Wednesday, May 18, 2011 7:07pm

I lost everything! Heartbeat and the journal/diary thing, and I honestly don't know how that happened. MAN! I feel like not doing this journal thing at all any more but I know for a fact I would regret. Sure I haven’t been on it for a while. A really long time actually but I’ll start to? I don't know!. The one thing that's bothering me is the journal. I started it on the December of 9^th grade and lots of things had happened since then and now I’m starting to get this feeling that I’m going to forget everything until then, well at least the little small details I typed up. It really . I also find it kinda weird that Rafa's version of Heartbeat was also deleted first and I thought the chances of mine deleting were really slim. Ha look what happened now.

Maybe it was supposed to happen? It's almost like we never even wrote Heartbeat up, like it never existed. It's really annoying too cause I actually wrote my best in opinion in that story. At the same time my regret of not being able to finish it has been erased . Since it's not here anymore it's like I never wrote so I don't feel that guilty.

What I wised though was to know the ending to it. Rafa and I made it up so the ending could be about anything but to me it's almost like Heartbeat is it's own book, were I found somewhere and then lost it stopping around a unfinished page. I would like to know if they ever escaped the island. Or what ever happened to Violet and the others and what were the reaction's of the parents.

Well besides this, I unfortunately had another bad luck. The accident just so happened to be on Friday the 13. The talent show was after school and I really didn't I’d go until I got a call, got the permission (not at first) and I was there sitting on the 3^rd row. That is until after the 15 mint break, when we lost our seats to these freshmen and Aden ( :P ) made us sit on the 2^nd row. Rafa and I said it was a bad idea but she didn't believe it and said she would be able to take better pictures from there. So we finally gave in and sat in the 2^nd row.

Towards the end of the show, the last act actually was where it went all.....crazy. I mean really crazy. It was some band that went up and just like any concerts people stood up and started nodding to the music. Like head going up and down, hair everywhere kinda nod. The kids all ran towards the stage to touch or I don't know what they were doing actually but they all ran towards the stage. Then the lead singer decided he wanted to crowd surf ( again there barley was a crowd ) so he did and he didn't get that far just a few feet away from the stage. Then towards the end of there routine the guitarist decided to crowd surf too. As longs as he didn't come near my side of the stage or row I didn't care all to much. Well lucky us he did and fell on top of me and Rafa. His feet some how collided with Rafa's face and she got 3 scratches on her right? Or left arm. His head was on my stomach and I was touching his hair but out of know where I felt sudden pain through my thigh and pinky so I dropped him and his head landed near my foot. He wasn't moving and people by then were crowding around us. This guy even asked me if I was okay but I didn't answer him out of shock. Then he stood up laughed and everybody laughed along with him and well....it was like it never happened. Now I didn't think this would happen to me at a talent show. I don't know if this could be considered a concert (there was barley any people there) but whatever that was....it was a first. I guess Rafa's right ( Only this once....) when she says we have a story to tell now. Oh and get this Aden barley took any pictures! And did she get hurt? Yes, she bit her lip.