with her watery almond shape eyes, trying to keep herself away from crying in front of me but she can't help and just ending up crying harder instead

I went to her side and pulled her to my arms and patted her back with comfort, I got her things and held her hand as we both exited from the terminal, As we are far enough from the ferry, I faced her and put my hands in each of her shoulders

"I love you and seeing you cry is the least thing i want to see." I said between her soft sobs

"I won't hurt you again, Sorry. I'm just shocked." I continued as she stay still silent

"Oppa, but SooYeon...." She said as she tried to free herself from my tight hug

"Shhhsss...You're my priority." I assured to her

“No, Let’s go back to Seoul.” she said after i freed her from my warm embrace

She turned her back to me and slowly walk away, I already made up my mind, that I fight for her and now she’s acting like a loser already 

Then the rain pours as my eyes water too. Now I felt what I did to SooYeon, is this my karma from breaking SooYeon’s heart, Breaking my heart into pieces by her own sister

“TaeYeon, Babe, I know I’m a jerk last night, but I choose you. I choose us. I just felt guilty seeing SooYeon, seeing how hurt she is, but it never past on my mind to give up on you. Please don’t leave me. Don’t give up on me.” I pleaded to her

She slowly turn to me, still tearing but with now a smile as she run to me and give me a hug that i’ll gladly accepts

“JiYong-ah, Mianhe, I almost gave up. I almost let go of your love to me. Mianhe.” She apologized as she hugged me tighter and i did too

“It’s not your fault. Don’t cry.” I consoled her as I gave her a kiss on top of her head

“Let’s go back to our villa. You smell…” i said as i wrapped her around my arms and lead the way back into the villa

TaeYeon’s POV

I just finished