'it's over '

seeing seohyun crying was the most painful thing I ever felt ,how could I do this to the love of my life ? was revenge more important then her ? let me tell you my story first

two years ago ,my family and I were living happily .my father was working as director for a famous company ,my father was a good man ,trustful and loyal ,he would never do something wrong I knew him but what happened to him was unfair ,he was accused of stealing the founds of the company he was working for . my father was ashamed ,he wasn't just fired and exposed to the media ,but he had to pay debts he wasn't responsible for he couldn't handle it anymore ,he comitted  suicide ......my mother got sick because of it ,we became poor and homeless because of the debts ..

                 the most importante part of the story is that the company owners are seohyun's parents ,so yeah I have all the right to do this if it was someone else then seohyun ,the kind and beautiful seohyun 

 I remember the first time I saw her she was reading a book ,her golden hair was falling on her  shoulders beautifuly ,she looked so happy just reading a book ,I went to study at her college after my father's death ,I didn't know her first, all I heard about her that she was extremely beautiful and kind ,and it was right I fell in love from the frist sight

I fell deep ,very deep  many times I wanted to run with her and forget about my world my family ,my revenge my past ..but I couldn't it was too painful ,my poor father suffered so much

but now that I have some important documents that can ruined seohyun's family's company ,I can be happy again ....

 but why I have this feeling of guiltiness ? why do I miss her so much ? I am dying to kiss and touch her again

                                                seohyun-ah I love you ,I am sorry for hurting you