ELEVEN: "Gone With The Wind"

SooYeon’s POV

I would lie if I say I’m okay, and in fact I’m drowning of the pain inside me. Like my life is standing at the end of the cliff, ready to jump just for me to end everything, why in such a young age, I already felt this kind of betrayal and pain, and the worse thing is the people I have faith with is the ones that cause this but good thing there is still an angel in this hell

I was laying beside the man who’s there beside me all this time, he cuddled me closer to him that made me smile despite the sadness that I feel, I looked up to see how peaceful he is while asleep. I know by now, he has a chance with me but what I want is to be fully recover, my heart, I want to put it back to pieces so I can be give it whole to him, but it needs time and I know he would understand.

I closed my eyes and last night was nightmare turn into a wonderful dream

“JiYong is here…. “I said to him as my tears kept on running down to my cheeks

I saw how his eyes show fears, and I don’t know what fears is it. I was about to ball myself again hugging my knees when I felt two strong arms pulled me up and caged me in his arms, my knees become jelly, I felt weak, it was like all the emotions are running in my mind and heart, first I was devastated seeing my first love and now I felt light when I was embrace with the most capable man in the world

I just cried my heart out, I buried all my worries to him even just a short time, I felt secured and most I felt love. After minutes of consoling me, we parted ways and we rested our forehead against each other

“You know, my mom said to me that if you waltz with someone under the moonlight, you surely end up together…” he said seriously as he started to drag me into a sweet sway

I looked at him in the eyes and I’m drowning with his longing gaze

“I will wait for you SooYeon… I will win your heart and I will prove to you that I’m the one. “he said as we stop and he carried me in bridal style, he carried back to the villa, I hooked my arms around his neck, our gazes are still lock to each other, then we reach to my room, he opened the door and closed it by kicking it slowly

He placed me in my bed, and sat beside me, he fix the cringes that was mess up in my forehead, he puts the blanket over me and before he leaves he gives me a kiss on the cheek

“Goodnight. Sleep tight.” He said when he was about to close the lamp beside my bed

“Neh.” I answered shortly while watching his retreating back

Then I grabbed all my courage and spoke before I regret not saying it

“Seu…SeungHyun… I mean… Op…Oppa…” I stuttered as I sat up on my bed

He slowly turned his back to faced me “Yes, do you need anything?” he asked

Again our gazes are lock to each other and it took me seconds to comprehend what to say

“Well, if it’s not too much to ask, would? Would…” I hesitated to continue

He leaned in the door frame while placing his arms across his chest, as I saw a smirk formed in his handsome face, I know he knows what am I going to ask, he just wants to hear it from me exactly