DARA POV

Tomorrow is our second anniversary but she's not here with me. I still cant find her. It has been 5 months. Where are u going Chaerin? Are u fine? I'm standing on the sand while staring and watching the sea waves. Our life are same like this beach. Sometimes calm but no one can predict what will happen on the next future. We cant do anything when the waves hit the sand violently. I know sometimes its gonna rain but I never expect I'm still facing a heavy rain in my life for over 1 year. Although its very painful, I had to move on. I read again the words that was written on the small paper. Simple but its really painful to take. Lerroux giving me this before I'm leaving his office on the day Chaerin shoking the whole Korea with her grand opening gallery 3 months ago. Stop looking for me. Proof to me that u are happy without me. Happy Betrothal. -CL- I close my eyes as i finish reading the letters. She give this to Lerroux before she leaving. She knows that I'm going to looking for her there thats why she go before I can reach her. She know the news will spreading over Korea about her gallery. She act fast than anybody. Leaving France after 10 minutes in ceremony.

I'm staring at the sea again and took my deep breath. Chaerin...I'm here. At the place that u choose for our first anniversary. Jeju Island. I'm here to celebrate our second anniversary even though I had to celebrate it alone. And the first year of our separation. I miss u so much. U ask me to stop looking for u. I did. Not because I'm giving up but because I hold onto Lerroux and Dong Ryung words. U will come back to me cuz I know U still love me. Your gallery show me evrything Boo. I'm missing u. U will come back right? I felt all my tears keep running down my face. What will it take to make u come back? Give me a chance Chaerin to start all over again. Chance for me to love u right. I know I cant stand the day without u. Please stop run and hide. I promise I wont hurt u anymore. I know its a lie what u keep inside. This is not what u want it to be. U still in love with me Chaerin. Dont leave me crying. If u think I'm fine without u it just aint true. I really need u in my life . I promise I will waiting for u if this is the last thing i can do. I wait for u even if it had to take the rest of my life.

CL POV

I play the song over and over again in my ear using my earphone. I love this song. Its seem telling my whole story. Crying http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNzcu-DgZlU. Sitting on the park alone while listening to this song my mind is all about her.  There's no day I cant forget her. The feeling is still strong inside me.I miss her but I cant do nothing. This is my first time experience love and hurt. If only I know love will hurt like this I will not make myself falling. I close my eyes while focus on the lyrics.

Cuz I can’t see you no more

Cryin’ cryin’ cryin’

I know that I can’t do anything but

I will sing this song for the last time right here, to you baby

(Above my eyes) What am I going to do with the wound u left me

(The tears flowing in my eyes) Can’t you come back to me?

You’re my baby don’t go away

You remain in my heart

On this path I walk by myself, the only thing remaining is me without you

Baby you’re breakin’ my heart

Cuz I can’t see you no more

I open my eyes as i felt a tears running on my cheeks. Its really hard to forget. I miss her so bad. Everything around me make me remind of her. I still love her. I cant erase this love. All the moment flashing on my mind. I still can see her smile. I still can heard her laugh. I still can feel her kisses and hug. I still can smell her scent. Are u happy now Dara? Living ur life with someone new and living me in pain? 1 year i try to forget u but I still cant. Can he love u the way I used to love u? But I guess nobody can love u as I do. Nobody can kiss u the way I do. Why did u looking for me? I'm not ready to facing u cuz if u say ur sorry it will make me even hurt. I still in love with u but if I see u again the wound inside me will bleeding again. U gave me so much pain Dara,too much,until I cant take it. When I'm drunk I always thinking to kill myself but everytime I try ur face and ur smile save me from doing that. Ur voice stuck on my head telling me not to hurt myself. Why did u torturing me this bad Dara? U ever ask me once if loving me is wrong but now I'm the one who keeps questioning myself. Did loving u is wrong until u punish me like this? Even ur presence not torturing me cuz I didnt see u but ur presence on my mind really tortured me. Please baby..stop torturing me.

Suddenly I felt hurt in my chest. This pain come again. This is not pain that come from broken heart but this pain come to me since 1 month ago. I start to feel the effect. I need to going back to hotel and take my medicine. This pain make my step slower. I cant breath slowly. My head start feeling dizzy. I look at the sky. Its getting dark. But then my eyes stuck on someone figure on the hallway. Someone familiar. Dara? Am I dreaming? I hold my chest. Its getting hurt. Suddenly I realize my feet walking towards her. I want to stop but my feet didnt pleased me. Closer and closer and my eyes become more fuzzy but I can see her turning her head to me. She look surprise. I stop my feet infront of her. Its not dream! Its her! Dara is here! Infront of me,at Jeju Island! "Boo..." I heard her voice. That name....the way she call me...I didnt heard it over 1 year and now I heard it again. "Who are u? I didnt recognize u" I'm shocked when suddenly that words split out from my stupid mouth! My chest felt more pain mix with my heartbeat,I walk passes her slowly. 1 step..2 steps..3 steps...bukkkk! I fell. "Chaerin!!!" Last thing I heard Dara calling my name. Then I see nothing and heard nothing. Everything went blank.

Author

sorry for not update yesterday guys. I'm busy with MAMA awards ^.^ Btw,can I make this as last chapter?? o.O. If u see my words seems familiar..yes..that song is inspire me. Song inspire me a lot to write chapter by chapter :D