My Dear, My Beloved, My Regret, My So-In

Characters: Seo So-In (You), Lu Han

I was always his comfort zone whenever his girlfriend made him upset. He never tried to understand me and view it from my view. Or was he just afraid to do so…? Oh god in the Heavens, let me live… just being by his side is already enough…

My greatest regret was losing her. I showed her no love; there was only lust and convenientness. If I could go back in time, I would have done everything for her. I hurt her more than I was hurt by Hye Rin. If I could go back to that time, I wouldn’t have acted the way I did and lose her…

So-In

“Loving you hurts more than dying…”

Lu Han

“I am the world’s most stupid fool… I didn’t realize what I love, until it’s gone.”

She loves him…

She can’t live without him…

She wants to possess him...

“Hey… Do you believe me if I told you I love you from the bottom of my heart…?”

…

“Is this a lame joke? Ahaha… I have a girlfriend.” I continued to look at him and he was laughing… My heart was crushed and felt tears well up in my eyes and then looked down onto the ground.

“Ahaha…” I awkwardly laughed out and then gave the most awkward, fake smile. “Y-yea… ahaha… I-it was a joke…” I croaked out and slightly punch his chest.

“See you soon…” He said while putting on his shoes and opened the door looking back at me smiling.

I smiled. “Take Care…” He leaves and closes the door. “…and good bye…”