I checked Myungsoo's Facebook Profile and clicked his DP. He's so effin handsome, has the cutest smile and he is just simply PERFECT! >/////< Can you just be mine... please? <3

I kissed the screen of my laptop imagining that I was kissing him and then checked out the 'Online Friends' and saw that he's online. Everytime he's online, I always type on the chatbox "I'm so in love with you! Can you just be mine?" or maybe like this one "Do you love me? 'Cause I'm so freakin madly in love with you!". I type all this cheesy lines but always end up erasing it 'cause I don't wanna let him know that I love him....Ever....maybe? :'(

Myungsoo and I knew each other ever since we were still in grade school and now that we are in our 4th year of high school, fortunately.... we are still schoolmates. Tsss. Destiny! Aishhh.

*next day

I saw Myungsoo with Jessica, the Queenka of our school, eating together in cafeteria. I ate my food while staring at them from afar. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.

*sigh

I imagined that I'm the one who's eating with Myungsoo right now instead of her. Myungsoo seems so happy whenever he's with Jessica. :'<

After they ate, they went to the library to review some lessons.

Both Myungsoo and Jessica are in class A. Meaning, they are both geniuses. I sighed. How am I suppose to make Myungsoo like me if I don't got the brains? the beauty? and the guts to confess my feelings to him? Unlike Jessica, she got all. All the traits that every boy wanted.

I kept on staring at them secretly....until Myungsoo's eye's landed to where I was and his lips smiled. O.O

His smile made me hyperventilate, blushed, filled my empty stomach with this wonderful butterflies...and.....and it made my heart beats like it's going crazy.

I immediately covered my face with a book and bit my lips. OH MY! He looked at me again after a long long years.

All day long, I just stalked Myungsoo. After our class, I went home and opened again my facebook and saw that he's online. Again, I did my daily routine. This time, I typed all I wanted to say to him.

"I love you.....so much that I would rather choose death than losing you. Wae~? Why is it has to be Jessica? The Queenka of our school? Why not choose me instead? You know what ever since I met you, my heart started to beat only for you. Even though you always snob me way back in our grade school, I still loved you. I'm such a pabo right? Geez. What do you have that made me love you? Aigoooo!~ My head hurts! Please, please just love me. :'<"

I was about to erase my message when.......I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED 'ENTER' INSTEAD OF 'BACKSPACE'.

Oh sh*t. I'm dead.

*panic mode!

OMG! What am I gonna do? ! Seriously! I'm such a pabo!!!!

I saw that Myungsoo was already typing! Omegad.. What am I supposed to do?

a) kill myself?

b) kill myself.

c) kill myself...

d) all of the above.

Seriously? I immediately logged out my facebook and ended my life.

Just kidding.

It's has been 2 days...2 days of being absent in class. I didn't opened my facebook ever since the incident. I just locked myself in my room and sleep.

I'm so embarassed. How am I suppose to face him now? Aigooo~ PABO! PABO! PABO!!! Aishhh.

*knock. Someone knocked at the door and opened it.

"Wae?~" I asked.

"Someone's here." 

"Who?"

"Myungsoo?..I think?"

I was startled as to what my unnie said. Omo...What is he doing here? Is he gonna reject my confession? 

"Tell him I'm not here please....!" I begged. She made a weird face and asked "Why?" 

"Just tell him!" I begged once more and pushed her. She went down and told Myungsoo that I'm not here. Woah...That was close. I saw Myungsoo went out of our house and drove his car from my window.

"knock knock." 

I turned around as my unnie entered my room. She sat on my bed. She made a weird, funny and happy face that intrigue me.

"He came here to asked if you have read his message to you in facebook." she said and smiled.

He came here to only ask if I have read his message? Is that message really important?

"Here." my sister said and handed over my laptop. Okay, moment of truth! I logged in my facebook and saw that I have a message. I clicked it and read it together with my unnie.

From Myungsoo

You know what, Jessica is so important to me. I love her. I love her very much. Actually she's my...

I stopped reading. He doesn't love me. :'< I stood up. I lay down to my bed and burried my face to my pillow.

"Actually, she's my sister so don't be jealous whenever you see me frequently with Jessica. She's my twin araso? You know what, I love you!. I love you that I would also rather choose death than losing you. I'm so happy that you have finally confessed your true feelings and by the way, I'd like to clarify, I didn't snob you way back in our grade school...I'm just shy talking to my crush. :"> SInce we already know what we feel to each other, can you be my girlfriend? But if your answer is no, I'd be willing to wait for the day that you'll say yes to me. I love you very much." my unnie dictated Myungsoo's message for me.

O.O I was shocked at first and then tears began to form from my eyes. 

And from that day onwards, Myungsoo and I became lovers.