Confusions
ProfessionalI was quiet in the bus.I didn't say a word.Joon didn't say
anything either.And there I was,confused over what I just
read on the local magazine...why did seung sung sunbae-
nim did the "just me" mv without me?did he planned all of
this all along?So many unanswered questions are driving
me crazy.I was so frustrated and dissapointed over what
happened.If any of the 4minute members knew about this a
long time ago?why didn't they tell me about it?I thought
we're all in this together...I thought we were
"sisters"....well,thats what I thought...now I'm questioning
my silly existence in 4minute..was I even meant to be in
4minute?I have no idea anymore..then the bus stopped at
the bus stop near MBLAQ's dorm and we both got off.we
went walking silently to the lift without saying a word.what
was there even to say or talk about at this moment anyway?
then we reached the dorm and and Joon took out the keys
and opened the door.oh,then I realised the rest of the
MBLAQ members were back from their interview."yo
guys!so how was Lotte World??huh?huh?tell me how was
it?!" Mir asked us in a very exciting voice."It was fun" I
said,faking a smile."you don't look like you had fun"
Seungho asked me while taking off his jacket."She's really
tired.typical you know,out whole day and stuff.but she had
fun" Joon answered for me."yeah,Joon is right.hey,I'm
gonna go to my room now so uh talk to you guys later" I
told everyone.then I went to my room and lock the door.
Joon's POV
I knew what hyuna is going through that time so I needed to
keep myself quiet about this and don't let any of the MBLAQ
members to know."hey,Joon,you know anything on why
hyuna is very sad?" G.O hyung asked me."No,I don't" I
answered unconfidently."Stop acting Joon,you were with
her all day and that's all you gotta say?" seungho hyung
asked me in a hard tone."Look,whatever.if you don't wanna
believe me than that's fine.It's no big deal for me.excuse
me," I told everyone and I went into my room and locked it.
Hyuna's POV
I was in tears...I just,I couldn't believe everything.This world
is full of lies...gotjimal(lies)...I took out my phone and
started dialing ji hyun unnie's number.then it went to a
mailbox telling me I have insufficient credit to make a
call.! I swear I was so mad! No credit at a time like
this?! I threw my phone at the wall and watched it break into
half.I couldn't care anymore.Then I suddenly thought to
myself.since they just released the "just me" MV,I wonder
how the video would look like.Come to think of it I haven't
been on the internet since I got here.I wonder if they have a
computer or a laptop around here.I took out a tissue and
wipe my tears away and took out a rubber band and tie my
hair into a ponytail.I picked up my broken blackberry and
put into my bag.Then I went out of my room.
Seungho's POV
I'm still wondering why hyuna is so sad earlier.I just
couldn't left the responsibilty to Joon.That boy couldn't
even look after himself.what more hyuna?There's some
secret Joon is hiding and he's not telling me or the other
members of MBLAQ.Joon has never been like this
before.He's always telling us every single secret he
knows.Up until now at least.
Mir's POV
Seriously,theres something wrong between Joon hyung and
hyuna.What happened anyway when they were at Lotte
World?I've never seen Joon hyung so bummed out like that
before.Man,it must be a huge thing huh?I thought to
myself.Then I saw Hyuna coming out of her room.her eyes
were red and swollen and it looked like she had been
crying.I was about to ask her why but then I saw something
strange happened.She knocked on Joon's door and joon let
her in.OMG,are they in a relationship or something?!! my
jaw dropped.
Hyuna's POV
"Hey,I'm sorry if I'm disturbing you" I told Joon."It's okay.So
you want to talk?" Joon asked me.before I could say
anything he went on."Have you been crying?" he asked
me."oh.no,just an eye infection.haha,been having it since I
was a little girl.." I tried to lie.but he looked like he didn't
bought what I said.then I broke down and cried."Hey,are
you okay?!" Joon asked me in a worried tone."I'm just so
confuse about what I read at the magazine shop earlier.and,I
was about to ask you,do you have a laptop or computer
somewhere?" I asked him."Sure I have a laptop.wait,your
not gonna check out that "just me" MV are you?cause if you
are I'm advicing you to don't do it" He adviced me."
Please,I'm curious to see" I told him."*sighs* okay" He said
and he hand me his laptop.I went on youtube and type in
"4minute just me mv" and there it was.they posted it at the
4minuteofficial channel.our channel.then I clicked it.The
opening was good since the song had and upbeat
rhythm.They filmed it at a club with cool DJ's and all.then
went my turn was on,I almost died.I can't believe what I
saw.They canceled my part and went on jiyoon unnie's
part.without hesitation,Joon closed the laptop and pulled it
away from me."I think that was enough." He told me."I can't
believe it"I muttered under my breath."hey,theres must be
an explanation right?" Joon said trying to make me feel
beter.I just kept quiet."Wanna go out tonight?" He asked
me."out?where?I'm tired.I have to say no.I'm sorry.thanks
anyways.I said before leaving his room."hyuna,If you
change your mind,don't hesitate to ask me" he said
smiling."Thanks..." I told him and I smiled back.
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