So...where is this leading to?
ProfessionalI stepped out of my room and the next thing I know, Seungho oppa and I were already disguised
and we were having coffee at starbucks.talk about awkward.No,I have nothing against him.But
eventhough I like him a lot,mostly as a brother who watches over me,sometimes,it's hard to
figure him out.I mean does he have something against Joon?.Even if he has,why? I mean Joon
and him are on the same team right? MBLAQ forever I meant.Don't tell me that all these years
they never liked each other cause that just sounds crazy and irrational."So,aren't you gonna say
something?" Seungho oppa disturbed my train of thought."ohh....should there be something to
say?" I said while sipping my hot coffee.To be honest,I have no idea what I'm trying to say.I feel
so lost right now.What does he want me to say?."Well,I just figured that you could start about
your relationship with Joon.." he said in a cool voice.I cringed at his statement."What about me
and Joon?" I asked trying to sound normal."Is he good to you?" he asked like an ex
boyfriend."err..yea he is." I answered too quickly.Where is this leading too?? I'm soo confused."I
hope your telling me the truth." he said to me like a father talking to a child."Sorry,but,can I ask
you a question?" I asked in curiosty."anything" he answered calmly." "Why did you take me out
here? I mean,can you tell me your full intention?" I asked."I wanted to talk to you.I mean,I never
had the chance to do so eversince you stepped into our dorm.Just a normal chat like friends." he
answered while meeting my eyes and smiled."Okay,I'm fine with it.but does our little chat have
something to do with Joon?" I asked,raising an eyebrow."Listen,I know Joon much more than
you do.It's obvious that you like him but you should be careful.I'm not saying he's bad or
anything.He's a good guy,he listens to my instructions and do as I tell him to do.But when it
comes to girls,it's a whole different story." He said while choosing the correct words to
say.When I didn't answered,he went on."Your a very smart girl,Hyuna.I know you are." He said
while saying ,my name soft enough for me to hear,knowing that there are people around."So,I
don't think you would should be with him in that way.." he trailed off his sentence.It took some
time for me to digest what Seungho oppa said.After the long pause,I finally answered."Thanks
for the advice.I'll be sure to use it." And that's how I end my chat with seungho oppa for that evening.
We went home while walking the busy streets of Seoul.Thinking back about 4minute just makes
me have a mixed of feelings.angry,sad,surprise and a little confusion here and there.I still dont
get it.When we finally reached th dorm,Seungho oppa opened the door for me like a gentlemen
and I stepped into the house,waiting to see Joon.Why,you ask?no reason.My heart just wants to see him.
Joon's POV
Right away I saw her angelic face walk into the house.It's only been an hour and a half
but I missed her already.Is this what it feels to fall in love?I wonder.All this time I made
fun of romance movies and overromantic poems,But somehow I take back what I said."Hi
Joon" she said right away in her familiar voice of hers."Hey" I said,trying to sound not
excited."Joon,can we have a talk for a minute?" Seungho hyung came into the
scene."uh,sure" I replied reluctantly.I saw hyuna's face and I couldn't figure out her
expression.As if she was expecting seungho hyung to ask that question.Anyways,...what did they talk about for an hour and a half?
Hyuna's POV
As Joon followed Seungho oppa silently to the balcony.I felt like I knew what questions
Seungho oppa was gonna ask.Why is he so interested in whats going on between Joon
and I anyway?.I mean I understand that he has the right to know.but the way he's trying
to figure out is completely strange to me.Its like he needs to know so badly.But why?
Joon's POV
"So,Hyuna and you are going steady?"he asked in curiosity."We're just friends" I said,trying not
to stammer."Good try,it's not fooling me Joon." he said,not meeting my eyes."What do you want
to know?" I exhaled in tiredness."Why Hyuna?" he said it much more like a statement than a
question."What do you mean?" I asked,trying a different approach."Joon,stop hiding it.I'm asking
an easy question.Tell me in 10 words or less." he said,looking at me."I love her" I blurted out the
words right away."Are you sure?" Seungho hyung asked in a tense voice like he was about to
explode any minute."Yes" I answered in confirmation."Joon,you think you love her.but you
don't.Just stop this fling before you hurt her even further." he said with tense eyes."You don't get
it!it's not a fling!I really love her.I know it sounds crazy but I do.I swear I would never do anything
to hurt her.If I do I'll never forgive myself for it.I know you're worried because of how I was during
our debut and all.I admit,I did bad things and you were there for me.You straightened me up from
this spoil brat who got everything anyone wanted to a grateful person and I'll always thank you
for that.But I promise you I'm not letting you down anymore.Please,have faith in me."I answered
in an honest tone full of emotion.I really do love Kim Hyuna and theres nothing I could do about
it.It's her.She's the One.This is not a fling,It's true love.
Hyuna's POV
I sat there at the couch just waiting for their little conversation to end.I hope they didn't had a
fight or something.Then I saw Seungho hyung opened the sliding door of the balcony and walk
towards his room.He looked at me with a blank expression and walk into his room.What
happened?."hey,missed me?" Joon's voice startled me like a ghost."Yeah,very much." I said in
honesty."So what happened?What did Seungho oppa asked you about?" I asked,wanting to
know.He sat down next to me and put his right arm around my neck."Nothing much though.He
just wants me to make the right choices." he answered in a cool voice."Okay..." I asked in
confusion."You know Hyuna,since MBLAQ's first debut,Seungho was always forever looking out
for me.Like an older brother.You know how I am back then.Rebellious and always wanted to be
right.He made me realize the wrongdoings I did.I'm always thankful of him for that." he said while
looking away."Oh...so..?" I asked waiting for an answer.he looked at me and finally said,"He
didn't want me to use you,you know.like a toy.So he adviced me about it.But I told him that I'm
madly in love with you and that I'm making the right choice.He finally understood.so,he's not
gonna question about us anytime soon" He answered in satisfaction."You told him you love
me?" I asked in surprise."Yeah.Why?Are you mad?" he said,teasing me while tucking a strand of my hair behing my ear."No,I'm not." I told him finally.After that,we both just sat there and talk to
each other like theres no tomorrow.
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