I had just finished setting the table when approached Sungmin, he could not help smiling at the hotcakes.

- " I know those are not for dinner but I didn't know not how prepare anything else," I said shyly.

- "it’s okay, I love hot cakes and more with chocolate chip" he said sitting down, I sat next to him and prepare a plate of hotcakes and I put syrup and chocolate chips as I knew he liked,I take a piece with a fork to feed him.

 - "say ahhhh”, I said Sungmin look at me embarrassed.

- "I can eat alone," he said without looking me in the eyes

- “I know you can but I want to feed my boyfriend" I pouted, then he turned to me and smiled, I felt my cheeks blushed

-"I like doing things for you min so, open up" he blushing but also obeyed me, We used to do this often in the dorms but he was always the one who made it to me, I smiled sadly,he is a great boyfriend always worrying about me, lately even we don't ate together the truth is that I always carry the food to my room to play in my laptop while ate and then he ate with the others or now that I'm thinking even sometimes I watch him eating lonely, my heart cracks when I remember it.

When he finish eating his snack opened the mouth again waiting for me to feed him, I look at him funny while eating “God I really love you" thought, he eating a few more hotcakes and some milk before finish.

- "you're not going to eat?" He asked me

- "not hungry" was my replied

- "mmmmm but I also like to do things for you," said coquettishly, and how can I say no when he puts that face?

I take another dish and poured a couple of pancakes with syrup and I approached to him so he can feed me,something that made in silence,at times could see the longing in his eyes, he probably also remember the good times or the bad ones who knows maybe he miss it too, when we finished I help him as long get to the living room and watched as he settled into a couch, the bigger one, I return to the kitchen to wash the dishes, then went to get the ointment and bandages the doctor had given me and sat beside him.

- "kyu, now we can talk?" he said seriously.

- "about what you want to talk min?" I ask, already knowing what he meant.

- "well you know what happened in Seoul ... I ..." he said dubiously, without looking up

- "it was just a misunderstanding," I said as I tried to open the ointment

-" this does not open" I said, trying to avoid his gaze, but what he said next left me paralyzed, it was not really what I expected.

- "Yes, but I, I want to apologize kyu" he continue, I set aside the ointment that had opened and look at him incredulous, seriously, apologize? He wanted to apologize? But if it was my fault, he looked down at his hands

- "sungmin that was not your fault, I ..." I tried to explain but he interrupted me

- "Please just let me talk, I need to tell you how I feel" I nodded and let him talk

- "I want to apologize for not telling you about the trip, but I wanted it to be a surprise, as we would be free this weekend I thought it would be a good idea" sigh and lifted his face to see me

-"I did not thinking of you, I know that changmin is your best friend and you not want to miss his party of course, you're right, I was selfish and I have to many duties, but I promise you that if you want to go out, go to the park or the movies whatever, I will try to find time to go with you, but please do not be angry with me” his eyes filled with tears, I felt like crap, I wanted to talk but I figured I'd let him let it out first

-"I do not like when you bother with me kyu, it hurts ..." he could not contain himself any longer and tears started rolling down his cheeks,"kyu, I know sometimes I'm a bother to you but ...